Sunday, 14 December 2008
Saturday, 13 December 2008
Well.. Actually I have ntg much to tel u all...
Just wanna inform u all that my pc is currently in "koma"..
So, I wont be updating my blog for.....
Not sure how long will it be..
Hope it will be ok soon...
P/s: I really found that u r "dirty' from wad i see from u... Sorry for saying so... So sorry!
Friday, 5 December 2008
Er......
2.44a.m??
Haha...
Most people are sleeping already...
But, I'm still here..
LOL...
My life after SPM was totally different=)
It was getting better!
Although many things had happened/ going to happen...
Haha..
As I can really serve my GOD...
That's good yea...
Ohh yea, we're now planning for an outing...
To beach??
Or mountain-climbing?
Haha..
Still under planning...
And, I'm selected for second batch's National Service!
I think it was around March already...
Sigh...
Really don feel like leaving my house n church=(
Hope everything's will go on smoothly..
Ohh yah, how sud I make my blog famous?
Huh? Really had no idea(o.O)
I just saw a person's blog who had just earned RM 11000++ from Nuffnang!
That's just cool!
It's a nice blog...
With any photos..
I think I sud put some photos in every of my posts..
Hehe..
Well, I went to church in the afternoon...
Around 3sth...
Went to do video recording again...
haha... Anyway, I enjoyed myself very much..
Went to Guo Rong's aunt institute...
That's a nice place...
So beautiful man!
Haha...
But, someone hurted me before I went home today...
Actually it's not hurt lah...
But... but... but...
:-# Sigh...
Donno how to explain..
It just made felt so uneasy after that...
Anyway, it's really late edi rite now!
So, NITE NITE!!!
Hehe...
P/s: Someone's internet modem got "spoilt" bu thunder... Muahaha... no lah... jk jk oni... Huh? Wad am i trying to say? Allrite, forget bout it.. i'm blurred liao..
Wednesday, 3 December 2008
I really loves my holiday so so much=)
As I can do many things I like without much limitation compared to last time..
Hehe...
Well...
Here are some update of my life...
Mummy is getting better n more stable lo..
Wahahaha....
I went to church for the whole day yesterday...
And it's a very tiring day o..
But anyway, it's a day for me to serve..
Did many recording...
And..
We went to play PAINTBALL!!!!
Weehoo!!!
I love paintball!!!!
And I'm gonna go and play again if got chance..
Weehoo....
Cos we only play target-shooting last time..
Hehe...
Went to Avin's house too... Hehe...
And we explored his room!
LOL!!!
I love his house..
Haha... Cos it's very windy~~~
And, so glad too have a new fren yesterday...
Hahaha...
Ok... Gotta update more next time...
Sunday, 30 November 2008
Friday, 28 November 2008
Fearful & Faithful Day
Around 7 in the morning, we are heading to the hospital...
It was the starting of the fear came..
After "checked" into the ward, we r just waiting for them for bout half an hour...
Only then they came n attend us...
It was a 2-person ward with TV...
After getting ready, they sent my mum into the Operation Theater (OT)...
I was so damn scared by that time.. My tears r coming out..
But I was just to be strong..
Who knows, there was a mistake for the time for operation as there was another emergency case on..
Therefore, mummy wes sent back to the ward n wait for another 30 minutes..
After 30 mins, IT WAS REALLY THE TIME!!!
Again, they sent mummy into the OT.. I was following behind as they pushing mummy on the trolley in front...
The way into the OT was full of FEAR man!!!
I was so damn scared...
Very very very scared! And again, my tears almost falls out!
But luckily, I managed to control myself=)
Till the entrance there, it was the place for me to leave...
The place to say Goodbye to her...
After waving "sweetly" to her, my tears finally came out..
It was hot...
Although my aunt asked me to go for breakfast, I still continued to stand there and see they send in my mum into the real OT...
I only left after I saw her trolley "disappear" in front of me..
My heart was so damn "hard" as this is the first time I saw my mum admitted into hospital..
And it was an OPERATION!!
In a short time, I wiped off my tears n went down for breakfast.
Luckily i managed to cover my tears from being seen by my aunt...
The operation was predicted for 2 hours..
So, after 2 hours, I went to the OT n started to wait for my mum...
After waiting n waiting...
After waiting n waiting...
It starts to make me more n more nervous=(
I was so damn worried...
While I was waiting outside, I saw many ppl going in n out of the place..
And there was a guy...
He went out moment ago..
Then when he came back, he approached me..
He asked me who am I waiting...
After telling him, I was told that mummy was fine already..
She was just resting inside for few moment..
The guy was actually the surgeon for my mum..
After I gt the news, I was finally relieved!!!
Anyway, I'm still worried as I haven saw my mum out of it..
I had waiting about 1 hour 20 mins outside the OT...
The operation took bout 3 hours 20 mins!
Such a long time man!!!
Haha...
Then my mum was pushed back into the ward...
But, she's in great pain!!!
She kept groaning for pain for the whole day after the operation..
Then, she was given injection of painkiller...
Only after the injection given, she felt better...
My aunt went home a while after mummy came out from OT...
I was the only one taking care of mummy...
A bit scared.. Yet, i still serve her..
Heartache!
Wad I could do was only help to moisture her lips as she is still not allowed to drink n eat=(
My heart really ache a lot!
Sigh...
Actually i wanna stay back to take care of her..
But all of them asked me to come back...
After my youngest aunt promised to pick me to hospital tomolo morning, only then I agreed to go home...
So, now my aunt will be taking care of her for the nite...
Sighhhhhhhhhhh............
I miss mummy so much now...
I wish I could sneak out and go to the hospital...
AHHH!!!!!!
Anyway, my aunt SMSed me that she is now sleeping and only slight pain=) =)
So, I think it's time for bed...
Lastly, I wanna thank GOD who was staying with my mum and me!
Because of the FAITH we have in him, mummy is now SAFE =) =) =) =)
I love u so so much JESUS!!
I also wanna thank all my sweet frens n leaders who were caring of my mum throughout the operation!
P/s: *Pst. Kel called my mum and pray for her through phone=)
*Pst. Jin Zu, Zian Xin & Penny came to visit her in the afternoon=)
So, THANKS for everything=)
My request:=)
Can someone pick me up from hospital for church service tomolo?
It is really over!
I will miss all my schoolmates..
Thanks for everything...
Thank you all my teachers...
And of course all my classmates, who tolerated much much with me..
Love u all so much...
You all will always in my memory... Forever & ever...
As overall, I'm very very happy as the big n huge "stone" had finally went away from my little shoulder=D
Besides, I also wants to thanks all my frens n leaders beside me=D
Really thanks so much for ur prayer n caring as much as Im really the one u loves:)
I'm really glad to see how u all treated me.. Really feels so blessed...
Special thanks to Joanne, Jamie, Jiat, tyt, Pastor Kel, Pastor Jin Zu, my dear leaders Daniel & Philip and many many more..
Really thanks so much for all ur support..
I love u all.. Deeply.. Madly...
Because of all of u, I want to grow up!
I WILL GROW UP!!!
So, wad should I do after my exam?
For sure, loves GOD more & more =D
My planning after my SPM was serving GOD whole-heartedly in church=D
But of course, mummy have to be okay...
Mummy will be going for operation tomorrow..
Hopes everythings will be okay..
Please keep her in ur prayer...
GOD is good all the time...
There will be a miracle tomorrow=)
Amen!
I'm actually very worried rite now=(
Very very=(
Anyway, I will be STRONG!
Because I knew that there r many frens & leaders beside me..
They will be with me forever...
Walking together with me...
Until the day we meet JESUS =D
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
I want to be a stronger Christian...
Please teach me more..
Please lead me more..
STRONG in CHRIST!!!
Nothing is impossible in GOD=)
I told myself,
Wilson, everything will be over soon=)
Ohh GOD, I want to be blessed!!!
Like Jamie.. Like Pst. Kel =X
Haha.. Because they r my lovers:)
Hehe...
Ohh ya Jamie, so glad to hear the news today =D
JESUS, I WANT TO GROW UP AND SERVE U MORE & MORE!!!!
Tuesday, 25 November 2008
Sunday, 23 November 2008
Weehoo!!! Sweet starting of my day=)
O.o
Its....
Asia Conference JUMBO Gift Mug...
Muahahaha.....
Thankss so much dear...
I know u r tired; yet, u sent it to my house!!
Really appreciate it so muchhhhhh....
Muaks....
And here are some random photos I took=)
My Birthday Cake!
* I think the BC stands for Blueberry Cheese=)
And my Bento meal I ordered that day..
Its Sweet & Sour Fish!! Yum yum...
Saturday, 22 November 2008
Friday, 21 November 2008
Thursday, 20 November 2008
My Stupid BirthDAY=(
I want to eat Chocolate Cheese Cake!! I want everything in chocolate! Chocolate cheese cake, chocolate topping n everything!
But too bad that wad I received was Blueberry Cheese cake from Uncle Cake House!
It sucks man!
It's mixed with sponge cake inside! Ewww~~
It really sucks! Never try Uncle Cake House!
I still think that my little piece of Tiramisu from Mita Cake House is much better than that!
Feels so "gelik" after eating that~
Eww...
It made me hate Blueberry more..
Haha..
No celebration at all...
I spent my birthDAY at home the whole day n nite~
Sigh!!
All cause of SPM!!!
Gah!!!!
Anyway, 3 more subjects to go!
Then I will be free!
Haha...
Lastly, I still wanna thanks you all who greeted me with sweet messages n so on!
Thanks so much~
Love u all...
Wednesday, 19 November 2008
It just few more hours to go!
Haha...
I don tink there will be any celebration this year=(
Sigh~
The 1st session of Asia Conference was over!I just received a call just now.. Haha...
Lalala..
Okay~
I think that's all for today yea...
Gonna have Chemistry papers tomolo!!!
Ahhh!!!
Sigh...
Anyway, thanks for all the sweet sweet greeting messages=)
Monday, 17 November 2008
My 200th Post!
Anyway, I really don understand why ppl loves to give excuses.. Haha...
If u really don care, then juz keep everything 4 urself lo..
Or wad u trying to show is how much he/she loves u?
Haha.. Okay then...
Now I know wad r u actually hunger for..
Its the love by him/her..
Hahaha...
Anyway, congratz..
After posts by posts, I think that I sud change the way I post my posts.
Wad I mean is the content of my post.
I think I sud post up sth which is useful or beneficial for my readers.
Am I rite, my dear readers?
Aha.. Starting from today, from my 2ooth post onwards, I will post up something GOOD for my readers.
Hope tat I will did it well=)
I have many things to post..
But I think I had almost forget all of it!!
Haha...
Ohh Yah!! There will be Emerge 09! next year!
So, I wanna go!!
Hahaha...
haha..
So happy ler..
Oh yah... I will soon come out a Brithday Wishlist!!!
And also a row of things i gonna do after SPM!!!
WOW!!!
So excited man!
12 more days to go!!!
Haha..
Oh yah, last nite was Modeling Competition.
It FINAL!!!
So, I took some photos!
Haha
Mr. James Bond! Haha...
Low low low & lower~~
Me & Mr. James=)
Me & little princess...
She is really BEAR-full~
Mich!!
Guo Chun!
Okay~ That's all I took! LOL! Looks good rite? Haha...
Sunday, 16 November 2008
I read a funny post!!!
From someone's blog..
Hahahaha...
Got=No
No=Got
Not a bad idea to cover ourselves from "shameness"...
I also found someone's English freaking sucks!!
Don even know how to understand a post..
As I said, not really "scolded" liao..
And yet, still using the word for "ownself"..
Sigh...
Anyway, Im happy after reading the post becos its really freaking funny..
LOL...
I wonder y is Sheng Yuan's taste became so tasleless?
Oh Man!!!
So sad...
Okay.. I sud :-# liao...
Hahaha...
Cos it's really sucksss...
Hahaha...
Funny funny funny...
Maybe that he hasn't seen the bad part..
Anyway, it will be soon over...
Ohh yah, I sud :-#..
Haha...
So many things popped out at the last minute...
Sigh sigh sigh sigh...
My right arm in pain now..
After blowed by the air-cond 4 hours.. Haikss...
Hope everything will be fine by tomolo...
Haha... I even cancelled my study with friend at TEACHER'S HOUSE.
Cos I'm really really tired by now.
I meant very very tired. Haha...
Ohh yah!!!
Someone got "scolded" by someone today..
Not really scolded la..
But some kind of scolded too..
Haha.. So sry, Im blurred edi..
I actually want to help.
But the way u talk really too fast lah...
I cant really get wad u meant..
Cos Im weak =P
Not that kind that will learn things fast.
Thats y I say I donno..
Wad I hoped u will do is repeat again at a slower speed.
But you replied in that "harsh" way before I says anything..
For sure he gonna "say" u lah...
Haiks...
I actually wants to tell u..
But sometimes its difficult to communicate with someone who had "downgraded" our frenship with some little purpose..
Too sad..
Its really difficult man! Sigh..
I think we should really practice "TEAMWORK"..
LOL... Haha...
Ok, before my post ends...
I had come out something to be added into my wishlist..
I wish to have an external hard disc drive. Haha..
Its really useful..
Really...
If I do have 1, Im gonna backup everything into it..
So that there will have no last minute job liao..
Haha...
Okay! Thats all.. Nite everyone=)
Thursday, 13 November 2008
4 Days break!!!
Haha...
6 more papers to go!!
Do u all know that what song I sang when I walked into the exam room?? I was nervous man!! For the 1st paper! I was shaking after I took my bath in the morning. Besides of feeling cold, I was nervous.. Haha.. I sang....... SUPERHERO!!!
haha..
Because I knew that Jesus is my Superhero!!!
Thank God for everything...
I went out with him just now...
I felt WeIrD~~~~
Sigh...
2nd day of new year, I will be going back to Sibu!! (Maybe)
Not sure eyt..
Still under consideration~
Monday, 10 November 2008
Few more hours to go!!!
I received many blessed messages today! It was really a lot! haha... Really thanks so much yea!!!
Im now prepared for my exam tomolo!!
Things to bring:
- Slip Peperiksaan
- I.C.
- Pens
- 2B Pencils
- ....
Do you want to know my timetable tomolo?
!st paper at 8am.. BM 1
Thats all.. Haha.. No la.. Some more at the back=)
Im gonna wake up around 6 tomolo. So nite nite..
For ur info, I received 3 blessing messages while I was posting this post. LOL Haha.. Im just showing off tho..
So excited man!!!!
Dear, I cant sleep...
And to all of my frens, thanks for all the sweet encouragements/blessings messages. I love you all. You were all beside me. And for sure, YOU are behind me=) Thanks so much...
Ohh yah, and also some birthday wishes too. LOL... My birthday soon!! But too bad that I will be having my Chemistry papers that day. Haha.. Err.. 19th-23rd of Novenber will be Asia Conference! I wish to go so so so much.. But too bad.. Anyway, I still can goo next year=) LOL... Haha... Aha, am I gonna get something from Singapore?? Hehe
See you to all my readers, I think there wont be any updates during my exam.. The last day falls on 27th November!!! Is there got any who wants to bring me out that day?? Looking forward for your invitation! Haha... Bye!!!
Thursday, 6 November 2008
Ok. I think that's what I'm gonna clarify with you. Hope you do understand. Please don't always try to catch my grammar error and so on. Sometimes, things doesn't goes as what's real. So, pls pls pls. Try to get what I actually meant. Friendship should be tolerate rite? I think I had tolerated with you. Shouldn't it ur turn to tolerate back? If u really mind of this friendship? Cant u juz tolerate somemore? It just that somemore. Things can actually be done smoothly if u don really go and see the darker part. Are you gonna end this friendship just because of the PM? R u sure that u r the one mentioned in it?
Anyway, I will still treated u the same. If u think that u still cant really "tolerate" with me, I also cant do many things. I think this ending of our friendship doesn't bring any benefitsfor both of us. Hope you really understand=)
If you gonna pay me back the money? Im gonna tell here that I wont take it back. Again, I wont take it back. As I paid? Paid loh. Thanks dear, I get better mood after my nap. LOL!
Ok lah. Its late edi. Gonna hit the bed liao. Nite nite...
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
P/s: You block my msn???
Wednesday, 5 November 2008
Today was our last lesson of the year loh. Years ended up so fast. We miss all our classmates very much. We all was like so.. so... sad? Haha... Some almost cried.. LOL... Even our BM teacher sang us a mourning song, and he greeted all of us. Some kind of like, sharing among all of us. Haiks... No more class for my life loh!!! We were also given taklimat before our class ends. And we were also given slip peperiksaan. It scares us. Haha.. Which significanted SPM is really really around the corner. I wanna shout out LOUD! I love my class! I love you all!!! Wish all of you all all all the best and Good Luck in your SPM! I will miss u all very much. Missing all the moments we went together. Miss all the activities we did throughout the years. Missing all of ur laughters!!! Although my heart was :'( but I will still show it as :'). Haha..
After my revision just now, I suddenly feels like watching movie in the cinema. But too bad that no people wanna bring me go. I called tyt, but she were booked already. I wanna watch movie! I'm exploding soon. I think I really need prayers. I need prayer to keep my emotional calm. I need to be calmed. Haha.. Or else I might ended up staying in the hostel near to Avin's house. Haha.. LOL...
Ohh yah, I went to buy my stationery for my exam. At the same time, I also found my part-time job after my SPM. Itw as in the stationery shop there. Haha.. LOL!!! Is there still got anyone who wants to hire me??
Lastly, wish all the SPM students all the best and Good Luck in the exam. Jiayou!!!
Thursday, 30 October 2008
Tuesday, 28 October 2008
Saturday, 25 October 2008
WANTED!!!
and i want to say that... YOU ARE SO KEPO!!*
Thursday, 23 October 2008
18 more days towards SPM!!!
OMG!!!!
And, I wanna eat sushi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TYT, I wanna eat sushi!!!!
Joanne, I wanna eat sushi!!!
Boss, I wanna eat sushi!!!
I'm currently owing Joanne a Sugarban ice-cream!!!
Super huge ice-cream!!!
Hahaha...
Finally the pc arrived lo!!!!
Sunday, 19 October 2008
Well, today's special service with Rev. Peter Cho from Taiwan was really nice. I love the service.. With the presence of God!! After the service, I was kinda a bit regret. Because I didnt went up for the calling of involving myself as full time in my ministry. It was because that I don really know what's the defination of it.. But, it's too late.... Anyway, I will still be serving whole-heartedly=) Too bad that I wont be going for Sunday services tomorrow=(
Anyway, my sixth sense today was very very accurate!!! Hahaha......
P/s: Actually I wanna upload some photos of modeling n singing competition. But too bad that I left my pendrive in church=(
Saturday, 18 October 2008
Please vote your choice at the voting pool on the left...
If you were me, r u goin to buy a new hp or a second hand?
The difference are RM 400. The second hand's phone is still in a good condition and it's 3 months old. So, please vote!!
I need ur help!
Thanks...
Blog owner,
Big Baby Wilson =P
Monday, 13 October 2008
Anyway, is there got anyone who can teach me to open a photo blog???
One more thing, I composed a new song today. Maybe it was kinda a bit sucks. But, I love it.....
*upload the lyrics 4 u tomoro... stay tune..
Wednesday, 8 October 2008
Family
Anyway, wad Im gonna share with my readers today is my family. Im gonna say much about my family. Aha.. How sud I starts? Or where should I starts? Okay!!! Physically, my family consist of quite many members. Grandpa, grandma, an aunt and my mum. These are those people who staying with me rite now. It seems to be a lot rite? Then how do u think with it???
Honestly, I found that my family was getting worser n worser!!! I really hate my family. Throughout this year, I found tat myself had not be laughing over something happily in this family. Seriously!!! This is nt something fake but it's true. When I was recaling for something happy in this family juz now, it was totally nothing. I mean it is EMPTY!!! How could this happened?? What is this actuallty??? Is this my family? Am I in the right family?? Sheesh.. While I was recalling, my tears almost fall down. I kept on reminding myself, this is ur family, there are ur relatives. But, Is this true???
I quarreled with my aunt just now. Over something small, which is nothing to do with her at all. She just think that she is brave enough or big enough or old enough to "teach" me!!! Luckilly she went away on time! Or else, there will be a tragedy!!! She almost beat me! Anyway, if she started off, for sure, she will be beated too. I wont care much bout that! The ending will be someone injured? Ohh yeah!!!
My family kept on quarrelling over something small. Like last 2 days, Zombie n my granny quarreled over something quite smal. And my grandma almost got chasted out of the house. LOL.. This is not something funny. Hahax... Soon, I think there will be more n more happening...
I really don like my family. But, what can be done? When I asked someone for opinion, he/she will just ask, what's happening? Why?? That's all. No more reply from him/her. So, well, Im not gonna trust anyone anymore. Including u, u and u... What Im gonna wish to do is get my license as soon as possible. Once I got my driving license, or once I finished my last SPM paper, Im gonna leave my house. I mean I will be hanging around without coming back to house as often..
OK!!! I think that's all for my family. So sad rite?
Posted by tyt. Asked by Wilson.
P/s: I wrote whatever u wrote in the sms.. so got grammar mistake or wrong vocab.. hehe.. u type wrong ler.. anyway.. my words got copyright one.. so u have to pay coz u use my sentence. :P (orange color.)
pps:
this is my shirley posting. i help her. borrow wilson space.
-- !@#$%^&*() DANIEL@#$%^&*() I AM SO ANGRY WITH THIS PERSON!!
I WAS SO PISSED OFF!!! I ALMOST WANT TO GO AND BEAT HIM LIAO!!
JUST LAST WEEK, HE CHALLENGED ME IN BADMINTON!! HE KEPT SAYING HE SURE WIN ME!! BUT IN THE END, HE LOSE!! AND TODAY!! WHEN I WAS PLAYING MY BADMINTON, HE KEPT DISTURBING ME, AND KEPT LAUGH AT ME WHEN I MISSED THE BALL!! HE ACT LIKES A BADMINTON PRO, KEPT POINTING THERE AND HERE FOR MY MISTAKES, SAID THAT I SHOULD PLAY LIDAT, HIT LIDIS, AND WADSOEVER!! REALLY SPOIL MY MOOD!!! I OREDY PULL DOWN MY FACE AT THE COURT THERE, BUT HE STILL KEPT SAYING AND SAYING LIKE NONSTOP!! BADMINTON SUPPOSE TO BE FUN, WHY GOT THIS TYPE OF PERSON SO LOVE TO RUIN PEOPLE MOOD????!! I AM SO PISSED OFF!!! AND TO BE HONEST, I ALMOST WANT TO PUKUL HIM!! EVEN IF WANT TO TEACH ME, CANT HE TEACH IN A MORE POLITE WAY? WHY WANT TO TEASE PEOPLE? SO ANNOYED!!!
tyt post:
haha... oh well.. i always know that, if i dislike a person, it is not just me but others also..and we got the same reason of disliking. we just can't stand some of the people attitude and behaviors, either D or J. (yeap rite, i seldom deeply dislike people. so .. so far only two. :) )
but .. still.. God wants us to love the unlovely.. so.. still.. we gotta learn to love for God has loved us!!!!we should accept others like how God has accepted us!!!
well.. said easier than done. so.. just pray.. and..
last but not least,
dun try to be more holy than God.
we just too angry that we need to vent out our anger..
tomorrow, we will smile back.. cheesee ^^
my cousin very happy go lucky..
she will forgetting this anger after wake up 2ml morning. :)
but wilson, i don't know la.. =X
hahaha.. smile la.
PPPS:
I GOT FUN IN THE BADMINTON COURT!!!!!!!!
I USED NEW RACKET!!!wheeeeeHEEeee~~
even got two annoyed people in the court, oh well, no one able to ruin my mood :)
because there are six adorable people in the court, my eyes laid on them. :)
hehe..
PPPPS:
wilson seldom angry people for so long time..
his anger always last for few days or even shorter..
see, he friend back with A already..
but.. lolx.. i was really astonished when he can ignore someone for such a long time. :S
nw.. i wondered.. how long would he mad at the 2nd one. lolx..
but proudly to say, Wilson and I had ever got into few big quarrels. but we still so BESTED FRIEND. MUAHAHA!!
reasons i friend back with him are because:
1) he always explained. and talk the matters out.
2) he always say sorry. either he is really do wrong or din do wrong. that doesn't matter at all. because i never think that the one say sorry first must be the one who is wrong, instead, i think that is a good attitude lo. haha.. cause i also say sorry even i know it is other's ppl fault.
3) he is my baby. canot angry baby for such a long time. :P but then, try la piss me off again la, no guarantee i will still want baby okay. :P :P HAHA!!
4) he is honest at least. dare to complaint/explain/say to other about us problems, also dare to let me know what he had actually thinking of. i really hate when the person who has problems with me dun dare to let me know, but keep telling others, and then ho, i also dislike those people who become the person listener, because they only keep listening, but never think of want to solve it. what? you thought help keep secret would solve the person and I problems? you thought this is what you call friend? this is called KEPO, just want to kepo about others story. oops.. sorry. no offense. (i don't mean you must tell me when you knw someone got problem with me, i just trying to say.. figure out a solution if you know there is a problem. tats it.)
it takes two to make thing works. :)
yeap right, i maybe bitch at my words, but.. check your action first.
and.. u talked about me to others.. oh well,
i maybe such a bad person that very bitchy at my words to ur friend, but who knows u are such a bitchy person that very jerk in ur action to my friend too.
fair enough rite?
we got a bunch of supportive friends around us. cheers. :)
anyway.. the reason why wilson will friend back to me.. i dunno la..
maybe i am too adorable liaw. MUAHAHAHAHA!! that he can't resist my adorableness. :P
Thursday, 2 October 2008
I woke up around 6.30am in the morning, 1/10/2008. Selamat Hari Raya!!! After getting myself ready, I went downstairs and waited for the car. It was amazing.. The car reached my home on time! Hahax... It was kinda a bit packed in the van:-P lol.. We reached there around 10, i think.. Then, we went to a "canteen" besides a construction for our lunch.. O.o All local food served. After our lunch, we headed to the church, which is kinda a bit far from thetown of Sri Aman. And we "checked in" our luggage into a shophouse. Too bad that there was no mattress served=( I think this is called "mission trip" gua. Hahax...
In the afternoon, we had our bible study in the church. Someone preached in "ang mo"!!!! LOLX... There is still a pharse floating in my mind, "Mama Stomach". Hahaha.... After bible class, prayer meeting for an hour. Only after the prayer meeting, we had our time to take a rest in our hostel. But most of us didn't take bath as there is only 1 bathroom:-S And around 20 ppl of us need to share the little bathroom. LOL.. So, after changing, we went down to the coffee shop, the only one, to take our dinner by ourselves. After our dinner, it's time to get ourselves readied for the night service.
*Skipped... O.o
After the service, Pastor George met with us. After the meeting, we celebrated birthday for Kai Sze and FREDDY CHAI!!!! Hahax... Sri Aman is just too small. Cant even get a cake, neither a little candle=S So, we use 2 "ang ku kueh" as the representative of the birthday cakes. LOLx... Hahax... After the celebration, Freddy had to rush back to Kuching. Too bad that he cant stay back with us. If he did, he's gonna bullied by us =P Haha... Funnyz... Anyway, Happy Birthday Freddy, wish u all the best n may ur wishes come true=) He is a funny guy lol... And I think he's gonna revive in Missionary activities...
All of us queued for the bathroom after our supper. And, "someone" took over my turn!!! She's kinda a bit too rude. With a big big mouth.. Eww... Sucks... Made me hates her so so much. Sienz.. She "broke" my mood for the day. Aighh... Sienz... After bathing, we played games till late in the night!!! Around 3 sth i think. Haha.. Only after that, we all sleep!
The next day, we were all disturbed to wake up early in the morning. Around 6.10am. Sienz.. Again, a long queue for the bathroom. Sienz. So, because of the time concerned, I decided not to take bath=( There's even a long queue for just the basin! Sheesh!! Anyway, what ti\o do is just, Mission Trip! We're mission team!!! Hahax... Mission on demand! We checked out our hostel at around 7am. We went for breakfast in the TOWN!!! Only that time, we managed to go to the town and have a quick look. It was a great changes since my last trip there. I think I have not been there for years, as I used to go there every year when I was young. Haha... After breakfast, we went to the pasar malam for shopping=( Anyway, I bought a belt!!!! It's a BIG BUTTON belt=) Happy! Satisfied=D Very soon, we had to leave the town and come back to Kuching. Hahax...
We started our journey at 9am.. On the half way back to Kuching, we also visited "Taman Reakreasi Ranchau". Did I spelled it wrongly?? We went there just to see the waterfall and took in some fresh air. lolx.. The way was very slippery. Most of us almost fallen down. Hahax.. At there, that time, someone took photo of my ass!!! Hahaha... I reached home around 12pm. OK!! That's all about my mission trip!!! That's all!!!!
Please check out for more photos after few days.........
Tuesday, 30 September 2008
Monday, 29 September 2008
After my dinner with my mum outside, we went to a Fish Shop! She bought 3 fishes to be reared in the aquarium in front of my house, which is a mini decorative "pond". LoL... Besides, I also bought 2 pairs of Guppy Fish. I love this kind od fish so so much as it's really colourful. Hope that it will brighten up my days =D
P/s: Someone will pay a visit to my house soon. Hope that all these really helps a lot. The most importantly is... Pray that it really helps a lot! Pray for me. XD
Study in library tomorrow!!!
Sunday, 28 September 2008
Someone communicated with my mum tonight. Just now. He told me thay had a great & nice conversation. When he told me this, it even worried me more. Haikss...
Anyway, I'm waiting for my trip confirmation! I think it will be "announced" or "approved" by tomorrow. So, wish me good luck yeah!
Bye=)
Friday, 26 September 2008
What should I do? SPM coming lo.. Btw, we got 1 week of Hari Raya's holidays. But, we were given piles of homework!! Which really made all of us so mad bout that. Sheesh...
And, Zombie banned me to church again today. She's goin crazy. Soon! Ahhh!!!! I'm now still considering whether to go or not. Teach me what to do!!!! Burst soon. After my tuition juz now, I walked home. From Sunny Hill till 3rd mile cos my Zombie came pick me up late. So, I decided to walk home. Shiok!!! At least I made her angry=) Anyway, if she don allow me to go church tomolo, I will be going out also. Still finding cars. If cant find any, I will walk to Boulevard=P If she don't allow me to church, I will stop my personal tuition classes n totally give up my studies. That's all I wanna say.. Bye..
One last thing, I'm ready for HOME RUN!!!!!
P/s: Sorry, Jiat=(
Wednesday, 24 September 2008
Sad...
Again, my house turned into silence again. Haikss...
lol..
Miss them..
Haha..
Anyway, I won a mini trophy today in school..
It's about the MERDEKA QUIZ.. lol
So, I went on stage=)
But something stupid happened.. Haiksssss... Sienz.....
Anyway, the coming 2 days will be my Holy Days again.
Sheesh! Hate it=S
I don have any slippers to wear edi loh!!
Really no more shoes in Kuching for me.. Sienz...
So, I'm now surfing Ebay for it
Hope that i can get a new pair for myself...
So, BYE!!!
P/s: Jiat, can u try to look 4 me in Aussie? Size 13!!!!
Tuesday, 23 September 2008
One last thing, my aunty will be back to SG tomolo... Sobs.. Haha. Bye bye..
Wait!!!
I was called to see the school counsellor today. Haiks..
I'm A BAD STUDENT!!!
Bluek...
Sunday, 21 September 2008
I finally knew how to convert videos. Pin Pin Jie taught me today. And it was kinda easy actually. I did many things in church today, which made up my day fruitfully. Finalize all the videos. Actually I the one to do the slides, but ended up by tyt who did it cos the time is kinda a bit rush. Hehe.. But, I did helper her to put slides. Hahax.. Ohh yah, there is a opening show for the coming up contests, Modeling and Singing competition! The models today were really great. Phewwit...
The sermon today was about Holy Spirit. What a great sermon! Which helped many brothers and sisters. Holy spirit is the representative of God on this earth. We need Holy Spirit. The altar call was also great! Many people went up, especially new comers. I was really touched when I saw those new comers start to pray and hunger for the filling of Holy Spirit. I also helped one of my cgm to pray. It was great! Hope that she was filled:-)
Although my voice today was a bit worse caused by cough, I still backed-up Praise & Worship of CHCC. I also prayed loudly during the edding of Youth Service. I can really see the miracle God did in me. He fulfilled whatever I need. He's looking after all my needs:-) Church is goin to grow into 1000 people soon!
Lastly, I also updated my Wish List:-) I want my PC to be upgraded to a higher RAM. I want a big button belt. I want new pairs of slippers and sports shoe with Size >12. Really cant find any in Kuching. Haiks...
Saturday, 20 September 2008
Anyway, my Holy Days were also over. I really really don't like my tutor anymore. He's getting more and more "loso" everydays. He used to tell me bout JESUS everyday whenever I meet him. I think it was a bit over lah, k? *sigh
Good Nite!
Wednesday, 17 September 2008
Monday, 15 September 2008
Friday...
Er.. Just another ordinary Friday loh! Ohh Yah!! I sud says that Thursday and Friday is the most Holy Days in my weeks instead of Saturday and Sunday~ I treated it as My Holy Days cos of my personal tutor loh~ He is a very very holy guy. He talks bout Jesus every these 2 days of my weeks. And now, I started to hate him already. He "forced" me to set a timetable for myself! Which used up most of my times. I had totally no time for resting if I follows that timetable. During that time while I was being forced to set the timetable, my mum was also there. So, that holy man told my mum bout the timetable too... After she told my mum bout that, I suddenly felt so so stressed. After he went back, I rushed up to my room and sleep. Cos it was already 6pm that time, and my next tuition class starts at 7pm. OMG!! 1 hour left! The tuition class with the holy man suppose to stops at 5.30pm, but he ate my 30mins! zzz... Sienz... I was very angry instead! So, I decided not to care much bout that timetable already. I will study whenever I wan, or whenever I free. I don't need you to arrange everythings for me! That's my life, not yours:-P I can hardly fallen into sleep that night! I'm so stressed! Seriously... I even cried. And I feels like cutting myself again that time; but, I remembered, I promised God that I will never cut myself again! And Yeah, I overcomed it!! PTL...
Saturday...
Early in the morning, I was told to do 2 sets of slides. Cos tyt went for... ... ... So, I will be in-charge of LCD loh~ So, I woke up early in the morning and started to search for pictures for the slides. And in the end of the day, I was actually asked to do 4 sets of slides.. And PTL again, I finished it till 10sth in the nite?? Hahah! lol... It was slides for "Mooncake Festival".. Hooray!! I have done everythings...
Sunday...
Woke up around 10am... And starts to do revision.. Till 12sth, Pin Pin Jie came and pick me to church.. Actually I promised my mum only going to church for Mooncake Festival Service. But... Hehe!!! I went out earlier. After Pin Pin Jie picked me up, we went to her mum's stall for our lunch. The food was very nice:-) Really, if got the chance, you should try it~ After our lunch, we went to visit TYT's granny. Luckilly the granny wasn't in that bad situation:-) After our visitation, We went back to church. And I started to do my exercises cos the next day will be my Physic papers. After study study study, it's time for church activities. Was asked to be on position around 4 sth.. Ok! Everyting was prepared, just to wait the starting of the night service. And finally it starts! The service was GREAT! We started our service with a troupe of Chinese Orchestra. Followed by PnW! And, it's time for the presentation of my slides:-) Everything goes smoothly except... Bt I still managed to overcome it! Yeah! After service, I met pastor, and he said I did a great job for the slides! Hahaha!!! I can finally do something well:-) And every went down after that.. There were lots of mooncakes prepared for everyones. And it was very nice:=P Yummy! Everyone were enjoying the food while listening to the Chinese Orchestra and "looking" at the moon. LOLX.. Luckilly TYT managed to reach church for the FOOD! :-P But she didn't buy me anything ler:-( Sobs.. Ohh yah! We played lanterns too. Mostly of the youth joined us for a mini "parade" with lanterns around the church. Some children joined us too.. Hahax.. Really had great great fun n sweet moment during that time.. Hahaxxx... Ok Ok! I think tat's enough for my blogging today~ It's pretty a bit long already. Too bad that I don't managed to take some pics for it.
Wednesday, 10 September 2008
Yeah!!! I finally managed to "gek" him today. Btw, thanks A & B for your co-opeartion. Hahah! Thanks...
Im so bored! English paper tomolo! bye bye!!
Sing Jiat!!!!!!!
Tuesday, 9 September 2008
I had my BM today! Just so so lor~ Haiks... After my dinner, I actually prepared myself to study at my study table. At first, I was pretty a bit lazy to carry the fan from up to down. So, I decided to study without fan lor. But less than an hour, I gave up! I really don't understand my Mathematics questions. And it was very hot and stuffy. So, I gave up! Gave up! Sienz ar~
Sometimes, I really don't know what's the purpose for me to stay in this world. Just to waste the air? Or just to occupy the space in this world? Haiks.. Anyway, lifes are FRAGILE! Including mine. I knew that me myself leads a unhealthy lifestyle. So, I might leave this world at anytime without any "prior" notice. By heart attack? Maybe huh... Anyway, what I'm going to say is that I LIVE A HAPPY LIFE!!!
Sunday, 7 September 2008
Life is treasure~
Life is unpredictable~
So, just treasure people surrounding you including me, cos I might be gone at anytime~
I just found out something last night. Which is unpredictable. Which is scary. I was stunned. Haiks.. Sobs... Anyway, R and E, Cheer Up! We will always be your side. But the most importantly, focus on your studies! Good Luck! Wish you 2 all the best:-) Muakss... Jia You!! Gambahteh!!!
Today is a boring day. Not even step out the door of my house today. Study study study... Mock exam starts tomorrow. Its Zone papers. Haikss.. Moral tomorrow!
Bye:-P
Thursday, 4 September 2008
Just now, I received a message. He suddenly told me that he will be going to my school tomolo:-S I stunned a while. And agreed... I really don't like last minute lah, OK?? Haikss... At least let me know earlier mah~ Haiksss... But nevermine lah, at least got someone pick me home after that.. Kaka... Really want to get a car to n back from school. Cos my grandpa really getting weaker and weaker. Haiks.. Ohh GOD, please arrange for me! He is currently in pain everyday. I mean every single minute, every single second.
Ohh yah! One more thing! I HATE Puan Tan Chew Peng! From SMK Sungai Maong!!! Sienz.. Bout last 2 or 3 months, she gave me 3 demerit points because I didn'y hand in my English homework! Anyway, I accepted that! But after I signed for that 3 marks, she added 6 more marks later. I also don't know when she added it. Again, under the same reason! But, I think I did hand in all her works ler.. Or maybe I'm just late? Or whatever... But, she's not suppose to add in more points after I signed that form. She is UNREASONABLE!!! She loves to walk n sit with both her legs open widely! And her English sucks!!! Sienzz... So, I now got 12 demerit points! 9 marks from PUAN TAN CHEW PENG! And 3 marks from PUAN TAY CHIN CHOO!!! Cos I ate candies during exam time:-P Anyway, mostly of us ate! But only me and another classmate got it! Sienz... We only want to stay awake by eating some sweets mah! As school don't even allow us to sleep during exam.. Sienzz!!! Arghh!!! So, I now got 12 demerit points! Siao one!! I kept a good record for the past 4 years! Only this year then... zzzzz Stupid!!! At the last period, En. Uma called me! And beated me twice:'( Sienz.. Because of that 12 marks! Sienz... I hate PN TAN CHEW PENG!!! Im gonna write more bad things bout her!!!! zzzzz
Wednesday, 3 September 2008
I feels like playing badminton so much this few days. I also donno what's the reason =X Just wanna play sports! Can someone bring me along??!!!!
lalala...
Monday, 1 September 2008
After the movie, we sent Daniel's fren back home and we headed to Pending for our seafood dinner.. We ate clams, Sabah's vegs, n crabs.. Haha... But not so full after that.. Hahax.. Shhhh!!!! Don't tell Daniel:-P Haha... Went home after that. And TYT slept in the car when I reached home. Haiks... Hahaha..
Sunday, 31 August 2008
Anyway, Happy National Day to all Malaysians except you.
Okay! That's all I'm gonna post today~ Mood spoilt!!!
Edited by, TYT:-P
Saturday, 30 August 2008
Replacement class in school tomorrow. Sigh. It's a National Day celebration actually. Attendance are compulsory and everyone must bring along a flag. Or else he/she will be given 3 demerit points. So, I asked my mum to by me a packet of flags with candies. lol And, Im gonna do my Add Maths project this coming Sunday. My mum will drop me in her office then she go to her church service.
Recently, I have addicted to a song. The one I put in my blog right now~
I’ve been living with a shadow overhead
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on
I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere
I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I’m open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my tear to you
I’m hoping you’ll shoe me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end
It's a very cute song. And it means a lot. I listen to it over and over again. Found this from Rae's blog=) What I want is to find the way back into LOVE. I need INSPIRATION. Not NEGOTIATION! Ohh God, gimme right now. More! And more!!