I can finally online..
Again, i forgot wad i wan to post liao ler
:-S
Sienz..
I actually wan to on9 last nite..
But my mum was using pc at tat time..
So, she said she gonna gimme use the pc at 2.30a.m.
I agreed..
But the time is so long yet, so i decided to do sth..
If i take a nap at tat time, i would definitely sleep till da next morning..
Then TYT will be waiting waiting n waiting...
Hahaha...
So, i cut my hands n legs' nail...
After cutting it, i still have plenty of time to go..
So, i started to make up da room n mop the floor at around 1.30am..
Haha.. A bit weird rite?
After i done everything..
The time almost up..
So, its my turn to on9..
But the connection last nite was sucks...
The pc is damn slow till i cant really update my blog n check mail..
Sienz:-S
Plus my mum was also using it to see some kind of result....
After all this kind of interuption, i decided to off9..
Arghh... I was so angry n juz like goin mad soon...
Plus someone also din reply my msgs :-S
Sienz...

I wan to eat steamboat ler...
I actually decided to go 4 it this coming Mon which is a public holiday..
But, TYT don wan to go ler..
She said she gonna wait 4 Jiat 2 come back 1st n she oledi eat steamboat till sienzz liao..
But i donno whether i can go out o not at tat time..
At least holiday my mum will allow ma...
Haiz..
So, i decided to ask Jamie..
But, she oso goin 4 steamboat on da same day with her classmates..
Arghh..
Juz so XUE!!!
Haiz...

Anyway, i don hv tuition tonite..
So, i wan to go church 4 prayer meetin ler..
But, donno whether my mum allow or not :-(
Haiz...
Haiz...
Haiz...

Rev. Mike Connell's services was over..
Had a great time with him yea...
Again, the spirit of joy filled up the place as last year too...
Hahaha...
But not really in me :-(
I think i had not open my heart wide enough...
But i had really tried very hard to do so...
But... ... ...
Kinda sad of it:-(
And i saw a person with very fierce's face n voice last nite :-P
lolx..

Haiz...
Received a SMS this morning when i woke up..
From Daniel, "Pls arrange for steamboat tonite.."
Haiz.. How to arrange????
Again, they chose the 'best' time for it again..
Where as im having tuition class tonite :-S
Y they always chose tat kind of time de?
One day before exam?
Or the day im having tuition class?
:-S
So, im once again being left out again:-(
Ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want steamboat!!!!!!!

Ok..
Im juz goin to say i dislike ppl who lock their post/blog...

Ppl who lock their things will let me think tat im not his/her fren..
Im juz a ____...
There are many things tat have to be covered ..
Never let me know...
Im not trustworthy..
N wadever..
If u said its a kind of hurt frm me to other ppl...
Then, im oso goin to say tat..
Its also a kind of hurt to me tooooooooooo...
Can u juz stand at my position n think?
No!! U cant!!!
Becos everyone is helping, loving him/her much more than me....
Tats all im goin to say..

Yes!!!
I finally found out sth...
Everyone in this world is loved..
Including me myself...
But mine is...
>>Bleeding Love<<
*There is a video below my blog.. I loved it..

Haiz...
Again...
Someone had misinterpret my words..
:-S
Because of some person, he/she had started to ignore me..
Well, if u all so care about him/her feelings, go ahead...
If u loved to lock it, go ahead la..
Who cares..
If u wan to ignore me bcos of this litte matter, then i can say nothing..

Actually i juz wan to say sth out frm my mind...
I don even stressed on someone...
But, someone juz get this little matter become so big till started to ignore me..
Wad i can say is...
NOTHING...

I hate a kind of ppl..
Who like to lock their post n blog..
If u wan to lock it, don created it la..
Sienzz..
But, y all these kind of ppl were around me..
:-(

Anyway, Mike Connell service tomolo..
Really hope tat i can go for the service..

I pray to the LORD...

Finally i can on9 today..
As she juz went out...
:P

Oppss...
I juz realise tat i din do any update for 3 days liao...
All becos of her lo...
Sienz...
I was sick on Saturday..
Overheated??? LOLX
We went to Cat Museum visiting last sat..
After the visiting, everyone was ready to go home o church..
Waiting to be arrange for church van..
But, Im the most UNLUCKY to be arranged to a van which did not goin back to church immediately..
I HATE HIM!!!
Cos i was only sent back to church after sending all the kids back home!!
I was really really tired n exhausted tat day..
But, I was asked to follow a van who didnt go church straightaway!!
Ahh!! Its him who made the arrangement!!
In da van for such a long time, i started to feel ill!!!
Then i had my headache da whole nite..
So, its all his fault!!

Yesterday, i went to Lundu with my family..
Juz go there for seafoods..
:-S
But, i did go to church service in da nite..
Yeah :-)
After church service, i received a call..
Bout my SOS Ministry lo:-S
I failed to get 5 ppl to da camp...
Haiz...
So, have to jiayou again lo...
After a while, i received a call from tat no. again..
:-S
But this time, the caller is TYT..
Hahaha... Finally there is something good frm this number:-)
Its really a finally tat it was sth good frm tat number..
As i always receive bad news frm tat no...
Do hope tat, that him i mention din read my blog.
Lalala...
:-)

Today, i woke up at 12.30..
Its juz so coincidence tat my mum went home..
Being scolded again:-S
She said holiday oso din do any revision o wad...
N she said i cannot go out again..
Bleak!!!
I juz keep silent..
Nevermine...
As i hated her so much..
She could never lock me at home..
I think i talked less than 10 minutes with her last week.
Yeah>>>

Ok.. I think tats all for it..
Actually i got many things to post in last few days..
But, i had forgotted liao..
N i might wont be able to post again tonite..
Bye.. Have a nice day...
:-)

Im suppose to have a tuition class rite now...
But, no car..
So, my mum say no need to go..
Hooray..
Hahaha...
This is da first time i faced this kind of situation..
As i always got car de...
:-(
Sienz...


Yeah, goin to cat museum tomolo...
As i never go there yet..
:-(

小情歌

这是一首简单的小情歌
唱著人们心肠的曲折
我想我很快乐 当有你的温热
脚边的空气转了

这是一首简单的小情歌
唱著我们心头的白鸽
我想我很适合 当一个歌颂者
青春在风中飘著

你知道 就算大雨让这座城市颠倒
我会给你怀抱
受不了 看见你背影来到
写下我 度秒如年难挨的离骚

就算整个世界被寂寞绑票
我也不会奔跑
逃不了 最后谁也都苍老
写下我 时间和琴声交错的城堡

Nice song..
I loved it ^-^

Finally i can update my blog lor...
The internet connection these few days really... WTF!!!
Sienzz ar...

Bout da camp, i could only found 3 ppl to join as 2 of them cancelled it juz now..
So sad ler :-(
Haiz...
Now, i hv to look for more ppl...

Anyway, exam was over..
N here comes da holiday..
Fu-Yoh!!!
But, we were given lots n lots of homework to do la...
Cant really enjoy my holidays :-S

I juz realized sth..
There were no rain last few days..
N the weather really sucks...
Only till last nite the rain came..
n the weather today is good...

Ohh yea, do u believe tat the Doom Day 2012 is true?
If yes, it sud be sth good for me lor...

I cant post for today as the connection today really WTF...
So i will try to post again tomorrow.
See you, bye bye.

Please be informed that this post is posted by tyt and is guided by me.
Lolx.

I knew that tyt is going to put her name in a very big font size.
Am i right? ^-^












ps: lolx, he is right, and lolx, not only big font size but in diff color too :P
and this post gonna charge u a meal. looking forward this saturday ya wilson.
by tyt.

Pheww...
Im goin to reach his target..
Now, its turn to reach my target...
Yeah!!!
Once again, SMK Sungai Maong, GAMBATEH!!!
Jia you ooo... ^-^

Well, i went to tat haunted place again today..
But today, there are more ppl joining us..
So, less ghost lo.. LoL...
Hahaha...
Btw, Jacky's mum n sis were there too..
Hahaha..
We went swimming n 'Sona'...
Enjoyed...
But suddenly the guard came..
Before he chase us away, we decided to leave 1st..
Hahaha...
N i went to Girl's Toilet for changing..
Hehe... Cos no ppl were in da Boy's Toilet..
LOLX...
After tat, we went for dinner at Satok Mamak stalls...
Uncle Johny treated us da meal..
Well, Thanks yea...
I ate Mee Mamak..
Wa Lau Eh, so spicy la...
But i still finished it with two glass of drinks lo..
Hehe.. I oso helped them to finished the leftover...
:-(
Tats wad caused me to owned this kind of size..
Haha... Do i have to proud of myself? o_O

Okay, Im going to sleep..
So sleepy ler..
Byez.. Sweetdreamzz...

Im gonna reach da target soon...
As i asked some juniors to join da camp during my recess time..
When i reached home today, i called them n follow up with them...
But then, i ended up by explaining wad this camp is to his father...
Phew... I was damn nervous while im explaining..
Anyway, i did a great job today...
Cos his father agreed him to join us da camp...
PTL...
Hooray..

Once again, i din talk with her today...
So, im not goin to waste so much time on posting this..
As she is coming into da room soon...
Anyway, Bye Bye...
Muackss....

Im hungry~~~
I only ate my lunch till now..
I only drank less than a glass of water today..
I din even take bath..
:-S
Nvm..
As nobody is goin to care bout me...
Ppl are having their steamboat tonite..
Enjoy lor~~~

Time to sleep..

No ppl can understand me well in this world..
Wad i can do is...
Cutting myself again...

This is my world...

Ppl who don reply me msg...
Fine...

Ppl were having fun at Matang rite now...
Me, juz like a bird in da cage...
Got wings oso cant fly.. Can only jumping in da cage..
:-(
I wan steamboat..
Sometimes, im wondering why can their parents allowing their children to go for fun during exam?
How bout mine? :-(
There are many things unfair in this world...
For my world, there is only studies, exam..
Tats all...
Life is boring...

I think Im so troublesome recently...
Im annoying...
Sry...

She suddenly came back around 3sth last nite..
N i quickly off the computer n lights n cover myself in my bed..
Juz don hope to see her face...
Sienz...
Now, she went out lor..
:-)
Although i covered myself n da blanket, i only fall asleep around 5am...
By then, many ppl oledi slept or some even wako up lor...
My hand still so painful..
Even my ear...
:-(
Im so bored...
Y someone can always go for steamboat de???
I oso wan..
I found tat myself have never laugh o smile happily..
I mean happiness frm my heart...
:-(

I think i can take part in da Big Mac Chant..
As i only took 2.7s instead of 4s..
Hahaha...
Im so bored...
No ppl on9..
No movie to watch..

I don think im goin to sleep tonite...
As i cant sleep well...
N i will continue to post...
:'-(

Anyway, im goin for da camp...

Went out juz now...
Come back liao...
So weird juz now...
When tyt came n pick me..
She asked me so many Q in da car...
N even asked her fren to wait outside the car...
So weird la...
She's juz like an inspector...
Hahaha...
Cos she scared tat she will be scolded if my mum found out tat she brought me out late in da nite...
Who asked she told someone n tat someone shd have warned her sth oso...
Haha...
We went to Mc Donald where is the nearest restaurant to my house late in da nite..
Had burgers...
Plus refill for my drinks...
Juz found out this kind of service today...
LOLX...

思念是一种病...
:-S
手还很痛...
:-(

She finally beated me today!!!
As she hoped to do tat so much since long time ago...
She beated me with a metal cloth hanger..
Caused my hand bleeding...
Leaved back many scars on my body...
Left n rite hands bleedings..
2 strips on my left hands, 1 on my rite, 2 on my legs n even my ears oso kena...
Can i sue her for child abuse?
As there are enuf evidence on my body...
Luckilly i avoided with the curtain..
Or else, there will be more...
How could a mum possibly hit her son till bleeding?
Wad world is this?
She said she would even kill me off...
My hand still bleeding...
Hurted...
Heart hurted tooo...
:'-(
She's insane...
She loved to gamble so much...
One PC don even enuf for her..
WTF is this!!!
She's gonna die of gambling...

Now, she went out liao..
I don think she gonna back tonite...

Kinda sad today...
Maybe im too stressed n too tired...
Im actually okay this morning...
Only till sometime before church service started...
My mood became to change...
N caused me din really talk n smile after tat...
But i still act very good tat no ppl could really read my mind...
I went to look for my SOS Minisrty members with a smiling face too after service...
Im very sad actually :'-(
Im too stressed la :-S
Exam ar...
N my mum don even allow me to go to da camp...
But i will try to 'qiao' again...
She wont be allowing me go out only after SPM..
So crazy hor?
Sienzz.. Don even know can go for steamboat o not... Haiz...
But i oledi missed cell group de one-day-trip with steamboat dinner after goin to Matang Family Park...
I wan to go ler...
BUT Add Math. paper the next day..
So, i don even ask my mum...
Y they wan to put it during exam hor???
Sienzz... Don even know how to plan well.. :-(
I must go for da camp..
Mum, pls set me free for tat 2 days..
Pls... Pls... Pls...
STRESSED AR!!!

Had moral paper today..

I think i can pass this time..

:-)

Well, Pst. Kel went to my school today...
N i gathered 5 youths to meet him..
We were briefed about da coming soon church camp...

No Apologise!!

The truth about life, love+sex...

Here's the poster...

Actually i attended this course oledi..

Very good actually...

Everything about love.. Premarital sex.. STD... (^-^)

N stuff lidat... Ahem.. Ahem..

I was oso asked to act in a part of the course..

Its a drama presentation.. LOLX..

I should say it very very good actually...

Because it give youth nowadays know bout the advantages and disadvantages of sth...

Don say too much... Come n join us then u will know more bout it...

Well, im gonna tell u more details bout the camp...

Date: 3rd and 4th of June

Time: 9.30a.m. till 8sth p.m.

Fee: RM15 per pax (meals included + a workbook)

Interested???

Pls look for me yea...

Transport included too..

Its very very cheap actually.. Cos everythings included liao... oso da transportation...

Anyway, if u do have any financial probs, look for me too..

See!!! Church is so good.. Yeah!!!

S.O.S Ministry in SMK Sungai Maong was given a target to hit..

We have to bring at least 5 new comers...

But i challenged someone...

Im goin to bring 10 ppl...

So, SMK Sungai Maong, GAMBATEH!!!

With God, we can do all things..

Yeah!!!

Jia you ooo....

And, im goin to announce something...

SEASON OF DEPRESSION WAS OVER!!!

Yeah... PTL!!!
Hope tat this kind of season will never come again...

Today is a happy posting...

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Yoo... Guess wad happened today???
I brought my hp to school..
AND!!!
I forgot to silent it during my exam..
N it was kept in my bag behind da class...
Suddenly, my phone rang.. It was a message..
Luckilly tat teacher oso use motorolla...
So, my clssmates din noticed it as they thought its the teacher's phone..
Plus tat teacher(En.Zulkifli) is a bit dumb.. Hehe..
Then i quicklly went to da back n silent it..
PTL... Or else im gonna be fined RM30...

Pst. Kel is coming to my school tomolo... Luckilly i managed to gather 6 youths to meet him...

Im rather a bit sad today..
Because everytime i wan to announce season of depression was over, sth sad will happened again..
Caused me cant announce it...
:-S

Juz now went to pick my grandma at airport...
N brought her for dinner at Siang Siang Corner 3rd mile...
N i met someone>>>
It was my previous senior>>>
Jeremy... Kinda a bit different from last time liao..
hahaha...

Well, while im posting this, there is an electric paused for less than 1mins..
Kindly frightened a bit....
LOLX..

Guess wad?!!
As i took a nap around 5sth..
I cant wake up..
I only woke up around 10sth..
:-S
N i dreamed..
I dreamed sth very very weird..
I went for operation at a cosmetic shop..
But it oso look like a bra shop..
:-S
Its a brain operation...
N it only cos RM 2oo++
How could it be??!!!
It oso don need to go to the operation too..
It juz in their shop n it only needs bout half an hour...
But i din do tat ops lastly becos i forgot to bring money..
So, i went home after tat..
While im walking home with my frens, one of my fren noticed many coins on the road..
So, we decided to pick it up till we manage to collect a whole plastic bag..
Hahaha...
Very very weird rite.. How could i walked home.. How could we managed to pick up coins on da road..
Anyway, it juz a dream.. LOLX...

I went to Klinik Tanah Puteh this afternoon..
Cos we hv to bring my aunt's son for some kind of injection...
N my aunt is busy today..
At there, i saw many babies crying after they got their injection..
N guess wad? My aunt's baby, Brandon, din cry ler..
Cool ler.. Hahaha...

Ok.. I think tats all for today...
Bye bye..
Good nitezz...
I wont know wad im goin to do tonite... Cant sleep liao...

Im so bored rite now..
Sienzz..
Im gonna fail my Chemistry this time..
:-(
AHHHH!!!!

Sejarah tomolo..

Haiz..
Got 3 demerit points today..
Cos i ate sweets during Biology exam..
Hahaha.. Juz to make sure tat i wont fall asleep mar..
But cos tat teacher (Pn. Tay) is in bad mood..
Then few of us got demerit lo..
Even the next class more ppl got it.. Hahaha...
Sud be okay de lar..

Tat Pn. Tay is my new Physics teacher..
She juz married..
She oso very 'haolian' de cos she got a very very rich husband lor..
Haiz.. :-S
Most ppl hate her cos she very very unreasonable at many time...
Lookin at her made me so sienzz ar..
:-S

Someone went for steamboat tonite..
But she din even bring me go :-S
Although she always say she loved me so much..
But..
See, tats wad i said before..
Its easy to say sth from da mouth..
But.. Haiz... Forget bout it..
Enjoy urself lo...

haha..
I think tats all for today..
Tomolo still gotta Chemistry exam..
Sienzz...
:-S
K.. Bye Bye...

Happy Mother's Day!!!
Went for dim sum breakfast with family today..
Went home after tat..
Tats it for my day..
Bored at home..
Study.. Study.. Study..
Sienzz ar..
I missed church..
I missed da drama..
Haiz..
I talked less today..
Till my uncle asked me y am i so moody today?
Haiz.. :-S
Anyway, im allowed to church lor..
When my mum go for church's mass today, i sent her msg...
Me: Happy Mother's Day!!!
Mummy: God in heaven send u to be my son. Mummy love u very much n god too. I stop u from going 2 church bcos i want u 2 put more time on ur study. After exam u still can continue ur church service. God bless u always.
Me: But i hardly wont affect me... As i promised, i only go on saturday..
Like today, there is a very big mother's day event on. But i missed it according to my promise..
Mummy: Ok. Promise me study hard with ur heart 4 ur exam.
Me: Ok.

Whee hoo...
OK, tats sweet enuf..
She went home after tat..
Hahaha..
Im once again allowed to church lo...
Mum, I loved u so much too..
Muackss...

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Went to school this morning..
For replacement class..
But we only stay in da Bilik Sumber for da whole day..
As some of my classmates who took account were having their exam in the class..
So damn boring.. Cant even study.. Too noisy..
:-S
But i went for counselling after recess...
:-(

After school, went to church in rush.. Again.. :-S
Finally tonite is our turn for prayer challenge (which means everyone of my cell members went on stage n lead a prayer session about 20 mins)
Kinda funny when i was up there..
As i kept on 'fighting' with Avin on da stage..
Which i always knocked his guitar n he oso knocked me back..
Its accidently actually.. lolx..
Cos our church's stage too small liao..
Goin to get another new church soon... hahaha...

Before service, i took a nap in my seat by hugging my bag..
Slept for bout half an hour..
I knew tat i had attracted many ppl's attention..
Some asking am i sick? Some even tot im crying.. N wadsoever.. :-S
Actually im not..
Im juz too tired n too STRESSED!!!
Feel like crying today.. But i cant...
ARGHHH!!!
:-'(
So many things happened recently..
EXAM STARTS ON MONDAY!!!
SPM COMING SOOOONNN!!!
GRANDPA GOT CANCER!!!
BANNED TO CHURCH AGAIN!!!
MUM'S FINANCIAL PROB!!!
:'-(
Its too much!!
I cant cope it..
Leave me pls..
Im so Stressed.. Sad... Depressed..
Im too tired of these problems..
Pls.. Pls.. Pls... Let me go..
:'-( I want to cry :'-(
I hate this kind of life la...
PLEASE LEAVE ME!!!
Pls don banned me to church!!
Pls..
Pls..
Pls..

Anyway, tomolo is Mother's Day!!
Mum, Happy Mother's Day!!
I love u so much..
Thanks for ur sacrifices..
N pls don banned me to church..
Pls :'-(


Im very very sad today..
Too tired of these kind of life..
Pls let me go..

Heart-broken..
Sad...
Depressed...
Hopeless...
Helpless..
I wan to cry it out!!!
But i cant..
I need a ________ !!!
Tats da disadvantage of sharing a room with ur parents...

Haiz..
Ntg much to blog today :-S
I woke up late today..
Luckilly no one caught me when i reached school..
N i missed da kerja amal..
Hooray~~~
Lolx~

Had club photo session today..
N i went to take photo for 2 clubs= BI Club, Chinese Club..
Still got Leo Club haven take..
Hahaha....

Most ppl said tat im happy everyday...
But, im sad last few days..
Maybe my acting was good..

Anyway, my acting today was not good..
Cos suddenly my previous class teacher (Ms Yeo) ask me to look for her to talk if i have faced some problems...
As she saw me moody today when she meet me in da corridors for few times...
Tat moment she asked me was good..
It warms my heart..
But i only told her im ok..
I think she knew tat im facing problems..
:-(
Cos she always saw me walking everywhere in da school with a smiling face...

I think tats all for my blogging today..
Cos tomolo still got school..
Ahhhhhhhh!!!
Exam start liao!!!!!!
N season of depression was not over yet...
But almost liao..
Thanks LORD...
OK.. Nitess...

As i said before, The season of depression is not over yet..
But, it almost over!!!
Today, i got a sad news..
My grandpa went to hospital to take his medical report..
N da doctor told him tat he kena CA Rectum Cancer..
Need to do operation..
But there is a high risk..
:-(
Again, got do ops o not oso wont heal completely...
Haiz..
So, he decided not to do ops..
Not so sure bout his situation..
N i don dare to ask my aunt so much..
Cos she oso very sad..
N she cried everytime she explained to a person..
Cos she, as a nurse, knew the pain of ops, chemotheraphy, radiotheraphy..
She used to see her patients suffering from da kind of pain..
:'-(
Now, we will try to find some other chinese physicians o other ways..
GOD must lead us..
plus we need prayers..
N if u have any suggestion on ways of healing this kind of cancer, pls tell me..
Eh, pls don let my family know tat i post this on9...
Shhhh.....
Kinda sad..
:'-(
We cant lose him..
As he is juz like da king n da only man(besides me) of our family...
:-(
:-(
:-(
GOD HEALS!!!

Someone signed in my blog juz now..
So, da last post is not mine..
Hehe.. Its okay anyway..

Ok, i did go for badminton today..
Pin pin jie's de fren brought us to a place..
Its a condominium de facilities..
At overbridge (petaling jaya area)
Donno wad it called liao..
Although da condo seems very luxorius, it suckss...
When da day turns dark, there were no light at all!!!
~!@#$%^&*()~!@#$%^&*()
Walau eh, it juz like a haunted place..
Whee hoo.. Luckilly im still here..
:-P
We played tennis at first when we reach there..
After tat, we play badminton..
Lastly, we swim..
Juz like a marathon rite??
But i din swim.. :-(
As the place is really too dark..
N looks like haunted..
No ppl at all.. Ohh gosh..
I wont be goin ther anymore..
Oso hope tat they wont go liao..
B cos its really too dangerous..
Anyway, we went to Sugarbun after tat..
Soooo niceeee.....
Loved it..
:-P





This morning, there is a edu fair in my school..
N oso a hair show organized by Cutting Edge..
They provides free hair cutting..
But only their trainees cut...
The tauke din even go...
I knew it cos da tauke is my neighbour..
Hahaha...
Regarding da edu fair..
Really got some informations..
I might be taking Biomedic..
I quite loved it..
As the minimum requirement is quite low..
N i quite interested in it..
Oso got some info bout IT...
But..
Haiz..
They said difficult to find job after tat courses..
:-S
Biomedic is at least better then IT..
Cos our community nowadays need tat kind of ppl..
The work is only in da lab..,
:-)
I liked it so muachh...
I oso got many leaflets n brochures from there :-S
Okie..
Tats all for today..
Goodnitezz..
Muacksss + Sweetdreamzz + Hugging to all my readers..

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badminton 2daY!!!!!



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hahahaaaa




ok is this writing style so familiar to u ppl?


wakaka!!!

THERE IS NO PEOPLE AROUND ME!!!!!!

Love is short...
There is no eternal love in this world..
Saying: 'I love you!' is very easy...
But,
think in urself..
Would it be eternal???
???!!!???!!!
ARGHHH!!!!!

I didn't talk with her today..
Yeah!!!
Sud i get an adopted parents??
Can I ???
Confusing :-S


This is really a Season Of Depression..
As there is no eternal love in this world......

Where could we possibly find ETERNAL LOVE in this world???

B'cos of some small stuff..
She is trying to kill me with a broom stick!!!
I hate her!!!

Love is always short..
Why??

This world is unfair!!!
I hate her!!!
I hate this world!!!
Bring me away from this evil place..

Afterall, i ended up by locking myself in da toilet for about an hour..
With da water splashing on my body..
My tears falled as da water flows...
Depressed..
Helpless..
Heart-broken..
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Came out after an hour..
With my head wet..
N straight away went to bed..
Cried on da bed..
Again :-S
Till my pillow all wet by my tears n my wet hair..
Started to headache..
Cried till slept..
So sad tat i hv not catch a cold..
:-(
Tats all bout my day..
:'-( :'-( :'-( :'-( :'-(


Da next morning, woke up..
Realize my eyes were so small..
Maybe cos of my tears last nite..
Made my eyes so small..
Like da panda..

Went to school...
N i Hate schooling..
N oso SPM (WTH @ WTF)
Stressed...
Stressed...
Stressed...

Season of DEPRESSION

Pls be inform tat this is da season of DEPRESSION..

Today is a boring day in my life..

I did ntg much today..

I only woke up at 2 sth p.m.

N cleaned da cage of my hamsters..

Tats all wad i did today..

Anyway, i did took da last step of wad i can do today..

Tat is to persuade someone bout my ministry..

But seems like not tat successful..
Im HELPLESS rite now..

If i still failed in last step, i really really donno wad else i can do n wad would happen...

Depends on fate lor...

Haiz..

School tomolo..

Again :-S

AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

I hate this world..

Gonna leave da world sooon...

I have ntg to left in this world..

Only da blue sky...

LIFE IS UNFAIR!!!

EVERYTHINGS IS UNFAIR IN THIS WORLD!!!


ARGHHH!!!

My heart..
Struggling...
Struggling...
Struggling...


Rev. Stephen preached today..
He preached everything in my heart..
So surprised tat he(God) can read my mind
But, why am i still hurted deeply
as HE knew wad my heart needs..
n wads my problems..
WHY???
WHY???
WHY???
TELL ME WHY!!!!

My heart is so painful rite now..

Well... Have been so busy these two days..
Kept busy for Station Games...

finally it had overrr...
Kinda say Thank you to all my helpers to make our event today a successful...
The photo below was da members of Leo Club who joined this projects..

I rushed to church after i ended my station games in school...
When i reached church, i was asked to lead slogan, created by me, as it goes like this...
Me: Who are the best?
Boys: Spiderman..
Me: Who are the champion?
Boys: Spiderman..
Together: So, WE ARE SPIDERMAN...
Thanks God tat all da kids (boys only) did co-orperate with me very well...
I love u all....
And then followed by leading game with Siao Ching lau shi..









Today, i got my chocolates from TYT n Jamie..

Tats mint choco from TYT..
N oso a bar of Cadbury Blackforest from Jamie..
Thanks for both of u yea...
Gotta get fatter sooonn...

I was kinda bored after TYT left me alone in church n went out for meal...
So, i took da following photo..

Aha... I was left alone :-(

I was very very very sad today..
When da service almost start..
I have no Faith in my life..
Once again, i fell like cutting myself again..
Being chase away from my seats which i have reserved since long time ago...
Life is UNFAIR!!!
I don wan to be like this anymore..
Hurted deeply..
I WAN MY MINISTRY!!!
I cant wait for 3 more months!!!
How? :'-(
Wad can i do??!!!
Arghhh!!!
Im gonna cut myself again..
Very sooonn...
Very sooonn...
Very sooonn...

Can life be ended at anytime?
I need feedback from my readers for this Question..
Thanks...

Went to school this morning
for station game
Had fun there...
As my class won most of da games..
I love my class
as we kept on helping each others
I oso won RM5 in da game Music Chairs
But i oledi paid RM3 as registration fee for da game..
Therefore, i still won RM2
Hahaha... lolx














Finally had my steamboat..
With Jamie n Athena..
At BDC..
Jamie paid half for me..
Hahaha.. Thanks :-)
But so sad tat i always overcooked my food :-(
Chao hue ta..
So many times la..
Even hurted myself
Tats me with my food on da chopstick... (its a bit blurred)

Im so frustrated on cooking a not overcooked food..
So ended up by Jamie cooked for us..
Yeah :-)
We oso had ice-cream after tat..
lalala...

So sad tat sth came out during my meal..
My mum called me..
N asked me y am i goin out without her permission?
But i did ask for her permission lastnite..
I was totally broken down at tat time..
But..
Anyway, it juz a misunderstanding..
Thanks God tat ntg happened after i went home
:-)
Wheehoo...

Ok... Tats all for today.. Gonna sleep cos got school tomolo..
Nitez..
N Happy Labour Day to those who started working..
Nitez...

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