Sigh Sigh Sigh...

Sad day=(

Weehoo... Finally got the chance to update my this little blog...
Well.. Actually I have ntg much to tel u all...
Just wanna inform u all that my pc is currently in "koma"..
So, I wont be updating my blog for.....
Not sure how long will it be..
Hope it will be ok soon...






P/s: I really found that u r "dirty' from wad i see from u... Sorry for saying so... So sorry!

Well... It was late in the midnight already...
Er......
2.44a.m??
Haha...
Most people are sleeping already...
But, I'm still here..
LOL...
My life after SPM was totally different=)
It was getting better!
Although many things had happened/ going to happen...
Haha..
As I can really serve my GOD...
That's good yea...

Ohh yea, we're now planning for an outing...
To beach??
Or mountain-climbing?
Haha..
Still under planning...

And, I'm selected for second batch's National Service!
I think it was around March already...
Sigh...
Really don feel like leaving my house n church=(
Hope everything's will go on smoothly..

Ohh yah, how sud I make my blog famous?
Huh? Really had no idea(o.O)
I just saw a person's blog who had just earned RM 11000++ from Nuffnang!
That's just cool!
It's a nice blog...
With any photos..
I think I sud put some photos in every of my posts..
Hehe..

Well, I went to church in the afternoon...
Around 3sth...
Went to do video recording again...
haha... Anyway, I enjoyed myself very much..
Went to Guo Rong's aunt institute...
That's a nice place...
So beautiful man!
Haha...
But, someone hurted me before I went home today...
Actually it's not hurt lah...
But... but... but...
:-# Sigh...
Donno how to explain..
It just made felt so uneasy after that...


Anyway, it's really late edi rite now!
So, NITE NITE!!!
Hehe...








P/s: Someone's internet modem got "spoilt" bu thunder... Muahaha... no lah... jk jk oni... Huh? Wad am i trying to say? Allrite, forget bout it.. i'm blurred liao..

Weehoo!!!
I really loves my holiday so so much=)
As I can do many things I like without much limitation compared to last time..
Hehe...
Well...
Here are some update of my life...
Mummy is getting better n more stable lo..
Wahahaha....
I went to church for the whole day yesterday...
And it's a very tiring day o..
But anyway, it's a day for me to serve..
Did many recording...
And..
We went to play PAINTBALL!!!!
Weehoo!!!
I love paintball!!!!
And I'm gonna go and play again if got chance..
Weehoo....
Cos we only play target-shooting last time..
Hehe...
Went to Avin's house too... Hehe...
And we explored his room!
LOL!!!
I love his house..
Haha... Cos it's very windy~~~

And, so glad too have a new fren yesterday...
Hahaha...

Ok... Gotta update more next time...

Well, a rushing day!!!
And it's 1.45am now!!!
I need to wake up by 6 o'clock..
ahh!!!
Less than 4 hours to go!!!!
I just cant imagine my life with 4-hours sleep only!!!
So, GOOD NITE!!!

P/s: Mummy still in pain=(

Fearful & Faithful Day

Wow... Today is just a fearful and faithful day to me as it was full of FEAR which needs a lot FAITH in myself=)
Around 7 in the morning, we are heading to the hospital...
It was the starting of the fear came..
After "checked" into the ward, we r just waiting for them for bout half an hour...
Only then they came n attend us...
It was a 2-person ward with TV...
After getting ready, they sent my mum into the Operation Theater (OT)...
I was so damn scared by that time.. My tears r coming out..
But I was just to be strong..
Who knows, there was a mistake for the time for operation as there was another emergency case on..
Therefore, mummy wes sent back to the ward n wait for another 30 minutes..
After 30 mins, IT WAS REALLY THE TIME!!!
Again, they sent mummy into the OT.. I was following behind as they pushing mummy on the trolley in front...
The way into the OT was full of FEAR man!!!
I was so damn scared...
Very very very scared! And again, my tears almost falls out!
But luckily, I managed to control myself=)
Till the entrance there, it was the place for me to leave...
The place to say Goodbye to her...
After waving "sweetly" to her, my tears finally came out..
It was hot...
Although my aunt asked me to go for breakfast, I still continued to stand there and see they send in my mum into the real OT...
I only left after I saw her trolley "disappear" in front of me..
My heart was so damn "hard" as this is the first time I saw my mum admitted into hospital..
And it was an OPERATION!!
In a short time, I wiped off my tears n went down for breakfast.
Luckily i managed to cover my tears from being seen by my aunt...
The operation was predicted for 2 hours..
So, after 2 hours, I went to the OT n started to wait for my mum...
After waiting n waiting...
After waiting n waiting...
It starts to make me more n more nervous=(
I was so damn worried...














































While I was waiting outside, I saw many ppl going in n out of the place..
And there was a guy...
He went out moment ago..
Then when he came back, he approached me..
He asked me who am I waiting...
After telling him, I was told that mummy was fine already..
She was just resting inside for few moment..
The guy was actually the surgeon for my mum..
After I gt the news, I was finally relieved!!!
Anyway, I'm still worried as I haven saw my mum out of it..
I had waiting about 1 hour 20 mins outside the OT...
The operation took bout 3 hours 20 mins!
Such a long time man!!!
Haha...
Then my mum was pushed back into the ward...
But, she's in great pain!!!
She kept groaning for pain for the whole day after the operation..
Then, she was given injection of painkiller...
Only after the injection given, she felt better...
My aunt went home a while after mummy came out from OT...
I was the only one taking care of mummy...
A bit scared.. Yet, i still serve her..
Heartache!
Wad I could do was only help to moisture her lips as she is still not allowed to drink n eat=(
My heart really ache a lot!
Sigh...
Actually i wanna stay back to take care of her..
But all of them asked me to come back...
After my youngest aunt promised to pick me to hospital tomolo morning, only then I agreed to go home...
So, now my aunt will be taking care of her for the nite...
Sighhhhhhhhhhh............
I miss mummy so much now...
I wish I could sneak out and go to the hospital...
AHHH!!!!!!
Anyway, my aunt SMSed me that she is now sleeping and only slight pain=) =)
So, I think it's time for bed...

Lastly, I wanna thank GOD who was staying with my mum and me!
Because of the FAITH we have in him, mummy is now SAFE =) =) =) =)
I love u so so much JESUS!!
I also wanna thank all my sweet frens n leaders who were caring of my mum throughout the operation!

P/s: *Pst. Kel called my mum and pray for her through phone=)
*Pst. Jin Zu, Zian Xin & Penny came to visit her in the afternoon=)

So, THANKS for everything=)

My request:=)

Can someone play SMS with me tomorrow?


Can someone pick me up from hospital for church service tomolo?

Well.. My SPM was finally OVER!!!
It is really over!
I will miss all my schoolmates..
Thanks for everything...
Thank you all my teachers...
And of course all my classmates, who tolerated much much with me..
Love u all so much...
You all will always in my memory... Forever & ever...
As overall, I'm very very happy as the big n huge "stone" had finally went away from my little shoulder=D
Besides, I also wants to thanks all my frens n leaders beside me=D
Really thanks so much for ur prayer n caring as much as Im really the one u loves:)
I'm really glad to see how u all treated me.. Really feels so blessed...
Special thanks to Joanne, Jamie, Jiat, tyt, Pastor Kel, Pastor Jin Zu, my dear leaders Daniel & Philip and many many more..
Really thanks so much for all ur support..
I love u all.. Deeply.. Madly...
Because of all of u, I want to grow up!
I WILL GROW UP!!!

So, wad should I do after my exam?
For sure, loves GOD more & more =D
My planning after my SPM was serving GOD whole-heartedly in church=D
But of course, mummy have to be okay...
Mummy will be going for operation tomorrow..
Hopes everythings will be okay..
Please keep her in ur prayer...
GOD is good all the time...
There will be a miracle tomorrow=)
Amen!
I'm actually very worried rite now=(
Very very=(
Anyway, I will be STRONG!
Because I knew that there r many frens & leaders beside me..
They will be with me forever...
Walking together with me...
Until the day we meet JESUS =D

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Mummy, I LOVE YOU...

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

I want to be a stronger Christian...
Please teach me more..
Please lead me more..
STRONG in CHRIST!!!
Nothing is impossible in GOD=)

I told myself,
Wilson, everything will be over soon=)

Ohh GOD, I want to be blessed!!!
Like Jamie.. Like Pst. Kel =X
Haha.. Because they r my lovers:)
Hehe...
Ohh ya Jamie, so glad to hear the news today =D


JESUS, I WANT TO GROW UP AND SERVE U MORE & MORE!!!!

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Weehoo!!! Sweet starting of my day=)

Do u know wad's in my hand rite now????





O.o





Its....





Asia Conference JUMBO Gift Mug...
















Muahahaha.....





Thankss so much dear...




I know u r tired; yet, u sent it to my house!!
Really appreciate it so muchhhhhh....
Muaks....









And here are some random photos I took=)


My Birthday Cake!














* I think the BC stands for Blueberry Cheese=)




















And my Bento meal I ordered that day..
Its Sweet & Sour Fish!! Yum yum...

Well, life can be good n life can be good!
It depends on how u treat ur life=)
Anyway, had my Steamboat today! Wakaka...
Nite=)