Well, a rushing day!!!
And it's 1.45am now!!!
I need to wake up by 6 o'clock..
ahh!!!
Less than 4 hours to go!!!!
I just cant imagine my life with 4-hours sleep only!!!
So, GOOD NITE!!!

P/s: Mummy still in pain=(

Fearful & Faithful Day

Wow... Today is just a fearful and faithful day to me as it was full of FEAR which needs a lot FAITH in myself=)
Around 7 in the morning, we are heading to the hospital...
It was the starting of the fear came..
After "checked" into the ward, we r just waiting for them for bout half an hour...
Only then they came n attend us...
It was a 2-person ward with TV...
After getting ready, they sent my mum into the Operation Theater (OT)...
I was so damn scared by that time.. My tears r coming out..
But I was just to be strong..
Who knows, there was a mistake for the time for operation as there was another emergency case on..
Therefore, mummy wes sent back to the ward n wait for another 30 minutes..
After 30 mins, IT WAS REALLY THE TIME!!!
Again, they sent mummy into the OT.. I was following behind as they pushing mummy on the trolley in front...
The way into the OT was full of FEAR man!!!
I was so damn scared...
Very very very scared! And again, my tears almost falls out!
But luckily, I managed to control myself=)
Till the entrance there, it was the place for me to leave...
The place to say Goodbye to her...
After waving "sweetly" to her, my tears finally came out..
It was hot...
Although my aunt asked me to go for breakfast, I still continued to stand there and see they send in my mum into the real OT...
I only left after I saw her trolley "disappear" in front of me..
My heart was so damn "hard" as this is the first time I saw my mum admitted into hospital..
And it was an OPERATION!!
In a short time, I wiped off my tears n went down for breakfast.
Luckily i managed to cover my tears from being seen by my aunt...
The operation was predicted for 2 hours..
So, after 2 hours, I went to the OT n started to wait for my mum...
After waiting n waiting...
After waiting n waiting...
It starts to make me more n more nervous=(
I was so damn worried...














































While I was waiting outside, I saw many ppl going in n out of the place..
And there was a guy...
He went out moment ago..
Then when he came back, he approached me..
He asked me who am I waiting...
After telling him, I was told that mummy was fine already..
She was just resting inside for few moment..
The guy was actually the surgeon for my mum..
After I gt the news, I was finally relieved!!!
Anyway, I'm still worried as I haven saw my mum out of it..
I had waiting about 1 hour 20 mins outside the OT...
The operation took bout 3 hours 20 mins!
Such a long time man!!!
Haha...
Then my mum was pushed back into the ward...
But, she's in great pain!!!
She kept groaning for pain for the whole day after the operation..
Then, she was given injection of painkiller...
Only after the injection given, she felt better...
My aunt went home a while after mummy came out from OT...
I was the only one taking care of mummy...
A bit scared.. Yet, i still serve her..
Heartache!
Wad I could do was only help to moisture her lips as she is still not allowed to drink n eat=(
My heart really ache a lot!
Sigh...
Actually i wanna stay back to take care of her..
But all of them asked me to come back...
After my youngest aunt promised to pick me to hospital tomolo morning, only then I agreed to go home...
So, now my aunt will be taking care of her for the nite...
Sighhhhhhhhhhh............
I miss mummy so much now...
I wish I could sneak out and go to the hospital...
AHHH!!!!!!
Anyway, my aunt SMSed me that she is now sleeping and only slight pain=) =)
So, I think it's time for bed...

Lastly, I wanna thank GOD who was staying with my mum and me!
Because of the FAITH we have in him, mummy is now SAFE =) =) =) =)
I love u so so much JESUS!!
I also wanna thank all my sweet frens n leaders who were caring of my mum throughout the operation!

P/s: *Pst. Kel called my mum and pray for her through phone=)
*Pst. Jin Zu, Zian Xin & Penny came to visit her in the afternoon=)

So, THANKS for everything=)

My request:=)

Can someone play SMS with me tomorrow?


Can someone pick me up from hospital for church service tomolo?

Well.. My SPM was finally OVER!!!
It is really over!
I will miss all my schoolmates..
Thanks for everything...
Thank you all my teachers...
And of course all my classmates, who tolerated much much with me..
Love u all so much...
You all will always in my memory... Forever & ever...
As overall, I'm very very happy as the big n huge "stone" had finally went away from my little shoulder=D
Besides, I also wants to thanks all my frens n leaders beside me=D
Really thanks so much for ur prayer n caring as much as Im really the one u loves:)
I'm really glad to see how u all treated me.. Really feels so blessed...
Special thanks to Joanne, Jamie, Jiat, tyt, Pastor Kel, Pastor Jin Zu, my dear leaders Daniel & Philip and many many more..
Really thanks so much for all ur support..
I love u all.. Deeply.. Madly...
Because of all of u, I want to grow up!
I WILL GROW UP!!!

So, wad should I do after my exam?
For sure, loves GOD more & more =D
My planning after my SPM was serving GOD whole-heartedly in church=D
But of course, mummy have to be okay...
Mummy will be going for operation tomorrow..
Hopes everythings will be okay..
Please keep her in ur prayer...
GOD is good all the time...
There will be a miracle tomorrow=)
Amen!
I'm actually very worried rite now=(
Very very=(
Anyway, I will be STRONG!
Because I knew that there r many frens & leaders beside me..
They will be with me forever...
Walking together with me...
Until the day we meet JESUS =D

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Mummy, I LOVE YOU...

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

I want to be a stronger Christian...
Please teach me more..
Please lead me more..
STRONG in CHRIST!!!
Nothing is impossible in GOD=)

I told myself,
Wilson, everything will be over soon=)

Ohh GOD, I want to be blessed!!!
Like Jamie.. Like Pst. Kel =X
Haha.. Because they r my lovers:)
Hehe...
Ohh ya Jamie, so glad to hear the news today =D


JESUS, I WANT TO GROW UP AND SERVE U MORE & MORE!!!!

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Hey, want to earn money by answering surveys??
Come on! Just click on the link!
I had just signed myself up=)
Hehe..
Hope u'll enjoy it...

Weehoo!!! Sweet starting of my day=)

Do u know wad's in my hand rite now????





O.o





Its....





Asia Conference JUMBO Gift Mug...
















Muahahaha.....





Thankss so much dear...




I know u r tired; yet, u sent it to my house!!
Really appreciate it so muchhhhhh....
Muaks....









And here are some random photos I took=)


My Birthday Cake!














* I think the BC stands for Blueberry Cheese=)




















And my Bento meal I ordered that day..
Its Sweet & Sour Fish!! Yum yum...

Well, life can be good n life can be good!
It depends on how u treat ur life=)
Anyway, had my Steamboat today! Wakaka...
Nite=)

My Stupid BirthDAY=(

Well, I had my stupid freaking sucks birthday this year. Which disappointed me so much. Sigh...
I want to eat Chocolate Cheese Cake!! I want everything in chocolate! Chocolate cheese cake, chocolate topping n everything!
But too bad that wad I received was Blueberry Cheese cake from Uncle Cake House!
It sucks man!
It's mixed with sponge cake inside! Ewww~~
It really sucks! Never try Uncle Cake House!
I still think that my little piece of Tiramisu from Mita Cake House is much better than that!
Feels so "gelik" after eating that~
Eww...
It made me hate Blueberry more..
Haha..
No celebration at all...
I spent my birthDAY at home the whole day n nite~
Sigh!!
All cause of SPM!!!
Gah!!!!

Anyway, 3 more subjects to go!
Then I will be free!
Haha...

Lastly, I still wanna thanks you all who greeted me with sweet messages n so on!
Thanks so much~
Love u all...

Ohh man! I found that myself is going to turn into 17!!
It just few more hours to go!
Haha...
I don tink there will be any celebration this year=(
Sigh~
The 1st session of Asia Conference was over!I just received a call just now.. Haha...
Lalala..
Okay~
I think that's all for today yea...
Gonna have Chemistry papers tomolo!!!
Ahhh!!!
Sigh...



Anyway, thanks for all the sweet sweet greeting messages=)

My 200th Post!

Wow! This was my 200th post! Haha...
Anyway, I really don understand why ppl loves to give excuses.. Haha...
If u really don care, then juz keep everything 4 urself lo..
Or wad u trying to show is how much he/she loves u?
Haha.. Okay then...
Now I know wad r u actually hunger for..
Its the love by him/her..
Hahaha...
Anyway, congratz..

After posts by posts, I think that I sud change the way I post my posts.
Wad I mean is the content of my post.
I think I sud post up sth which is useful or beneficial for my readers.
Am I rite, my dear readers?
Aha.. Starting from today, from my 2ooth post onwards, I will post up something GOOD for my readers.
Hope tat I will did it well=)

Oh my God!!
I have many things to post..
But I think I had almost forget all of it!!
Haha...

Ohh Yah!! There will be Emerge 09! next year!
So, I wanna go!!
Hahaha...
haha..
So happy ler..
Oh yah... I will soon come out a Brithday Wishlist!!!
And also a row of things i gonna do after SPM!!!
WOW!!!
So excited man!
12 more days to go!!!
Haha..

Oh yah, last nite was Modeling Competition.
It FINAL!!!
So, I took some photos!
Haha

Mr. James Bond! Haha...

Low low low & lower~~


Me & Mr. James=)

Me & little princess...


She is really BEAR-full~


Mich!!


Guo Chun!


Okay~ That's all I took! LOL! Looks good rite? Haha...

Hahahahaha....
I read a funny post!!!
From someone's blog..
Hahahaha...
Got=No
No=Got
Not a bad idea to cover ourselves from "shameness"...
I also found someone's English freaking sucks!!
Don even know how to understand a post..
As I said, not really "scolded" liao..
And yet, still using the word for "ownself"..
Sigh...
Anyway, Im happy after reading the post becos its really freaking funny..
LOL...


I wonder y is Sheng Yuan's taste became so tasleless?
Oh Man!!!
So sad...
Okay.. I sud :-# liao...
Hahaha...
Cos it's really sucksss...
Hahaha...
Funny funny funny...
Maybe that he hasn't seen the bad part..
Anyway, it will be soon over...
Ohh yah, I sud :-#..
Haha...

Sigh...
So many things popped out at the last minute...
Sigh sigh sigh sigh...
My right arm in pain now..
After blowed by the air-cond 4 hours.. Haikss...
Hope everything will be fine by tomolo...
Haha... I even cancelled my study with friend at TEACHER'S HOUSE.
Cos I'm really really tired by now.
I meant very very tired. Haha...


Ohh yah!!!
Someone got "scolded" by someone today..
Not really scolded la..
But some kind of scolded too..
Haha.. So sry, Im blurred edi..
I actually want to help.
But the way u talk really too fast lah...
I cant really get wad u meant..
Cos Im weak =P
Not that kind that will learn things fast.
Thats y I say I donno..
Wad I hoped u will do is repeat again at a slower speed.
But you replied in that "harsh" way before I says anything..
For sure he gonna "say" u lah...
Haiks...
I actually wants to tell u..
But sometimes its difficult to communicate with someone who had "downgraded" our frenship with some little purpose..
Too sad..
Its really difficult man! Sigh..
I think we should really practice "TEAMWORK"..
LOL... Haha...

Ok, before my post ends...
I had come out something to be added into my wishlist..
I wish to have an external hard disc drive. Haha..
Its really useful..
Really...
If I do have 1, Im gonna backup everything into it..
So that there will have no last minute job liao..
Haha...


Okay! Thats all.. Nite everyone=)

4 Days break!!!

Well!!! 4 papers was over!!! How sud I comment for it ler? Er.. BM done! English done!! Math done!!! And, Sejarah done!!!!!! No more Sejarah in my life... Haha... I think i will fail in my Sejarah.. Sobs.. Anyway, God will arrange a pass result for me :D

Haha...


6 more papers to go!!


Do u all know that what song I sang when I walked into the exam room?? I was nervous man!! For the 1st paper! I was shaking after I took my bath in the morning. Besides of feeling cold, I was nervous.. Haha.. I sang....... SUPERHERO!!!

haha..

Because I knew that Jesus is my Superhero!!!

Thank God for everything...








I went out with him just now...
I felt WeIrD~~~~
Sigh...


2nd day of new year, I will be going back to Sibu!! (Maybe)
Not sure eyt..
Still under consideration~

Few more hours to go!!!

Well, it's really few more hours to go. Suddenly feels so excited n a bit nervous. LOL.. Anyway, the main point for me to post this post is, Thank you for all the blessings today!

I received many blessed messages today! It was really a lot! haha... Really thanks so much yea!!!

Im now prepared for my exam tomolo!!


Things to bring:

1. Slip Peperiksaan
2. I.C.
3. Pens
4. 2B Pencils
5. ....

Haha.. I think thats all? I think so.


Do you want to know my timetable tomolo?

!st paper at 8am.. BM 1
Thats all.. Haha.. No la.. Some more at the back=)



Im gonna wake up around 6 tomolo. So nite nite..



For ur info, I received 3 blessing messages while I was posting this post. LOL Haha.. Im just showing off tho..

So excited man!!!!











Dear, I cant sleep...

After years of schools, since kindergarden, then primary scool and now secondary school, it has finally come. Tomorrow will be the starting of SPM Exam in my life. I believe that this will be over very soon. Yeah!!! Anyway, please pray hard for me n my result. And wish all the Form 5 students all the best. May God Bless You all. Gambateh!!

And to all of my frens, thanks for all the sweet encouragements/blessings messages. I love you all. You were all beside me. And for sure, YOU are behind me=) Thanks so much...

Ohh yah, and also some birthday wishes too. LOL... My birthday soon!! But too bad that I will be having my Chemistry papers that day. Haha.. Err.. 19th-23rd of Novenber will be Asia Conference! I wish to go so so so much.. But too bad.. Anyway, I still can goo next year=) LOL... Haha... Aha, am I gonna get something from Singapore?? Hehe



See you to all my readers, I think there wont be any updates during my exam.. The last day falls on 27th November!!! Is there got any who wants to bring me out that day?? Looking forward for your invitation! Haha... Bye!!!

Can u try to imagine that I'm very tired after studying in the morning? Is there got any wrong of not replying your message? I was very confused when I reached home. Therefore, my PM was in a mess. First of all, I told myself that no more study group should be carried out as I cant really get things in and I spent a lot when I go out. Just an easy word, study group always failed. So, I told myself NO MORE STUDY GROUP. Second, Kevin is owing me money. I asked from him several times but he kept escaping from it. I knew that it was not a big amount. But I do have limited pocket money. I added into my PM that time because I saw he online that time. After that, I agree that the back part of my PM belongs to u cos I remembered you again.

Ok. I think that's what I'm gonna clarify with you. Hope you do understand. Please don't always try to catch my grammar error and so on. Sometimes, things doesn't goes as what's real. So, pls pls pls. Try to get what I actually meant. Friendship should be tolerate rite? I think I had tolerated with you. Shouldn't it ur turn to tolerate back? If u really mind of this friendship? Cant u juz tolerate somemore? It just that somemore. Things can actually be done smoothly if u don really go and see the darker part. Are you gonna end this friendship just because of the PM? R u sure that u r the one mentioned in it?

Anyway, I will still treated u the same. If u think that u still cant really "tolerate" with me, I also cant do many things. I think this ending of our friendship doesn't bring any benefitsfor both of us. Hope you really understand=)

If you gonna pay me back the money? Im gonna tell here that I wont take it back. Again, I wont take it back. As I paid? Paid loh. Thanks dear, I get better mood after my nap. LOL!

Ok lah. Its late edi. Gonna hit the bed liao. Nite nite...

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO








P/s: You block my msn???

I really don't know what happened to me myself recently. Either emotionally, physically and mentally. Maybe it was because of the freaking exam soon. Sigh. It was like 5 more days to go. Ahh!!! I feels myself like going to explodes myself at any times. Honestly, Im not well prepared for my SPM yet. How do you expect me to get everything into my mind in 5 days time? Gahhh... What should I do? Exploding soon loh.. Sigh..

Today was our last lesson of the year loh. Years ended up so fast. We miss all our classmates very much. We all was like so.. so... sad? Haha... Some almost cried.. LOL... Even our BM teacher sang us a mourning song, and he greeted all of us. Some kind of like, sharing among all of us. Haiks... No more class for my life loh!!! We were also given taklimat before our class ends. And we were also given slip peperiksaan. It scares us. Haha.. Which significanted SPM is really really around the corner. I wanna shout out LOUD! I love my class! I love you all!!! Wish all of you all all all the best and Good Luck in your SPM! I will miss u all very much. Missing all the moments we went together. Miss all the activities we did throughout the years. Missing all of ur laughters!!! Although my heart was :'( but I will still show it as :'). Haha..

After my revision just now, I suddenly feels like watching movie in the cinema. But too bad that no people wanna bring me go. I called tyt, but she were booked already. I wanna watch movie! I'm exploding soon. I think I really need prayers. I need prayer to keep my emotional calm. I need to be calmed. Haha.. Or else I might ended up staying in the hostel near to Avin's house. Haha.. LOL...

Ohh yah, I went to buy my stationery for my exam. At the same time, I also found my part-time job after my SPM. Itw as in the stationery shop there. Haha.. LOL!!! Is there still got anyone who wants to hire me??

Lastly, wish all the SPM students all the best and Good Luck in the exam. Jiayou!!!