Well...
My day was tired today...
Tuition for the whole day :-(
Damn so tired..
Gonna sleep soon...

And there will be a station in my school this coming Sunday...
So, i will be very tired tomolo...
Therefore, there will be no update in my blog tomolo:-)
Haha..

Ok..
Having school tomolo..
Nitez...

哭也是一天...
笑也是一天...
无论是开心或伤心也是要过日子...
为什么不要开开心心过完我们的下半辈子呢???

Got this quote from my junior's water bottle...
Its quite true...
Y don we live happily as we need to live in this world till we die??

Hahaha...
I sud learn sth from this...

While i was having my break inmy school this morning, suddenly got 2 ex-seniors came into my class n look for me...
Had some chat...
And i think they were having their life well in KL n Australia...
N they had changed a lotzz....
Haiz....
Look cooler n prettier =)
Hahah...

LOLX...
I found tat i had addicted to the song, God Of My Forever...
I have to listen to this song everyday...
Once i have my free time, i will listen to this =)

Ok.. Kinda tired now..
Gonna sleep soon..
Byez...

Arghh~~~
It was over~~
Once again, congratulations tat u managed to cancel my activity with my frens~~
And i could only managed to cut myself for 3 times...
Cos someone is "preaching" to me online :-)
Haha..
Thanks anyway~~

I forced myslef to sleep juz now..
N i only managed to wake up around 10sth~~

I really hate my CG so much~~
I hate it...
U had disappointed me so much~~
I said tat i hate this CG since long time ago!!!
Y do church wan us to suffer in da CG???
Why??!!!

So, I'm goin to announce tat I AM FREE FROM ANY CELL...
I don wan to be in any cell group for temporary es[ecially my current CG...
I hate it!!!
Arghhh~~~~~~~~~~
And,
I'm not goin to study anymore~~
I will definitely be free from my studies :-)
My job to school is the same as the job i go to church~~
It is.... PLAY:-)
Yeah~~~

I HATE MY MUM!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE HER!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE HER!!!!!!
SHE ACTUALLY DO SO MANY BAD THINGS BEHIND ME!!!!!!!!!
SHE IS ACTUALLY THE ONE TAT I SUD ANGRY AT O HATE AT!!!!!!!!!!!

SHE ACTUALLY CALLED MY LEADER N ASKED HIM DON INVITE ME JOIN ANY ACTIVITY THEY HAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
N HE JUZ TOLD ME JUZ NOW!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
EVERYONE SUCKS IN THIS WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WONT SAY MUCH AT HERE RITE NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAD I WAN TO DO NOW IS CUT MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BYE BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!











JESUS, U'RE NOT MY SUPERHERO, NOT MY STARS, NOT MY BESTFREN!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE U!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS MEANS TAT SOME1 SAID I GO CHURCH PLAY IS STH TRUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!




















IM SO TIRED LIVING IN THIS WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

God of my forever...

Well, i go n see da doctor juz now~~
Actually he's a pharmacist..
Regarding my skin problems~~
And he gave me 5 type of cream:-S
Which cost me RM46...
Have to apply some in da morning n some in da evening:-S
Which made me so confused:-S
Anyway, my skin will getting better after finished apply all those cream :-)

After tat, me n my mum went to Padawan Fest at MJC...
Got food fair, fun fair n trade fair...
Only managed to eat some..
Fishball...
Taiwan sausage..
Tats all :-(

My life is getting more n more boring n stress...
God, gimme strength!!!

She finally unblocked me!!!
Thanks, Kevin~~



I'm so damn tired now~~
Sleep~~~
zzzZZZ~~~
Bye~~

My Sunday~~

Well, today is a different sunday for me~~
Which is full of events...

Woke up around 10sth...
Then i go to my grandma house..
Cos my aunty with her husband came frm Miri~~
After my breakfast at her hse, then me n my uncle go to nearby coffee shop for chicken rice around 12...
Then, pick my grandma n my aunty go 4 facial for 2 hours..
During tat time, we go Boulevards shopping n had our hightea at Pizza Hut...
Then, we go n pick them...
After pick them up, they said they wan 2 go Boulevard..
So, we went there again:-S
Went for shopping n she got me 2 new T-shirts:-)

After tat, we had our dinner at the food court downstairs~~
And bought many things in da hypermarket~~
Then, go home...

In da afternoon, she gave me RM50..
LOLXX...
So, im having my extra pocket money:-)
Tats all for my day~
So tired now...
zzzZZZZ~~~

GOD OF MY FOREVER by City Harvest Church

God of my youth I remember
Your call on my life took me over
Your love has seen me through all my days
I stand here by Your grace
On this altar I’ve written my life
Tells of a story I have with You my Lord
I want the world to know

God of my forever and forever I’m with You
My life is saved with a price
Your sacrifice redeemed my soul
God of my forever and forever I will sing
My greatest honor will always be
To serve my Lord and King

God of my all I’ve surrendered
My heart finds its rest in Your word
Praises will not be enough to show
How my love for you has grown
Nothing matters when You’re here with me
In the end just to hear You say “well done”
Bowing before Your throne

Forever and ever
Jesus You alone in glory reign
Forever and ever
With You I walk this narrow way

Well, i was happy today:)
We all had a great service~~
With saxophone~~
Wow!!
He was really great...

And went for supper with J, J n S after tat..
Sry~~
I donno whether sud i put the full name:-)
Hahaha~~~
Shhhhh~~~~
LOLX~~~
Anyway, J&J, thanks for the drink n my Gu Bah Mee...
:-)

And i din lead the game today:-)
Its good:-)
So tat they can see new face..
LOLX...
We muz improve our CHCC!!!
Jia you!!!
Gambateh~~~
:-)

Suddenly i love this song so much..
GOD OF MY FOREVER~~~
I din even realise tat i actually got it..
And i still go ask fom Kevin..
LOLX..
Thanks a lot yea:-)
Yeah, He is my God for forever..
Ntg are better than u:-)

Well, someone said tat I'm goin to church only with the purpose of "PLAY"..
Am I??
'She' said i only go n see ppl only...
N i act so rude in church...
Am i tat bad?
Am I?
Who shd i go church n see?
=.=

I AM RUDE N CHILDISH IN CHURCH~~
N many ppl juz bear with my attitude becos they knew about my background?
Wad background do u refer to?
Father-less?
Well, i knew tat u have a good father...
N I'm not..
I grew in a family without father..
I knew it!!
Do u juz wan to mean tat i was leak of house education?
Or "father's education"?

I had do my best oledi.. I think~
But, no matter how ppl treat me?
Good o bad~~
I STILL DON WAN PPL TO FACE ME WITH WAD KIND OF BACKGROUND I HAD!!!
I don wan..
If u wan to treat me with the background i have, then i would juz wan u to treat me BAD...
I don have a good background...
Well, i cant bear it..
Stop it!!!
U win~~








Again, i remembered tat wad God had told me:
"Don build security on ppl, build it on GOD!!!"
I will never forget this~
Thanks GOD!!
Love u forever~
I will never forget it~~

Ahhhh!!!
I found out tat someone blocked me actually..
:'(
Ahhhh!!!
Why ler? Tell me why??
Wad had i did wrongly?
:-(
It hurts tho~~
And many ppl don reply my msn:-(
All those newly-added frens~~
Ahh...
Is there got sth to do with my attitude?
Or ppl juz don like me??
Sienz...
Don chat don chat la..
Y wan 2 block?
Haiz...
AHHHH~~~~
Cant stand to shout out loud...
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But, GOD told me...
Don build security on ppl, build it on HIM..
So, i shd build my security on my Great Big Daddy God:-)
I knew tat u will be with me whenever i am...
U will always be my side..
No matter I'm sad or happy..
U will always be with me...
Looking at me..
Protecting me..
Ohh God, pls continue to guide me:-)
I love u:-)
Pls be with me.. Don leave me...

Well... I'm gonna sum up my day...
When i was in school this morning, Randall, my classmate, suddenly came n call me Big Baby..
I was like 'Uh-huh?'..
Haha.. He told me tat he had read my blog...
N he commented my blog was kinda bored compared to somebody else..
I was little sad..
But, i really dunno how to update it...
Anyway, i will always try to update it :-)

Since God talked to me last week...
2 things came into my mind n i had thought about it these few days...
First, i wan to be a cell group helper by 18 o 19 years old..
Second, i want to keep fit@ on diet!!!
Maybe tats wad those SOT's students inspired me...
Once i reached both of my target, i will start to plan for futhermore...
Jia you!!!
Btw, wad shd i do now to become a cell group helper?
P/s: For those leaders who are reading this, do gimme so tips through da comments box... Thanks!

I muz reach my target!!
Towards God's destiny!!!
Halleluyah!!!