又是一个心痛的夜晚！
人生真的有这么悲哀吗？
Haihs~

笨到！！！！！！

>.< !!!!!!!!

睡醒过后。。。

睡醒过后，一切就会过去了吗？
结果是。。。不会。
为什么事情过后，你不是因该会嫌弃我的吗？
为什么要对我说对不起？
这一切 都不是你的错
这一切 都不是你的问题

而，是我自己太傻了吧！

明知道这段感情不可靠
明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘份
明知道这一切都是不可能
而我，却傻傻的陷入了陷阱之中。。

你说，我们还可以是朋友
有可能吗？
你做得到吗？
我有可能做到吗？
老实说，我没放弃
但是，我的勇气已经放弃了
所以，逃避可能就是唯一的后路了。。。
希望时间会带走一切
希望一切都会被风一带而过了

晴天会来吗？

给你最后的话。。。

不懂为什么每次低潮的时候，就很想 写下自己的部落各。
可能，是到了没人可诉苦的阶段了吧。。
偶尔，真的不懂为什么要把自己搞得这么复杂。
明明可以是很简单的，但结果又变成一塌糊涂了~
今天，就把自己搞得很伤心，就为了你。
难道爱一个人真的有这么难吗？
不，爱一个人 真的不难。
而是，要被你爱的人爱“才难”。
爱得好累，真得好累
我已经尽我所能去爱你，去关心你了
但你对我的态度却冷冷热热的
偶尔，你给了我希望
偶尔，你却给了我失望
我，还应该继续去爱你吗？

老实说 ，你是我第一个想好好去爱，去关心的人
当你说你寂寞的时候，真得好想能够到你身边陪陪你
但却是一个不可能的事
我能做的只是打打电话给你，陪你聊聊天（可能你也觉得我烦了吧？）
睡前听听你声音，可能也已经成为我的习惯。
每天等你上网也已是我的习惯了。
你说过的每一句话， 我都记得很清楚。
时时刻刻都很想只你在做什么。
对不起，这一段期间带给你很多麻烦。


可能，当你看见这篇话的时候，你会觉得恶心
但，至少我也要让你知道，我曾经爱过你
我答应，这是我给你最后的信息了。
一切将会被风一吹而过。
祝你，永远快乐。

Human's Behavior

Why there is always someone who wanted to hurt you whenever you're in a good mood?
Human's mind is really unpredictable sometimes.
There is always tiny holes in every part of life.
When every goes fine, the there will be something bad popping up!
Is this called "Life"? Haihs..
I was actually having a great day today.
But my day was ruined by some small things.
Am I too weak for all of these "challenges"?
I'm treating everyone in a good way and yet, their feedback to me was kinda bad sometimes.
I don't think I did something badly towards them. But why?
In this world, there are actually 2 kinds of friends surrounding us.
First: This kind of friends will fully support you in what you do.
Second: This kind of friends will treat you the other way round. Which means, whatever you do, they are going to be the wet blanket towards us.
Why are there so many sacarstic men around us?
Everytime when I was down, I tried to consult myself to be positive, to be strong!
But we just can't did it!
Hope to be better next time.

I WANT TO BE STRONG! :D :D
NO ONE CAN RUN ME DOWN!

One day, I'm gonna prove myself to everyone..
I want to prove myself who looked down on me!
Dear "enemies", just wait and see ;)

~Have A Nice Day!~

I think this blog is really reader-less nowadays! Haha! Anyway, this is not a bad thing at all:)

Next week will be my final exam for this sem.. Yet, my revision is still not done and Im addicted to facebook! How? Haha! Just a good luck to myself lah:)

Happy Day!

Wilson is back! :)

Well.. I think this blog is really left out for quite some time.. I think it's the time for me to re-activate it! Hehe...

Since this blog is no longer catching much readers' attention, I think this is a better place for me to share my feeling, thoughts and opinions:) Happy! Sad! Emo! Everything will be in here:)

*Dear readers, just keep the content of this blog in "privacy" mode~ Thanks:)

Long time no blogging loh!
I wonder is there someone who read my blog nowadays?

Wings of Love

My Life with "What can I do?"

Well, after my previous post shared bout my new university life.. Now gonna share some of my recent lifes. It is coming to the end of my first semester in Swinburne. End of semester are nearer ,therefore, exams are coming up! My life is also getting busier from day to day. Busy of doing revision, church stuffs, and also some personal matter. However, sometimes I just cant concentrate on my studies. I wasn't did good in my mid term exam=( Don't really know what's going wrong with me. Can someone tell me? One of the reason is that I'm addicted to facebook. Mostly of the people nowadays are addicted to Facebook. Can u imagine how Facebook impacted people's lifenowadays? Even uncles aunties also play facebook. See, world are changing. I also want to change! I want a better life. Not physically but spiritally and emotionally. Sometimes, things just don't go as smoothly as we want it to be. There will be more obstacles, problems or we should call these surprises?

I am good in making friends. But I'm not good in making close friends. What can I do? I really wish to have some close friend(s) whereas we can share whatever things we have, hanging around together, or even share secrets among ourselves=) How good if I got siblings hor? Maybe this is all just about fate. All are arranged by God since long time ago.

I want my life to be changed. I want to be better of even the best among the all. But, I just can't go for it. Sighhhhh~~~ I want to be famous in Kuching one day>.< The time is yet to come maybe=)

For church, it is still more or less the same. I'm still serving as a Son weekly. But I believe that there will be some improvements done soon. I want my ministries to be done better. Soaring to a higher level. Can someone teach me how to grow faster? I'm no longer the Wilson last time. I want to grow more mature and be a leader one day. Recently, I had found myself that my desire on God's house are mainly on his ministries instead of cell group. But, both are equally important rite?

Aha, here comes to the personal part of my life.. About my personal matter, of course I'm not going to share much over here. My life are just like the stormy seas, this should be normal i think. Sometimes, I also wish to have a mate as I couldn't find a best friend. But, I can;t even manage to handle a close friend. How could I furthur up into a relationship? As what we learnt from Bro. David from CHC KL, everythings start from a friendship right? Cheers! As overall, we should be happy-minded all the time. Things will turn better if we look into the positive side.

Well, I think I should stop blogging here as the night are old enough~ Sweet dreams are waiting ahead of me. See you all yea.. Do pray for me and wish me luck in my studies and my personal life!

Uni Lifes!

Well , my uni starts today! I believe that this will be a new journey to SUCCESS to my life. haha.. lol.. It's quite full of excitement! Im now in the computer lab in my school. Oh ya, just to let u all know tat i am taking up Foundation in Business in Swinburne rite now! haha..

Haha.. I think tats all Im gonna post up today! See ya=)

A Night Hanging At The Pub

Muahaha.. Suddenly came out an idea of hanging around with a group of LADIES.. They are all my aunts! haha!! Awesome rite?? Check it out!!
Wow! Big boobs! Muahahaha... Afterall, I drink the mostXD