I really dislike a people with this kind of attitude. Soon, it will become a hatred. Really hate u!!! My mood was kinda a bit good earlier of the day. Only until... Someone actually promised me to pick me. Once everything came to an end, I asked him/her again just to make sure that he/she really going to pick me. She said yes. But after few moments, she suddenly told me that she have to pick other. Right after that sentence, he/she rushed away. Just like so scared that I'm going to follow him/her. He/she don't even tell me whether is he/she going to pick me. So, what I can do is call him/her. I asked her whether is he/she going to pick me o not? I talked in a rush way cos I don't even know what's going on. But, he/she blame me back pulak??? He/she asked, "Are you blaming me right know?" I was so angry. What I can say is just, FINE!!! As I had used to it already. This is not the first time you did this me! But anyway, fine lah~ This is your attitude. No matter how good you can be in front of other people. Cos you loves to do this kind of thing to others. If don't want to pick, just say it out lah~ Anyway, PTL that still got other ppl can pick me there. I really hate this kind of people. So so much~ Sienz... It spoilt my mood of my day!!!


Anyway, Happy National Day to all Malaysians except you.

Okay! That's all I'm gonna post today~ Mood spoilt!!!






Edited by, TYT:-P

Something happened again today.. My mum called my aunt to pick me up from tuition after her works in hospital at 9.30pm. My tuition class ends at 9.30pm. So, I waited for her to pick me up. Waiting n waiting... Playing see-saw at my tuition teacher's house. Only till 10.30pm, I received call from my mum. She told me that she was on the way to pick me up. Actually I want to make a call earlier on, but too bad that my phone run out of credit. So, just wait lo~ Few minutes later, she came. When I got into the car, she told me that my aunt fainted after her work. After picking me up, we rushed to Accident & Emergency Department. By the time we reach there, she was okay already and walking out to meet us. Luckily there wasn't anything serious. She actually didn't take her meal. Plus low sugar level. So... Anyway, PTL for nothing serious. I was shocked and stunned... Haiks... So many things happened lately. And mostly are bad one. Frustrated. I think God wants to test my FAITH. Therefore, I sud have FAITH in myself. A strong one... Amen!!

Replacement class in school tomorrow. Sigh. It's a National Day celebration actually. Attendance are compulsory and everyone must bring along a flag. Or else he/she will be given 3 demerit points. So, I asked my mum to by me a packet of flags with candies. lol And, Im gonna do my Add Maths project this coming Sunday. My mum will drop me in her office then she go to her church service.

Recently, I have addicted to a song. The one I put in my blog right now~

Way Back Into Love
I’ve been living with a shadow overhead
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere

I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I’m open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my tear to you
I’m hoping you’ll shoe me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end

It's a very cute song. And it means a lot. I listen to it over and over again. Found this from Rae's blog=) What I want is to find the way back into LOVE. I need INSPIRATION. Not NEGOTIATION! Ohh God, gimme right now. More! And more!!

5-year-friendship for sale! It has been 5 years! I trusted soo much~ Bt, you dissapointed me so so much this time. I'm really hurted this time. It really hurts~ I treated you my best friend.. I say this frm the bottom of my heart:-)

Anyway, is there got anyone who want to buy this?
Only cost you bout 50 bucks??
Cheap right??

Precious everyone beside you~
Really... Learn to appreciate it~
Or else, ... ... ... ...
LOLX~

I'm stunned ler...

Some people are just so ridiculous. :)
And some guy are even so... Omg!! I can't find any word to describe the-worst-than-childishness character!!
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Whatever...
If 50 bucks can sell away a person intergrity,
What should i say more again?


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Faces are different from hearts

I did something good today. I served. I served my grandpa, who is ill. After our dinner, my aunt went back to her home in a rush. So, she asked me to massage for my grandpa after that. I nodded! After she went home, I asked my grandpa to sit down and let me to massage him. But he refused. He said don't need. he's still okay... I was kinda a bit sad. But, I continued to persuade him. Once he sat down on the sofa, I quickly approached him and start to massage his legs. He did enjoyed, I think:-) Haha... While I was massaging for him, I can really feel that his muscles were loose already. Not like before, as hard as a stone ar. But not now. He's really old now. And he is suffering from pains everyday. Our hearts really ached. Deeply... Deeply... When I was young, he used to be the breadwinner of our family. He just like the 'king' of our house. Every tough works are going to be done by him. As he's the only man inthe family, while I was still very very young... Anyway, God is Jehovah Rapha! He heals! Amen!

Anyway, my feeling/mood today doesn't seem to be right today. I also don't know why. Just that I'm not happy lo:-( Haikss...

My Sunday~ Woke up a bit late around 10.30 to watch the SOT Graduation Service. It was already sharing of testimony when I log on and watch. Soon, Pastor from Indonesia preached. After the word of God and praying, the ceremony starts. those graduates lined up in a very systematic way to went up on stage and receive their certificates. I saw mostly of them like Liu Jie, Jin Yu, Jeremy, Lynette, Dan, Johan, Lee Pei, and many many more:-) Haha~ They are going to have a new start after 5-month of SOT lifes. Anyway, wish you all all the best and let's shine the name of God! Ohh yah, Fa Ji and Lynette won some kind of awards. Congratulations:-)

Around 4 something in the evening, I went to church for Sunday service. Pin Pin Jie picked me up. As usual like last few services, the Sibu team leaded the Praise and Worship. But almost half of the members went back to Sibu in the afternoon already.

After church service, I went to Kuching Festival again with TYT. Actually I'm going with my cgm but plan changed at last. TYT and me actually going to be picked up by Daniel. But, we were put aeroplane:-( Ended up by Yao Dong who pick us up! And, Teng Heng was back from Singapore! He changed a lot from last time. Hahax... When we reached there, we met Wan Jin Jie, my cgm and many other people. After buying our food, we decided to go to the lakeside and enjoy our meal. It was fun over there. We played like little children in the playground. Had lots of fun there.. Hahax.. Untill 11.30pm, it was time to go home as I promised my mum to reach home before 12am. And it was quite late already by the time we leaved. Only managed to reach home around 12. So, you all should able to guess what had happened lo... After being nagged by her, I went to bed after taking my bath. Hahaha~~~Ok! That's all for my Sunday!

Again, school reopen today. Haiks~ Again, time to receive our exam's marks... Again, a new session for school life.. Kind of annoited at first. But, anyway, it will be the last term in SMK Sungai maong. Going to leave the school soon... Hahah...

I'm gonna take a nap right now. Tuition tonight~ Nitezz=)

Kuching Mission Trip~

Check this out! This is much clearer than from WYZ website. Anyway, great thanks to the producer:-) Enjoy...

Ahah!! Time to blog again. Well, today means a lot to me. The services with Sibu Team are really great. Don't know how to describe it also. Just a word to tell, GREAT!!! Before I went home from church just now, I got a souvenir from Avin, as he just came back from Melaka. I love it! Thanks Avin! Haha.

When I reach home, I start to talk on phone with a sister in our church. Talking anout her relationship with her boy boy. Talked so much~ Really hope that u really get something from what I had told you just now. Remember, continue to pray to God for that. You can do it! Trust me! I'm so happy after you told me you get well with him again:-) Means that u did what I had told you. Haha.. I seems like being a love "counsellor" already. But nevermind, as God had put that kind of ability in me. To comfort you guys, analise with you and so on~ I'm a love expert already. Pinde and I gonna build a good relationship with our future "gf".. Haha... That's what we chat about the whole night~ He's really a funny guy lar. Ok! Stop saying this. I got something more to share about.

Do you all still remember our services with the Singapore Mission Team? Ya, that's right! The video is out rite now~ I will put it on the next post. So, do check it out yea. Hahah~

Ohh yah, Thanks TYT for my KFC in church today. That was my breakfast and lunch ler. Hahax. Thanks, TYT!!! I think it's quite late already. I should sleep earlier today as I'm goin to watch Singapore service online. So, night!


A sweet day:-)

Finally done with my spaghetti early in the morning. I'm satisfied with it. But my granny don like it. Maybe she old already. Don't really like this kind of western food. So, she added chilli sauce :-S Hahax... But i love it so much. Yummy Yummy... Here it looks like:






























Looks nice right??? Sure nice lah~ I cooked one bo.... Hahax...

I'm a trustee:-) Someone finally allowed me to read her blog:-) After I requested her for few months. I promised her to keep the URL. Never let anyone to get from me. Hahax.. I'm happy:-) lalala... Suddenly felt that the relationship between me and she got much closer than last time. Maybe this is called TRUST.

I can finally relax tomorrow. There will be Sibu Team to lead the game and PnW for CHCC tomorrow. They will also lead Youth Service and also both Sunday Services. They actually did a great job on last trip. So, I believe that they will did a great job again this time. Jia You! Looking forward to the services tomorrow.

Besides, I will also having my meal in church. Someone will go takeaway KFC and bring it to church. So, we going to enjoy ourselves tomorrow. Yeah! I ordered lots of food:-P Hahax.

Okies! Gonna sleep early tonight. A better preparation for tomorrow services..

Ohh yah, I'm still looking for ways to watch CHC Singapore Live Service. It will be SOT Graduation service ler.. Is there got anyone who have any idea to watch in church????

I woke up late today! So, didn't do my spaghetti today. I'm going to do it tomorrow, I shouldn't wake up late again. Hahah!

Again, I went to Kuching Festival with Pin Pin Jie today. I ate a lot! Cos this will be the last time for me to go out this holiday. Really have to strive hard for SPM already. Haiksss. So sienz ar.

One more thing! I would like to congratulate all the SOT students. Especially to Lynette, Fa Ji, Kevin Loh, Jeremy, Paul, Lee Pei, Marcus, Irene, Karen, Shang! and so on...
CONGRATULATIONS!!!
Wish you guys all the best!! You will be the leaders and history makers of this generation!! Jia you!! Gambateh!!
Anyway, we can always watch their School of Theology Graduation Services online! Watch it live!
First Service: Saturday (23.8.08) 5.30pm-7.30pm
Second Service: Sunday (24.8.08) 10.00am-12.00pm
What you have to do is just log on to http://www.cityharvest.tv and enjoy the service!!

Okies.. That's all for today. Gonna sleep earlier for my spaghetti tomorrow. Nightss...

A new starts!!!

Just another ordinary day. I was waken up by my mum around 10 something this morning because I told her that I want to follow her to office today. After taking our brunch at home, we went out to her office. I was kinda a bit bored at her office as I have nothing to do. After that, we went to 7th mile bazaar to buy fruits like "langsat" and watermelon. Then, we went to H&L Supermarket to buy the ingredients of spaghetti as I had planned to cook that since long time ago. Besides buying that, I also bought 2 packets of potato chips and a yogurt drinks.. Hehe... After that, we went to 7th Mile, State Veterinary to send some stocks. I finally knew how to deliver stocks. I sent the stocks by myself as my mum went to look for someone else. Haha... It just very easy actually. After passing them the stocks, what you have to do next is just ask him/her to sign the Delivery Order and Invoice. That's all. Sounds easy rite? lolx... Ohh yah, the uncle who collect the orders from me is kinda a bit funny too. If I have no mistake, he is the main official of the State Veterinary. After delivered the orders, we headed to Normah Specialist Centre, the Accident & Emergency Department becouse my mum need to discuss something about works with the official there. They might take orders from us. Hahaz... So, I waited aimlessly over there. but luckilly it was the last destination before we went home.

Time passes till the night. And I quarreled with my mum, again. I actually want to go out with Pin Pin Jie but she don't allow. So, we quarreled again. It was holiday; yet, she don't allow me to go out. Haiks... So, I spent mostly of my time in my room, as she had went out:-)

Yeah!!! I finally changed the template of my blog. And also the way I write my post. So, what do you think? Better? Do leave a comment for me yea... Okies. I think that's all for today. Going to sleep earlier as I'm going to make Spaghetti tomorrow. So, Good Night:-)

~God Bless~

Ahaha...
Went to Kch Fest today :-)
Pin Pi Jie picked me up...
But, I overslept:-S
I only woke up by the time she reached my house...
Hehex...
Before I reach there, Penny reached earlier than me...
And oso TYT with Vivian and Enzai...
Once again met with Enzai...
And he bullied me...
Keep on punching my stomach :-P
But TYT don even help me:-(
And they went home first...
Leaving me behind alone...
Then, I went to Pin Pin Jie de counter, Mayban EtiQa...
And spent the rest my time over there...
Ohh yah!! Angelina n Vincent finally came at last..
And we went to buy a devil's "horn"...
Hehex... Looks so cute...
Hahah...
And i oso made my name chop....
Cost me bout RM12.00..
Haha...
Satisfied...
So, It's a happy day:-)


Anyway, I still miss all the Singaporean...
As I don have the chance to go out with them:-(