Wow!!! Day passes by so fast! I actually wrote everything for my blog this afternoon. But, when my pc jammed, it all disappear... Sienzz...

So, I just wanna inform u all.... NO UPDATE tomolo... Bye... Stay tune for more photos=)

After waiting and waiting for more than 24 hours, there is finally a decision made. I will be going to Sri Aman!!!! Together with the mission team. And I was "stunned" after I got the news cos I got extra "news" from him... What should I do? Am I really that bad? Am I??? I suddenly feels that I'm really a bad boy. I really don't know what should be done on myself by me. Seriously, am I really that bad??? And again, heart-broken.. *sigh~ Can someone tell me what to do right now? Can someone answer all the questions in my mind?? Is there got anyone? Any? *sigh Depressed... What should I do??? I'm really down! I have totally no mood on anything right now. No mood on this and that. Even on the trip. But anyway, I will still do all my best in the trip. For the revival of God's kingdom!


After my dinner with my mum outside, we went to a Fish Shop! She bought 3 fishes to be reared in the aquarium in front of my house, which is a mini decorative "pond". LoL... Besides, I also bought 2 pairs of Guppy Fish. I love this kind od fish so so much as it's really colourful. Hope that it will brighten up my days =D





P/s: Someone will pay a visit to my house soon. Hope that all these really helps a lot. The most importantly is... Pray that it really helps a lot! Pray for me. XD







Study in library tomorrow!!!

Well, what I'm gonna blog about is just a word, called "TRUST"! I found out that there are few people who doesn't really trust me. Although they treated me in a way which is very "trustful" physically, but that's not emotionally. Or I should say sincerely. Get what I mean? If not, never mind. LOL... Anyway, I was really heart-broken by you guys=(

Someone communicated with my mum tonight. Just now. He told me thay had a great & nice conversation. When he told me this, it even worried me more. Haikss...

Anyway, I'm waiting for my trip confirmation! I think it will be "announced" or "approved" by tomorrow. So, wish me good luck yeah!

Bye=)

Something happened these few days. It's more or less the same thing. all just because of my stupid aunty. Being too busy body.. To turn off my pc. Ahh!!!!! I hate her... Sienz..

What should I do? SPM coming lo.. Btw, we got 1 week of Hari Raya's holidays. But, we were given piles of homework!! Which really made all of us so mad bout that. Sheesh...

And, Zombie banned me to church again today. She's goin crazy. Soon! Ahhh!!!! I'm now still considering whether to go or not. Teach me what to do!!!! Burst soon. After my tuition juz now, I walked home. From Sunny Hill till 3rd mile cos my Zombie came pick me up late. So, I decided to walk home. Shiok!!! At least I made her angry=) Anyway, if she don allow me to go church tomolo, I will be going out also. Still finding cars. If cant find any, I will walk to Boulevard=P If she don't allow me to church, I will stop my personal tuition classes n totally give up my studies. That's all I wanna say.. Bye..

One last thing, I'm ready for HOME RUN!!!!!







P/s: Sorry, Jiat=(

My aunty went back to Singapore lo
Sad...
Again, my house turned into silence again. Haikss...
lol..
Miss them..
Haha..
Anyway, I won a mini trophy today in school..
It's about the MERDEKA QUIZ.. lol
So, I went on stage=)
But something stupid happened.. Haiksssss... Sienz.....

Anyway, the coming 2 days will be my Holy Days again.
Sheesh! Hate it=S

I don have any slippers to wear edi loh!!
Really no more shoes in Kuching for me.. Sienz...
So, I'm now surfing Ebay for it
Hope that i can get a new pair for myself...
So, BYE!!!


P/s: Jiat, can u try to look 4 me in Aussie? Size 13!!!!

Heehah! Finally got the chance to go and play badminton just now. Long long time din play oledi lor. Before that, I went for dinner till very full. Hahax... And sometime before that again, I went to my aunty new house again. Haha...

One last thing, my aunty will be back to SG tomolo... Sobs.. Haha. Bye bye..




Wait!!!





I was called to see the school counsellor today. Haiks..

I'm A BAD STUDENT!!!



Bluek...

Yeah! I went for steamboat with my family tonight! Yummy.. Nice. Satisfied...

Wow! I love my day. I think it's a fruitful day for me! Woke up a bit earlier today. For nothing special:-| Oh yeah, I received a message from tyt about a big big news. She's a_t_c_e_. Although she still don't admit it physically; but, I think that she accepted it already:-P That's the power of holy spirit. That's the love gave by holy spirit. That's why I'm in LCD. So many relationship happened once I enter LCD Ministry. Hahahaha... Anyway, I got my chocolates today! Nice, but I haven't eat any of it. But someone opened for me already, for some other people:-( But never mine, I'm still satisfied with my day.

I finally knew how to convert videos. Pin Pin Jie taught me today. And it was kinda easy actually. I did many things in church today, which made up my day fruitfully. Finalize all the videos. Actually I the one to do the slides, but ended up by tyt who did it cos the time is kinda a bit rush. Hehe.. But, I did helper her to put slides. Hahax.. Ohh yah, there is a opening show for the coming up contests, Modeling and Singing competition! The models today were really great. Phewwit...

The sermon today was about Holy Spirit. What a great sermon! Which helped many brothers and sisters. Holy spirit is the representative of God on this earth. We need Holy Spirit. The altar call was also great! Many people went up, especially new comers. I was really touched when I saw those new comers start to pray and hunger for the filling of Holy Spirit. I also helped one of my cgm to pray. It was great! Hope that she was filled:-)

Although my voice today was a bit worse caused by cough, I still backed-up Praise & Worship of CHCC. I also prayed loudly during the edding of Youth Service. I can really see the miracle God did in me. He fulfilled whatever I need. He's looking after all my needs:-) Church is goin to grow into 1000 people soon!

Lastly, I also updated my Wish List:-) I want my PC to be upgraded to a higher RAM. I want a big button belt. I want new pairs of slippers and sports shoe with Size >12. Really cant find any in Kuching. Haiks...

Hahaha... My mock exam were finally OVER. The next will be the real SPM lo. *sigh Anyway, I think I had a great end of my day. After picking me back from my tuition just now, my aunt cooked us CRABS!!! We started to "kill" the crabs, cleaned it, n cook it! Yummy! Nice.. With curry flavour. Muaks.. Love it.

Anyway, my Holy Days were also over. I really really don't like my tutor anymore. He's getting more and more "loso" everydays. He used to tell me bout JESUS everyday whenever I meet him. I think it was a bit over lah, k? *sigh

Good Nite!

Sorry GOD! Oppsss... I did it again~ All just because of the teacher who walks with both legs open widely, Puan Tan Chew Peng! Stupid teacher..

Ohh yah, I will be seldom update my blog this week because kinda a bit busy..
See You!
Check It Out Again yea...

Ahah! I think it has already been few days that I didn't update my blog yet. I think I was quite busy over these few days.. So, where should I start to blog about hoh? Friday?? Okay..

Friday...
Er.. Just another ordinary Friday loh! Ohh Yah!! I sud says that Thursday and Friday is the most Holy Days in my weeks instead of Saturday and Sunday~ I treated it as My Holy Days cos of my personal tutor loh~ He is a very very holy guy. He talks bout Jesus every these 2 days of my weeks. And now, I started to hate him already. He "forced" me to set a timetable for myself! Which used up most of my times. I had totally no time for resting if I follows that timetable. During that time while I was being forced to set the timetable, my mum was also there. So, that holy man told my mum bout the timetable too... After she told my mum bout that, I suddenly felt so so stressed. After he went back, I rushed up to my room and sleep. Cos it was already 6pm that time, and my next tuition class starts at 7pm. OMG!! 1 hour left! The tuition class with the holy man suppose to stops at 5.30pm, but he ate my 30mins! zzz... Sienz... I was very angry instead! So, I decided not to care much bout that timetable already. I will study whenever I wan, or whenever I free. I don't need you to arrange everythings for me! That's my life, not yours:-P I can hardly fallen into sleep that night! I'm so stressed! Seriously... I even cried. And I feels like cutting myself again that time; but, I remembered, I promised God that I will never cut myself again! And Yeah, I overcomed it!! PTL...

Saturday...
Early in the morning, I was told to do 2 sets of slides. Cos tyt went for... ... ... So, I will be in-charge of LCD loh~ So, I woke up early in the morning and started to search for pictures for the slides. And in the end of the day, I was actually asked to do 4 sets of slides.. And PTL again, I finished it till 10sth in the nite?? Hahah! lol... It was slides for "Mooncake Festival".. Hooray!! I have done everythings...

Sunday...
Woke up around 10am... And starts to do revision.. Till 12sth, Pin Pin Jie came and pick me to church.. Actually I promised my mum only going to church for Mooncake Festival Service. But... Hehe!!! I went out earlier. After Pin Pin Jie picked me up, we went to her mum's stall for our lunch. The food was very nice:-) Really, if got the chance, you should try it~ After our lunch, we went to visit TYT's granny. Luckilly the granny wasn't in that bad situation:-) After our visitation, We went back to church. And I started to do my exercises cos the next day will be my Physic papers. After study study study, it's time for church activities. Was asked to be on position around 4 sth.. Ok! Everyting was prepared, just to wait the starting of the night service. And finally it starts! The service was GREAT! We started our service with a troupe of Chinese Orchestra. Followed by PnW! And, it's time for the presentation of my slides:-) Everything goes smoothly except... Bt I still managed to overcome it! Yeah! After service, I met pastor, and he said I did a great job for the slides! Hahaha!!! I can finally do something well:-) And every went down after that.. There were lots of mooncakes prepared for everyones. And it was very nice:=P Yummy! Everyone were enjoying the food while listening to the Chinese Orchestra and "looking" at the moon. LOLX.. Luckilly TYT managed to reach church for the FOOD! :-P But she didn't buy me anything ler:-( Sobs.. Ohh yah! We played lanterns too. Mostly of the youth joined us for a mini "parade" with lanterns around the church. Some children joined us too.. Hahax.. Really had great great fun n sweet moment during that time.. Hahaxxx... Ok Ok! I think tat's enough for my blogging today~ It's pretty a bit long already. Too bad that I don't managed to take some pics for it.

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Yeah!!! I finally managed to "gek" him today. Btw, thanks A & B for your co-opeartion. Hahah! Thanks...

Im so bored! English paper tomolo! bye bye!!



Sing Jiat!!!!!!!