Wow!!! Day passes by so fast! I actually wrote everything for my blog this afternoon. But, when my pc jammed, it all disappear... Sienzz...

So, I just wanna inform u all.... NO UPDATE tomolo... Bye... Stay tune for more photos=)

After waiting and waiting for more than 24 hours, there is finally a decision made. I will be going to Sri Aman!!!! Together with the mission team. And I was "stunned" after I got the news cos I got extra "news" from him... What should I do? Am I really that bad? Am I??? I suddenly feels that I'm really a bad boy. I really don't know what should be done on myself by me. Seriously, am I really that bad??? And again, heart-broken.. *sigh~ Can someone tell me what to do right now? Can someone answer all the questions in my mind?? Is there got anyone? Any? *sigh Depressed... What should I do??? I'm really down! I have totally no mood on anything right now. No mood on this and that. Even on the trip. But anyway, I will still do all my best in the trip. For the revival of God's kingdom!


After my dinner with my mum outside, we went to a Fish Shop! She bought 3 fishes to be reared in the aquarium in front of my house, which is a mini decorative "pond". LoL... Besides, I also bought 2 pairs of Guppy Fish. I love this kind od fish so so much as it's really colourful. Hope that it will brighten up my days =D





P/s: Someone will pay a visit to my house soon. Hope that all these really helps a lot. The most importantly is... Pray that it really helps a lot! Pray for me. XD







Study in library tomorrow!!!

Well, what I'm gonna blog about is just a word, called "TRUST"! I found out that there are few people who doesn't really trust me. Although they treated me in a way which is very "trustful" physically, but that's not emotionally. Or I should say sincerely. Get what I mean? If not, never mind. LOL... Anyway, I was really heart-broken by you guys=(

Someone communicated with my mum tonight. Just now. He told me thay had a great & nice conversation. When he told me this, it even worried me more. Haikss...

Anyway, I'm waiting for my trip confirmation! I think it will be "announced" or "approved" by tomorrow. So, wish me good luck yeah!

Bye=)

Something happened these few days. It's more or less the same thing. all just because of my stupid aunty. Being too busy body.. To turn off my pc. Ahh!!!!! I hate her... Sienz..

What should I do? SPM coming lo.. Btw, we got 1 week of Hari Raya's holidays. But, we were given piles of homework!! Which really made all of us so mad bout that. Sheesh...

And, Zombie banned me to church again today. She's goin crazy. Soon! Ahhh!!!! I'm now still considering whether to go or not. Teach me what to do!!!! Burst soon. After my tuition juz now, I walked home. From Sunny Hill till 3rd mile cos my Zombie came pick me up late. So, I decided to walk home. Shiok!!! At least I made her angry=) Anyway, if she don allow me to go church tomolo, I will be going out also. Still finding cars. If cant find any, I will walk to Boulevard=P If she don't allow me to church, I will stop my personal tuition classes n totally give up my studies. That's all I wanna say.. Bye..

One last thing, I'm ready for HOME RUN!!!!!







P/s: Sorry, Jiat=(

My aunty went back to Singapore lo
Sad...
Again, my house turned into silence again. Haikss...
lol..
Miss them..
Haha..
Anyway, I won a mini trophy today in school..
It's about the MERDEKA QUIZ.. lol
So, I went on stage=)
But something stupid happened.. Haiksssss... Sienz.....

Anyway, the coming 2 days will be my Holy Days again.
Sheesh! Hate it=S

I don have any slippers to wear edi loh!!
Really no more shoes in Kuching for me.. Sienz...
So, I'm now surfing Ebay for it
Hope that i can get a new pair for myself...
So, BYE!!!


P/s: Jiat, can u try to look 4 me in Aussie? Size 13!!!!

Heehah! Finally got the chance to go and play badminton just now. Long long time din play oledi lor. Before that, I went for dinner till very full. Hahax... And sometime before that again, I went to my aunty new house again. Haha...

One last thing, my aunty will be back to SG tomolo... Sobs.. Haha. Bye bye..




Wait!!!





I was called to see the school counsellor today. Haiks..

I'm A BAD STUDENT!!!



Bluek...

Yeah! I went for steamboat with my family tonight! Yummy.. Nice. Satisfied...

Wow! I love my day. I think it's a fruitful day for me! Woke up a bit earlier today. For nothing special:-| Oh yeah, I received a message from tyt about a big big news. She's a_t_c_e_. Although she still don't admit it physically; but, I think that she accepted it already:-P That's the power of holy spirit. That's the love gave by holy spirit. That's why I'm in LCD. So many relationship happened once I enter LCD Ministry. Hahahaha... Anyway, I got my chocolates today! Nice, but I haven't eat any of it. But someone opened for me already, for some other people:-( But never mine, I'm still satisfied with my day.

I finally knew how to convert videos. Pin Pin Jie taught me today. And it was kinda easy actually. I did many things in church today, which made up my day fruitfully. Finalize all the videos. Actually I the one to do the slides, but ended up by tyt who did it cos the time is kinda a bit rush. Hehe.. But, I did helper her to put slides. Hahax.. Ohh yah, there is a opening show for the coming up contests, Modeling and Singing competition! The models today were really great. Phewwit...

The sermon today was about Holy Spirit. What a great sermon! Which helped many brothers and sisters. Holy spirit is the representative of God on this earth. We need Holy Spirit. The altar call was also great! Many people went up, especially new comers. I was really touched when I saw those new comers start to pray and hunger for the filling of Holy Spirit. I also helped one of my cgm to pray. It was great! Hope that she was filled:-)

Although my voice today was a bit worse caused by cough, I still backed-up Praise & Worship of CHCC. I also prayed loudly during the edding of Youth Service. I can really see the miracle God did in me. He fulfilled whatever I need. He's looking after all my needs:-) Church is goin to grow into 1000 people soon!

Lastly, I also updated my Wish List:-) I want my PC to be upgraded to a higher RAM. I want a big button belt. I want new pairs of slippers and sports shoe with Size >12. Really cant find any in Kuching. Haiks...

Hahaha... My mock exam were finally OVER. The next will be the real SPM lo. *sigh Anyway, I think I had a great end of my day. After picking me back from my tuition just now, my aunt cooked us CRABS!!! We started to "kill" the crabs, cleaned it, n cook it! Yummy! Nice.. With curry flavour. Muaks.. Love it.

Anyway, my Holy Days were also over. I really really don't like my tutor anymore. He's getting more and more "loso" everydays. He used to tell me bout JESUS everyday whenever I meet him. I think it was a bit over lah, k? *sigh

Good Nite!

Sorry GOD! Oppsss... I did it again~ All just because of the teacher who walks with both legs open widely, Puan Tan Chew Peng! Stupid teacher..

Ohh yah, I will be seldom update my blog this week because kinda a bit busy..
See You!
Check It Out Again yea...

Ahah! I think it has already been few days that I didn't update my blog yet. I think I was quite busy over these few days.. So, where should I start to blog about hoh? Friday?? Okay..

Friday...
Er.. Just another ordinary Friday loh! Ohh Yah!! I sud says that Thursday and Friday is the most Holy Days in my weeks instead of Saturday and Sunday~ I treated it as My Holy Days cos of my personal tutor loh~ He is a very very holy guy. He talks bout Jesus every these 2 days of my weeks. And now, I started to hate him already. He "forced" me to set a timetable for myself! Which used up most of my times. I had totally no time for resting if I follows that timetable. During that time while I was being forced to set the timetable, my mum was also there. So, that holy man told my mum bout the timetable too... After she told my mum bout that, I suddenly felt so so stressed. After he went back, I rushed up to my room and sleep. Cos it was already 6pm that time, and my next tuition class starts at 7pm. OMG!! 1 hour left! The tuition class with the holy man suppose to stops at 5.30pm, but he ate my 30mins! zzz... Sienz... I was very angry instead! So, I decided not to care much bout that timetable already. I will study whenever I wan, or whenever I free. I don't need you to arrange everythings for me! That's my life, not yours:-P I can hardly fallen into sleep that night! I'm so stressed! Seriously... I even cried. And I feels like cutting myself again that time; but, I remembered, I promised God that I will never cut myself again! And Yeah, I overcomed it!! PTL...

Saturday...
Early in the morning, I was told to do 2 sets of slides. Cos tyt went for... ... ... So, I will be in-charge of LCD loh~ So, I woke up early in the morning and started to search for pictures for the slides. And in the end of the day, I was actually asked to do 4 sets of slides.. And PTL again, I finished it till 10sth in the nite?? Hahah! lol... It was slides for "Mooncake Festival".. Hooray!! I have done everythings...

Sunday...
Woke up around 10am... And starts to do revision.. Till 12sth, Pin Pin Jie came and pick me to church.. Actually I promised my mum only going to church for Mooncake Festival Service. But... Hehe!!! I went out earlier. After Pin Pin Jie picked me up, we went to her mum's stall for our lunch. The food was very nice:-) Really, if got the chance, you should try it~ After our lunch, we went to visit TYT's granny. Luckilly the granny wasn't in that bad situation:-) After our visitation, We went back to church. And I started to do my exercises cos the next day will be my Physic papers. After study study study, it's time for church activities. Was asked to be on position around 4 sth.. Ok! Everyting was prepared, just to wait the starting of the night service. And finally it starts! The service was GREAT! We started our service with a troupe of Chinese Orchestra. Followed by PnW! And, it's time for the presentation of my slides:-) Everything goes smoothly except... Bt I still managed to overcome it! Yeah! After service, I met pastor, and he said I did a great job for the slides! Hahaha!!! I can finally do something well:-) And every went down after that.. There were lots of mooncakes prepared for everyones. And it was very nice:=P Yummy! Everyone were enjoying the food while listening to the Chinese Orchestra and "looking" at the moon. LOLX.. Luckilly TYT managed to reach church for the FOOD! :-P But she didn't buy me anything ler:-( Sobs.. Ohh yah! We played lanterns too. Mostly of the youth joined us for a mini "parade" with lanterns around the church. Some children joined us too.. Hahax.. Really had great great fun n sweet moment during that time.. Hahaxxx... Ok Ok! I think tat's enough for my blogging today~ It's pretty a bit long already. Too bad that I don't managed to take some pics for it.

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Yeah!!! I finally managed to "gek" him today. Btw, thanks A & B for your co-opeartion. Hahah! Thanks...

Im so bored! English paper tomolo! bye bye!!



Sing Jiat!!!!!!!

Yesterday, I actually have a great start of my day. As it is also the first day for my zone mock exam. I woke up at 6pm in the morning, which supposed to be 6.30am. After I woke up, I fried rice for myself to bring it to my school. Besides, I also prepared myself a cup of hot chocolate:-) Anyway, I did a pretty well for my Moral paper yesterday:-)

I had my BM today! Just so so lor~ Haiks... After my dinner, I actually prepared myself to study at my study table. At first, I was pretty a bit lazy to carry the fan from up to down. So, I decided to study without fan lor. But less than an hour, I gave up! I really don't understand my Mathematics questions. And it was very hot and stuffy. So, I gave up! Gave up! Sienz ar~



Sometimes, I really don't know what's the purpose for me to stay in this world. Just to waste the air? Or just to occupy the space in this world? Haiks.. Anyway, lifes are FRAGILE! Including mine. I knew that me myself leads a unhealthy lifestyle. So, I might leave this world at anytime without any "prior" notice. By heart attack? Maybe huh... Anyway, what I'm going to say is that I LIVE A HAPPY LIFE!!!

Life is short~
Life is treasure~
Life is unpredictable~
So, just treasure people surrounding you including me, cos I might be gone at anytime~

I just found out something last night. Which is unpredictable. Which is scary. I was stunned. Haiks.. Sobs... Anyway, R and E, Cheer Up! We will always be your side. But the most importantly, focus on your studies! Good Luck! Wish you 2 all the best:-) Muakss... Jia You!! Gambahteh!!!



Today is a boring day. Not even step out the door of my house today. Study study study... Mock exam starts tomorrow. Its Zone papers. Haikss.. Moral tomorrow!

Bye:-P

I AM A BAD STUDENT!!!

Started my tuition at home today. It was great! His name is Joseph. And I finally know what is CHEMISTRY! lol.. Before we started, he led a prayer. After the lesson, he ask me to lead an ending prayer. So, I led. It was a little bit weird? hahax! I also donno why.. Anyway, it's a good start! Ohh Yah! He asked me to set a target for myself too. So, I set C5 for Chemistry and Physics! Hahax... And for sure, I want to achieve higher! Amen!!

Just now, I received a message. He suddenly told me that he will be going to my school tomolo:-S I stunned a while. And agreed... I really don't like last minute lah, OK?? Haikss... At least let me know earlier mah~ Haiksss... But nevermine lah, at least got someone pick me home after that.. Kaka... Really want to get a car to n back from school. Cos my grandpa really getting weaker and weaker. Haiks.. Ohh GOD, please arrange for me! He is currently in pain everyday. I mean every single minute, every single second.

Ohh yah! One more thing! I HATE Puan Tan Chew Peng! From SMK Sungai Maong!!! Sienz.. Bout last 2 or 3 months, she gave me 3 demerit points because I didn'y hand in my English homework! Anyway, I accepted that! But after I signed for that 3 marks, she added 6 more marks later. I also don't know when she added it. Again, under the same reason! But, I think I did hand in all her works ler.. Or maybe I'm just late? Or whatever... But, she's not suppose to add in more points after I signed that form. She is UNREASONABLE!!! She loves to walk n sit with both her legs open widely! And her English sucks!!! Sienzz... So, I now got 12 demerit points! 9 marks from PUAN TAN CHEW PENG! And 3 marks from PUAN TAY CHIN CHOO!!! Cos I ate candies during exam time:-P Anyway, mostly of us ate! But only me and another classmate got it! Sienz... We only want to stay awake by eating some sweets mah! As school don't even allow us to sleep during exam.. Sienzz!!! Arghh!!! So, I now got 12 demerit points! Siao one!! I kept a good record for the past 4 years! Only this year then... zzzzz Stupid!!! At the last period, En. Uma called me! And beated me twice:'( Sienz.. Because of that 12 marks! Sienz... I hate PN TAN CHEW PENG!!! Im gonna write more bad things bout her!!!! zzzzz

Cleaned up my study table just now. Exhausted. It takes bout more than an hour just to clean up a study table. Wiped. Moped. Arranged. Finally it's done! Hahax.. My personal tutor will be coming to my house to gives tuition starting tomorrow. That's why I cleaned it. Hahax...

I feels like playing badminton so much this few days. I also donno what's the reason =X Just wanna play sports! Can someone bring me along??!!!!

lalala...

Yeah! I managed to sneak out today:-P Haha... Went out around 3 something in the afternoon today~ TYT n Daniel came and picked me:-) Then, we went to watch ! The movie is funny.. But, it's more or less as the last episode. And I personally don like the ending of it. Cos their mum die in the end. Haiks... Haha.. Before the movie starts, we managed to walk to Parkson and shopped a while. On the way back to the cinema, we laughed till like crazy people. Even in the lift! Sweat=.=

After the movie, we sent Daniel's fren back home and we headed to Pending for our seafood dinner.. We ate clams, Sabah's vegs, n crabs.. Haha... But not so full after that.. Hahax.. Shhhh!!!! Don't tell Daniel:-P Haha... Went home after that. And TYT slept in the car when I reached home. Haiks... Hahaha..

OMG!!!
Someone hacked my account!!
See, my last post edited!!
Hahaha... lol
Cos I gave him/her my account mah...
Hahah!!
Ok lah~ No new updates today..
Cos still no mood caused by HER!!!