.:Big Baby Wilson:.

2010-12-20T00:31:00.000+08:00

又是一个心痛的夜晚！
人生真的有这么悲哀吗？
Haihs~

2010-12-09T23:34:00.001+08:00

笨到！！！！！！

>.< !!!!!!!!

睡醒过后。。。

2010-12-09T14:41:00.003+08:00

睡醒过后，一切就会过去了吗？
结果是。。。不会。
为什么事情过后，你不是因该会嫌弃我的吗？
为什么要对我说对不起？
这一切都不是你的错
这一切都不是你的问题

而，是我自己太傻了吧！

明知道这段感情不可靠
明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘份
明知道这一切都是不可能
而我，却傻傻的陷入了陷阱之中。。

你说，我们还可以是朋友
有可能吗？
你做得到吗？
我有可能做到吗？
老实说，我没放弃
但是，我的勇气已经放弃了
所以，逃避可能就是唯一的后路了。。。
希望时间会带走一切
希望一切都会被风一带而过了

晴天会来吗？

给你最后的话。。。

2010-12-09T00:28:00.003+08:00

不懂为什么每次低潮的时候，就很想写下自己的部落各。
可能，是到了没人可诉苦的阶段了吧。。
偶尔，真的不懂为什么要把自己搞得这么复杂。
明明可以是很简单的，但结果又变成一塌糊涂了~
今天，就把自己搞得很伤心，就为了你。
难道爱一个人真的有这么难吗？
不，爱一个人真的不难。
而是，要被你爱的人爱“才难”。
爱得好累，真得好累
我已经尽我所能去爱你，去关心你了
但你对我的态度却冷冷热热的
偶尔，你给了我希望
偶尔，你却给了我失望
我，还应该继续去爱你吗？

老实说，你是我第一个想好好去爱，去关心的人
当你说你寂寞的时候，真得好想能够到你身边陪陪你
但却是一个不可能的事
我能做的只是打打电话给你，陪你聊聊天（可能你也觉得我烦了吧？）
睡前听听你声音，可能也已经成为我的习惯。
每天等你上网也已是我的习惯了。
你说过的每一句话，我都记得很清楚。
时时刻刻都很想只你在做什么。
对不起，这一段期间带给你很多麻烦。

可能，当你看见这篇话的时候，你会觉得恶心
但，至少我也要让你知道，我曾经爱过你
我答应，这是我给你最后的信息了。
一切将会被风一吹而过。
祝你，永远快乐。

Human's Behavior

2010-07-05T19:44:00.002+08:00

Why there is always someone who wanted to hurt you whenever you're in a good mood?
Human's mind is really unpredictable sometimes.
There is always tiny holes in every part of life.
When every goes fine, the there will be something bad popping up!
Is this called "Life"? Haihs..
I was actually having a great day today.
But my day was ruined by some small things.
Am I too weak for all of these "challenges"?
I'm treating everyone in a good way and yet, their feedback to me was kinda bad sometimes.
I don't think I did something badly towards them. But why?
In this world, there are actually 2 kinds of friends surrounding us.
First: This kind of friends will fully support you in what you do.
Second: This kind of friends will treat you the other way round. Which means, whatever you do, they are going to be the wet blanket towards us.
Why are there so many sacarstic men around us?
Everytime when I was down, I tried to consult myself to be positive, to be strong!
But we just can't did it!
Hope to be better next time.

I WANT TO BE STRONG! :D :D
NO ONE CAN RUN ME DOWN!

One day, I'm gonna prove myself to everyone..
I want to prove myself who looked down on me!
Dear "enemies", just wait and see ;)

~Have A Nice Day!~

2010-07-01T23:12:00.001+08:00

I think this blog is really reader-less nowadays! Haha! Anyway, this is not a bad thing at all:)

Next week will be my final exam for this sem.. Yet, my revision is still not done and Im addicted to facebook! How? Haha! Just a good luck to myself lah:)

Happy Day!

Wilson is back! :)

2010-06-29T10:52:00.002+08:00

Well.. I think this blog is really left out for quite some time.. I think it's the time for me to re-activate it! Hehe...

Since this blog is no longer catching much readers' attention, I think this is a better place for me to share my feeling, thoughts and opinions:) Happy! Sad! Emo! Everything will be in here:)

*Dear readers, just keep the content of this blog in "privacy" mode~ Thanks:)

2010-05-17T10:05:00.001+08:00

Long time no blogging loh!
I wonder is there someone who read my blog nowadays?

Wings of Love

2009-11-09T19:01:00.001+08:00

This is the time for Christian for to stand up! Cheers! God is so LOVE~

My Life with "What can I do?"

2009-11-06T03:08:00.005+08:00

Well, after my previous post shared bout my new university life.. Now gonna share some of my recent lifes. It is coming to the end of my first semester in Swinburne. End of semester are nearer ,therefore, exams are coming up! My life is also getting busier from day to day. Busy of doing revision, church stuffs, and also some personal matter. However, sometimes I just cant concentrate on my studies. I wasn't did good in my mid term exam=( Don't really know what's going wrong with me. Can someone tell me? One of the reason is that I'm addicted to facebook. Mostly of the people nowadays are addicted to Facebook. Can u imagine how Facebook impacted people's lifenowadays? Even uncles aunties also play facebook. See, world are changing. I also want to change! I want a better life. Not physically but spiritally and emotionally. Sometimes, things just don't go as smoothly as we want it to be. There will be more obstacles, problems or we should call these surprises?

I am good in making friends. But I'm not good in making close friends. What can I do? I really wish to have some close friend(s) whereas we can share whatever things we have, hanging around together, or even share secrets among ourselves=) How good if I got siblings hor? Maybe this is all just about fate. All are arranged by God since long time ago.

I want my life to be changed. I want to be better of even the best among the all. But, I just can't go for it. Sighhhhh~~~ I want to be famous in Kuching one day>.< The time is yet to come maybe=)

For church, it is still more or less the same. I'm still serving as a Son weekly. But I believe that there will be some improvements done soon. I want my ministries to be done better. Soaring to a higher level. Can someone teach me how to grow faster? I'm no longer the Wilson last time. I want to grow more mature and be a leader one day. Recently, I had found myself that my desire on God's house are mainly on his ministries instead of cell group. But, both are equally important rite?

Aha, here comes to the personal part of my life.. About my personal matter, of course I'm not going to share much over here. My life are just like the stormy seas, this should be normal i think. Sometimes, I also wish to have a mate as I couldn't find a best friend. But, I can;t even manage to handle a close friend. How could I furthur up into a relationship? As what we learnt from Bro. David from CHC KL, everythings start from a friendship right? Cheers! As overall, we should be happy-minded all the time. Things will turn better if we look into the positive side.

Well, I think I should stop blogging here as the night are old enough~ Sweet dreams are waiting ahead of me. See you all yea.. Do pray for me and wish me luck in my studies and my personal life!

Uni Lifes!

2009-08-10T12:26:00.002+08:00

Well , my uni starts today! I believe that this will be a new journey to SUCCESS to my life. haha.. lol.. It's quite full of excitement! Im now in the computer lab in my school. Oh ya, just to let u all know tat i am taking up Foundation in Business in Swinburne rite now! haha..

Haha.. I think tats all Im gonna post up today! See ya=)

A Night Hanging At The Pub

2009-07-23T01:46:00.005+08:00

Muahaha.. Suddenly came out an idea of hanging around with a group of LADIES.. They are all my aunts! haha!! Awesome rite?? Check it out!!
Wow! Big boobs! Muahahaha... Afterall, I drink the mostXD

Homemade Puddings

2009-07-23T01:26:00.003+08:00

Suddenly my minds came out to fill my night by making puddings!! So, here are my Strawberries flavour HOMEMADE PUDDINGS!! Wanna try some? Its awesome!!

Hopeless & Helpless

2009-07-20T22:19:00.001+08:00

Wad should I do next?

Random Thoughts About L.O.V.E

2009-07-16T00:52:00.004+08:00

LOVE. Love? Wad's actually called LOVE? I love u? Or u love me? Why are there love in this world? Could we live in a better planet without love?

No.. The answer is NO. Love is actually something very important in this world. Everyone needs LOVE in this world. But, when am I going to find mine? Within 1 day? 1 week? 1 month? 1 year? 1 decade? Or 1 life? Would u accept me if I say that I love u? If u really answered YES, will love brings us happiness? sighh....

Randomz...

A Decision Made

2009-07-16T00:41:00.002+08:00

Well, after thoughts & thoughts had gone. I had finally came out an decision, which is to leave my current Form 6 class. I think that this is really an effective decision for me. Cos Form 6 is really damn hard man! Its not that i don want to continue, but it's that I cant continue in it. I don understand wad the class is about. If I continue to stay in it, it will be a wasting of time. Therefore, I had chose to leave it=D On the last day of the school, I enjoyed every moment of the day. I will miss u guys de..doin miss me too much yea =P

So now,wad am I goin to do next? I think I will be getting inti o college o uni... Anyway, just pray for me bout tat:)

Half Day Outing on Saturday

2009-07-12T22:47:00.005+08:00

Muahaha.. Finally got the chance to go a bit far away from the town. Susie n me went to a beach somewhere nearby Damai, as the road to Damai was blocked due to the Musical Rainforest event... Here are some random pics...

Collected some nice shells:)
And today, I baked a home made brownies!!

Ok! Tats all.. Bye! LOL...

My NS Life

2009-07-10T23:40:00.003+08:00

This will be a slideshow of some of my pictures took in NS. I took more than 1000 of pictures during that duration. Anyway, these pictures are those which has sweet memories in my life. Take your time=)

Turning From Maongian To Greenian

2009-07-10T17:51:00.010+08:00

Well, a person of me had decided to take up & try Form 6 after I back from my NS. Without thinking much, I entered a new secondary school called SMK Green Road:-P I was arranged to continue my Form 6 in Green Road as there is no Form 6 classes conducted in Sungai Maong. It was really weird when I entered the school even the class. Have to ask myself to put on Green Road school tie. Haha.. Anyway, it was a new start but not a good start:-( After sometimes, I get used to the environment:-) I also get know to many new classmates. They are really "kiang kiang people" man! All straight As students:-S

But anyway, they wasn't that bad as wad I think at first. They are actually very kind & funny as well. We better don't judge a person by his looks. haha.. LOL... My Form 6 class is really a nice & lovely class with those classmates;-) Love them so much.. haha.. LOL...

I was also introduced to few subjects like MUET (Malaysian University English Test) and PA (Pengajian Am). Besides, the other 3 subjects are still the same which is Chemistry, Biology & Mathematics. Anyway, although the name of the other 3 subjects sounds friendly, but the syllabus was totally much much higher than SPM!!! Oh God! It's really hard this time. I don't understand at all even the first day I entered the class.. Goshhh... How am I going to survive in the following days..

Anyway, if I got other option, I will definitely leave Form 6. Although I will be very berat hati to all my new classmates:-(

I'm Back!

2009-07-09T22:32:00.003+08:00

I'm finally back from my National Service!!! I was sent to a camp in Selangor called Kem Millennium. Its really a very nice camp with many good friends n teachers! Wow... Really got a lot to share within that 3 months. I really gained many experiences & I really enjoyed this period so much.. Anyway, all these can only be sweet memories in my mind from now onwards. Its really my pleasure to know a group of friends=) We are just like a super big family.. Even the teachers, they all look very fierce n yet they are actually very very nice, to me:-P They r really nice, sweet, cute n lovely...

Anyway, really hope to keep in touch with u guys n continue to maintain our friendship forever yea.. haha..Oh ya, Meng & Siang will be visiting me soon.. How bout the rest? The air tickets are really cheap now.. Quick! Go and get it now.. Haha.. Lol...

Our National Service was equipped with 4 modules which is Modul Fizikal, Modul Kenegaraan, Modul Khidmat Komuniti & Modul Pembinaan Karakter. Anyway, that's not really important. But the most important things is I managed to loss 11KG!! Muahaha.. But now grow back again:-( One last thing, I was also awarded as Wira Ketabahan Terbaik of the camp. besides, I was also given a chance to perform LIVE on RTM1. Anyway, that's roughly about my life in the camp...

Dear readers!!!!

2009-05-09T16:19:00.002+08:00

Hey all my dearly blog readers......
First of all, I wanna apologize tat I have forgotten to inform u all tat I will be going for National Service from 19/3/20009 untill 8/6/2009!!! I was selected to a camp in Selangor!!!! Anyway, this blog was really dead for like few months!!!!!
Currently, Im having my Camp Semester Holiday from 9-12/5/2009! Without missing the chance, I had came out from the camp n staying at my fren's house in Selangor:-) After this post, I don think there will be any updates untill 8th of June!
Anyway, stay tune for the next updates!!! I hope that I will be hardworking enuf to update my blog:-P

P/s: Stay tune for more picture to be updated!!!

I misss church n home!!!!
Hahaha...
Oh yah, I don really feel like goin home anymore!!!!
Haha... No la... Jk jk....

2009-01-30T02:40:00.001+08:00

Hey yo, my blog will soon back to normal...
I'm waiting for my new lappy to come...
Weehoo!!!!!

Anyway, had a nice trip in Sibu!!!
Finally got to know some of my relatives...
=)

2008-12-14T13:55:00.000+08:00

Sigh Sigh Sigh...

Sad day=(

2008-12-13T17:35:00.002+08:00

Weehoo... Finally got the chance to update my this little blog...
Well.. Actually I have ntg much to tel u all...
Just wanna inform u all that my pc is currently in "koma"..
So, I wont be updating my blog for.....
Not sure how long will it be..
Hope it will be ok soon...

P/s: I really found that u r "dirty' from wad i see from u... Sorry for saying so... So sorry!

2008-12-05T02:41:00.002+08:00

Well... It was late in the midnight already...
Er......
2.44a.m??
Haha...
Most people are sleeping already...
But, I'm still here..
LOL...
My life after SPM was totally different=)
It was getting better!
Although many things had happened/ going to happen...
Haha..
As I can really serve my GOD...
That's good yea...

Ohh yea, we're now planning for an outing...
To beach??
Or mountain-climbing?
Haha..
Still under planning...

And, I'm selected for second batch's National Service!
I think it was around March already...
Sigh...
Really don feel like leaving my house n church=(
Hope everything's will go on smoothly..

Ohh yah, how sud I make my blog famous?
Huh? Really had no idea(o.O)
I just saw a person's blog who had just earned RM 11000++ from Nuffnang!
That's just cool!
It's a nice blog...
With any photos..
I think I sud put some photos in every of my posts..
Hehe..

Well, I went to church in the afternoon...
Around 3sth...
Went to do video recording again...
haha... Anyway, I enjoyed myself very much..
Went to Guo Rong's aunt institute...
That's a nice place...
So beautiful man!
Haha...
But, someone hurted me before I went home today...
Actually it's not hurt lah...
But... but... but...
:-# Sigh...
Donno how to explain..
It just made felt so uneasy after that...

Anyway, it's really late edi rite now!
So, NITE NITE!!!
Hehe...

P/s: Someone's internet modem got "spoilt" bu thunder... Muahaha... no lah... jk jk oni... Huh? Wad am i trying to say? Allrite, forget bout it.. i'm blurred liao..

2008-12-03T15:46:00.002+08:00

Weehoo!!!
I really loves my holiday so so much=)
As I can do many things I like without much limitation compared to last time..
Hehe...
Well...
Here are some update of my life...
Mummy is getting better n more stable lo..
Wahahaha....
I went to church for the whole day yesterday...
And it's a very tiring day o..
But anyway, it's a day for me to serve..
Did many recording...
And..
We went to play PAINTBALL!!!!
Weehoo!!!
I love paintball!!!!
And I'm gonna go and play again if got chance..
Weehoo....
Cos we only play target-shooting last time..
Hehe...
Went to Avin's house too... Hehe...
And we explored his room!
LOL!!!
I love his house..
Haha... Cos it's very windy~~~

And, so glad too have a new fren yesterday...
Hahaha...

Ok... Gotta update more next time...

2008-11-30T01:39:00.002+08:00

Well, a rushing day!!!
And it's 1.45am now!!!
I need to wake up by 6 o'clock..
ahh!!!
Less than 4 hours to go!!!!
I just cant imagine my life with 4-hours sleep only!!!
So, GOOD NITE!!!

P/s: Mummy still in pain=(

Fearful & Faithful Day

2008-11-28T23:16:00.005+08:00

Wow... Today is just a fearful and faithful day to me as it was full of FEAR which needs a lot FAITH in myself=)
Around 7 in the morning, we are heading to the hospital...
It was the starting of the fear came..
After "checked" into the ward, we r just waiting for them for bout half an hour...
Only then they came n attend us...
It was a 2-person ward with TV...
After getting ready, they sent my mum into the Operation Theater (OT)...
I was so damn scared by that time.. My tears r coming out..
But I was just to be strong..
Who knows, there was a mistake for the time for operation as there was another emergency case on..
Therefore, mummy wes sent back to the ward n wait for another 30 minutes..
After 30 mins, IT WAS REALLY THE TIME!!!
Again, they sent mummy into the OT.. I was following behind as they pushing mummy on the trolley in front...
The way into the OT was full of FEAR man!!!
I was so damn scared...
Very very very scared! And again, my tears almost falls out!
But luckily, I managed to control myself=)
Till the entrance there, it was the place for me to leave...
The place to say Goodbye to her...
After waving "sweetly" to her, my tears finally came out..
It was hot...
Although my aunt asked me to go for breakfast, I still continued to stand there and see they send in my mum into the real OT...
I only left after I saw her trolley "disappear" in front of me..
My heart was so damn "hard" as this is the first time I saw my mum admitted into hospital..
And it was an OPERATION!!
In a short time, I wiped off my tears n went down for breakfast.
Luckily i managed to cover my tears from being seen by my aunt...
The operation was predicted for 2 hours..
So, after 2 hours, I went to the OT n started to wait for my mum...
After waiting n waiting...
After waiting n waiting...
It starts to make me more n more nervous=(
I was so damn worried...

While I was waiting outside, I saw many ppl going in n out of the place..
And there was a guy...
He went out moment ago..
Then when he came back, he approached me..
He asked me who am I waiting...
After telling him, I was told that mummy was fine already..
She was just resting inside for few moment..
The guy was actually the surgeon for my mum..
After I gt the news, I was finally relieved!!!
Anyway, I'm still worried as I haven saw my mum out of it..
I had waiting about 1 hour 20 mins outside the OT...
The operation took bout 3 hours 20 mins!
Such a long time man!!!
Haha...
Then my mum was pushed back into the ward...
But, she's in great pain!!!
She kept groaning for pain for the whole day after the operation..
Then, she was given injection of painkiller...
Only after the injection given, she felt better...
My aunt went home a while after mummy came out from OT...
I was the only one taking care of mummy...
A bit scared.. Yet, i still serve her..
Heartache!
Wad I could do was only help to moisture her lips as she is still not allowed to drink n eat=(
My heart really ache a lot!
Sigh...
Actually i wanna stay back to take care of her..
But all of them asked me to come back...
After my youngest aunt promised to pick me to hospital tomolo morning, only then I agreed to go home...
So, now my aunt will be taking care of her for the nite...
Sighhhhhhhhhhh............
I miss mummy so much now...
I wish I could sneak out and go to the hospital...
AHHH!!!!!!
Anyway, my aunt SMSed me that she is now sleeping and only slight pain=) =)
So, I think it's time for bed...

Lastly, I wanna thank GOD who was staying with my mum and me!
Because of the FAITH we have in him, mummy is now SAFE =) =) =) =)
I love u so so much JESUS!!
I also wanna thank all my sweet frens n leaders who were caring of my mum throughout the operation!

P/s: *Pst. Kel called my mum and pray for her through phone=)
*Pst. Jin Zu, Zian Xin & Penny came to visit her in the afternoon=)

So, THANKS for everything=)

My request:=)

2008-11-28T00:37:00.001+08:00

Can someone play SMS with me tomorrow?

Can someone pick me up from hospital for church service tomolo?

2008-11-28T00:10:00.002+08:00

Well.. My SPM was finally OVER!!!
It is really over!
I will miss all my schoolmates..
Thanks for everything...
Thank you all my teachers...
And of course all my classmates, who tolerated much much with me..
Love u all so much...
You all will always in my memory... Forever & ever...
As overall, I'm very very happy as the big n huge "stone" had finally went away from my little shoulder=D
Besides, I also wants to thanks all my frens n leaders beside me=D
Really thanks so much for ur prayer n caring as much as Im really the one u loves:)
I'm really glad to see how u all treated me.. Really feels so blessed...
Special thanks to Joanne, Jamie, Jiat, tyt, Pastor Kel, Pastor Jin Zu, my dear leaders Daniel & Philip and many many more..
Really thanks so much for all ur support..
I love u all.. Deeply.. Madly...
Because of all of u, I want to grow up!
I WILL GROW UP!!!

So, wad should I do after my exam?
For sure, loves GOD more & more =D
My planning after my SPM was serving GOD whole-heartedly in church=D
But of course, mummy have to be okay...
Mummy will be going for operation tomorrow..
Hopes everythings will be okay..
Please keep her in ur prayer...
GOD is good all the time...
There will be a miracle tomorrow=)
Amen!
I'm actually very worried rite now=(
Very very=(
Anyway, I will be STRONG!
Because I knew that there r many frens & leaders beside me..
They will be with me forever...
Walking together with me...
Until the day we meet JESUS =D

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Mummy, I LOVE YOU...

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

I want to be a stronger Christian...
Please teach me more..
Please lead me more..
STRONG in CHRIST!!!
Nothing is impossible in GOD=)

I told myself,
Wilson, everything will be over soon=)

Ohh GOD, I want to be blessed!!!
Like Jamie.. Like Pst. Kel =X
Haha.. Because they r my lovers:)
Hehe...
Ohh ya Jamie, so glad to hear the news today =D

JESUS, I WANT TO GROW UP AND SERVE U MORE & MORE!!!!

2008-11-25T18:16:00.001+08:00

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2008-11-25T17:41:00.002+08:00

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Come on! Just click on the link!
I had just signed myself up=)
Hehe..
Hope u'll enjoy it...

Weehoo!!! Sweet starting of my day=)

2008-11-23T08:59:00.003+08:00

Do u know wad's in my hand rite now????

O.o

Its....

Asia Conference JUMBO Gift Mug...

Muahahaha.....

Thankss so much dear...

I know u r tired; yet, u sent it to my house!!
Really appreciate it so muchhhhhh....
Muaks....

And here are some random photos I took=)

My Birthday Cake!

* I think the BC stands for Blueberry Cheese=)

And my Bento meal I ordered that day..
Its Sweet & Sour Fish!! Yum yum...

2008-11-22T23:15:00.002+08:00

Well, life can be good n life can be good!
It depends on how u treat ur life=)
Anyway, had my Steamboat today! Wakaka...
Nite=)

2008-11-21T15:01:00.001+08:00

Im so pleased to receive that..
Haha.. Its funny..
Thankss...

My Stupid BirthDAY=(

2008-11-20T23:26:00.003+08:00

Well, I had my stupid freaking sucks birthday this year. Which disappointed me so much. Sigh...
I want to eat Chocolate Cheese Cake!! I want everything in chocolate! Chocolate cheese cake, chocolate topping n everything!
But too bad that wad I received was Blueberry Cheese cake from Uncle Cake House!
It sucks man!
It's mixed with sponge cake inside! Ewww~~
It really sucks! Never try Uncle Cake House!
I still think that my little piece of Tiramisu from Mita Cake House is much better than that!
Feels so "gelik" after eating that~
Eww...
It made me hate Blueberry more..
Haha..
No celebration at all...
I spent my birthDAY at home the whole day n nite~
Sigh!!
All cause of SPM!!!
Gah!!!!

Anyway, 3 more subjects to go!
Then I will be free!
Haha...

Lastly, I still wanna thanks you all who greeted me with sweet messages n so on!
Thanks so much~
Love u all...

2008-11-19T22:20:00.002+08:00

Ohh man! I found that myself is going to turn into 17!!
It just few more hours to go!
Haha...
I don tink there will be any celebration this year=(
Sigh~
The 1st session of Asia Conference was over!I just received a call just now.. Haha...
Lalala..
Okay~
I think that's all for today yea...
Gonna have Chemistry papers tomolo!!!
Ahhh!!!
Sigh...

Anyway, thanks for all the sweet sweet greeting messages=)

My 200th Post!

2008-11-17T21:05:00.002+08:00

Wow! This was my 200th post! Haha...
Anyway, I really don understand why ppl loves to give excuses.. Haha...
If u really don care, then juz keep everything 4 urself lo..
Or wad u trying to show is how much he/she loves u?
Haha.. Okay then...
Now I know wad r u actually hunger for..
Its the love by him/her..
Hahaha...
Anyway, congratz..

After posts by posts, I think that I sud change the way I post my posts.
Wad I mean is the content of my post.
I think I sud post up sth which is useful or beneficial for my readers.
Am I rite, my dear readers?
Aha.. Starting from today, from my 2ooth post onwards, I will post up something GOOD for my readers.
Hope tat I will did it well=)

2008-11-17T00:03:00.004+08:00

Oh my God!!
I have many things to post..
But I think I had almost forget all of it!!
Haha...

Ohh Yah!! There will be Emerge 09! next year!
So, I wanna go!!
Hahaha...
haha..
So happy ler..
Oh yah... I will soon come out a Brithday Wishlist!!!
And also a row of things i gonna do after SPM!!!
WOW!!!
So excited man!
12 more days to go!!!
Haha..

Oh yah, last nite was Modeling Competition.
It FINAL!!!
So, I took some photos!
Haha

Mr. James Bond! Haha...

Low low low & lower~~

Me & Mr. James=)

Me & little princess...

She is really BEAR-full~

Mich!!

Guo Chun!

Okay~ That's all I took! LOL! Looks good rite? Haha...

2008-11-16T22:12:00.002+08:00

Hahahahaha....
I read a funny post!!!
From someone's blog..
Hahahaha...
Got=No
No=Got
Not a bad idea to cover ourselves from "shameness"...
I also found someone's English freaking sucks!!
Don even know how to understand a post..
As I said, not really "scolded" liao..
And yet, still using the word for "ownself"..
Sigh...
Anyway, Im happy after reading the post becos its really freaking funny..
LOL...

I wonder y is Sheng Yuan's taste became so tasleless?
Oh Man!!!
So sad...
Okay.. I sud :-# liao...
Hahaha...
Cos it's really sucksss...
Hahaha...
Funny funny funny...
Maybe that he hasn't seen the bad part..
Anyway, it will be soon over...
Ohh yah, I sud :-#..
Haha...

2008-11-16T01:59:00.002+08:00

Sigh...
So many things popped out at the last minute...
Sigh sigh sigh sigh...
My right arm in pain now..
After blowed by the air-cond 4 hours.. Haikss...
Hope everything will be fine by tomolo...
Haha... I even cancelled my study with friend at TEACHER'S HOUSE.
Cos I'm really really tired by now.
I meant very very tired. Haha...

Ohh yah!!!
Someone got "scolded" by someone today..
Not really scolded la..
But some kind of scolded too..
Haha.. So sry, Im blurred edi..
I actually want to help.
But the way u talk really too fast lah...
I cant really get wad u meant..
Cos Im weak =P
Not that kind that will learn things fast.
Thats y I say I donno..
Wad I hoped u will do is repeat again at a slower speed.
But you replied in that "harsh" way before I says anything..
For sure he gonna "say" u lah...
Haiks...
I actually wants to tell u..
But sometimes its difficult to communicate with someone who had "downgraded" our frenship with some little purpose..
Too sad..
Its really difficult man! Sigh..
I think we should really practice "TEAMWORK"..
LOL... Haha...

Ok, before my post ends...
I had come out something to be added into my wishlist..
I wish to have an external hard disc drive. Haha..
Its really useful..
Really...
If I do have 1, Im gonna backup everything into it..
So that there will have no last minute job liao..
Haha...

Okay! Thats all.. Nite everyone=)

4 Days break!!!

2008-11-13T21:27:00.003+08:00

Well!!! 4 papers was over!!! How sud I comment for it ler? Er.. BM done! English done!! Math done!!! And, Sejarah done!!!!!! No more Sejarah in my life... Haha... I think i will fail in my Sejarah.. Sobs.. Anyway, God will arrange a pass result for me :D

Haha...

6 more papers to go!!

Do u all know that what song I sang when I walked into the exam room?? I was nervous man!! For the 1st paper! I was shaking after I took my bath in the morning. Besides of feeling cold, I was nervous.. Haha.. I sang....... SUPERHERO!!!

haha..

Because I knew that Jesus is my Superhero!!!

Thank God for everything...

I went out with him just now...
I felt WeIrD~~~~
Sigh...

2nd day of new year, I will be going back to Sibu!! (Maybe)
Not sure eyt..
Still under consideration~

Few more hours to go!!!

2008-11-10T22:18:00.002+08:00

Well, it's really few more hours to go. Suddenly feels so excited n a bit nervous. LOL.. Anyway, the main point for me to post this post is, Thank you for all the blessings today!

I received many blessed messages today! It was really a lot! haha... Really thanks so much yea!!!

Im now prepared for my exam tomolo!!

Things to bring:

Slip Peperiksaan
I.C.
Pens
2B Pencils
....

Haha.. I think thats all? I think so.

Do you want to know my timetable tomolo?

!st paper at 8am.. BM 1
Thats all.. Haha.. No la.. Some more at the back=)

Im gonna wake up around 6 tomolo. So nite nite..

For ur info, I received 3 blessing messages while I was posting this post. LOL Haha.. Im just showing off tho..

So excited man!!!!

Dear, I cant sleep...

2008-11-10T19:00:00.002+08:00

After years of schools, since kindergarden, then primary scool and now secondary school, it has finally come. Tomorrow will be the starting of SPM Exam in my life. I believe that this will be over very soon. Yeah!!! Anyway, please pray hard for me n my result. And wish all the Form 5 students all the best. May God Bless You all. Gambateh!!

And to all of my frens, thanks for all the sweet encouragements/blessings messages. I love you all. You were all beside me. And for sure, YOU are behind me=) Thanks so much...

Ohh yah, and also some birthday wishes too. LOL... My birthday soon!! But too bad that I will be having my Chemistry papers that day. Haha.. Err.. 19th-23rd of Novenber will be Asia Conference! I wish to go so so so much.. But too bad.. Anyway, I still can goo next year=) LOL... Haha... Aha, am I gonna get something from Singapore?? Hehe

See you to all my readers, I think there wont be any updates during my exam.. The last day falls on 27th November!!! Is there got any who wants to bring me out that day?? Looking forward for your invitation! Haha... Bye!!!

2008-11-06T22:57:00.002+08:00

Can u try to imagine that I'm very tired after studying in the morning? Is there got any wrong of not replying your message? I was very confused when I reached home. Therefore, my PM was in a mess. First of all, I told myself that no more study group should be carried out as I cant really get things in and I spent a lot when I go out. Just an easy word, study group always failed. So, I told myself NO MORE STUDY GROUP. Second, Kevin is owing me money. I asked from him several times but he kept escaping from it. I knew that it was not a big amount. But I do have limited pocket money. I added into my PM that time because I saw he online that time. After that, I agree that the back part of my PM belongs to u cos I remembered you again.

Ok. I think that's what I'm gonna clarify with you. Hope you do understand. Please don't always try to catch my grammar error and so on. Sometimes, things doesn't goes as what's real. So, pls pls pls. Try to get what I actually meant. Friendship should be tolerate rite? I think I had tolerated with you. Shouldn't it ur turn to tolerate back? If u really mind of this friendship? Cant u juz tolerate somemore? It just that somemore. Things can actually be done smoothly if u don really go and see the darker part. Are you gonna end this friendship just because of the PM? R u sure that u r the one mentioned in it?

Anyway, I will still treated u the same. If u think that u still cant really "tolerate" with me, I also cant do many things. I think this ending of our friendship doesn't bring any benefitsfor both of us. Hope you really understand=)

If you gonna pay me back the money? Im gonna tell here that I wont take it back. Again, I wont take it back. As I paid? Paid loh. Thanks dear, I get better mood after my nap. LOL!

Ok lah. Its late edi. Gonna hit the bed liao. Nite nite...

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

P/s: You block my msn???

2008-11-05T22:32:00.009+08:00

I really don't know what happened to me myself recently. Either emotionally, physically and mentally. Maybe it was because of the freaking exam soon. Sigh. It was like 5 more days to go. Ahh!!! I feels myself like going to explodes myself at any times. Honestly, Im not well prepared for my SPM yet. How do you expect me to get everything into my mind in 5 days time? Gahhh... What should I do? Exploding soon loh.. Sigh..

Today was our last lesson of the year loh. Years ended up so fast. We miss all our classmates very much. We all was like so.. so... sad? Haha... Some almost cried.. LOL... Even our BM teacher sang us a mourning song, and he greeted all of us. Some kind of like, sharing among all of us. Haiks... No more class for my life loh!!! We were also given taklimat before our class ends. And we were also given slip peperiksaan. It scares us. Haha.. Which significanted SPM is really really around the corner. I wanna shout out LOUD! I love my class! I love you all!!! Wish all of you all all all the best and Good Luck in your SPM! I will miss u all very much. Missing all the moments we went together. Miss all the activities we did throughout the years. Missing all of ur laughters!!! Although my heart was :'( but I will still show it as :'). Haha..

After my revision just now, I suddenly feels like watching movie in the cinema. But too bad that no people wanna bring me go. I called tyt, but she were booked already. I wanna watch movie! I'm exploding soon. I think I really need prayers. I need prayer to keep my emotional calm. I need to be calmed. Haha.. Or else I might ended up staying in the hostel near to Avin's house. Haha.. LOL...

Ohh yah, I went to buy my stationery for my exam. At the same time, I also found my part-time job after my SPM. Itw as in the stationery shop there. Haha.. LOL!!! Is there still got anyone who wants to hire me??

Lastly, wish all the SPM students all the best and Good Luck in the exam. Jiayou!!!

2008-10-30T19:39:00.001+08:00

Ahhh!!!

I got cheated by lelong.com!!!

OMG!!!

I cant imagine im so stupid by bank in the money to the seller!!!

Stupid stupid seller!!!!

AHHH!!!!!
RM 213 ahh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Die liao la..

How sud i tell my mum=(

2008-10-28T21:56:00.001+08:00

Now then apologise..

Wad for????

Fun?

Or just to make sure tat u r "responsible" cgl?????

2008-10-28T21:17:00.000+08:00

Sorry, last 2 posts are bad post.

Or rude post..

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2008-10-28T20:45:00.005+08:00

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2008-10-28T20:36:00.006+08:00

*Deleted*

WANTED!!!

2008-10-25T02:45:00.006+08:00

WANTED!!!

*removed by tyt*

*whoever that illegally save/take/copy his pic! I KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!
and i want to say that... YOU ARE SO KEPO!!*

P/s: This guy is currently wanted by me!!! For tyt's sake=) If u found this guy on the road, please call me at 016-809 XXXX or e-mail me at siang_wilson@msn.com. Thanks for ur co-operation!!! Remember!!! It's for tyt's sake=P

2008-10-23T22:28:00.002+08:00

Finally my Biology tuition classes end oledi...

18 more days towards SPM!!!

OMG!!!!

And, I wanna eat sushi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TYT, I wanna eat sushi!!!!
Joanne, I wanna eat sushi!!!
Boss, I wanna eat sushi!!!

I'm currently owing Joanne a Sugarban ice-cream!!!

Super huge ice-cream!!!

Hahaha...

Finally the pc arrived lo!!!!

2008-10-19T00:09:00.003+08:00

I found that there were 3 voters voted in my voting poll. LOL... Hahax.. I only knew that the 3rd one is Jamie. The rest? I wonder who izit~ Let me know ahh... Anyway, thanks for the vote. For those who havent vote, please vote rite now and do leave a tag in my tag box toooo... Hahax...

Well, today's special service with Rev. Peter Cho from Taiwan was really nice. I love the service.. With the presence of God!! After the service, I was kinda a bit regret. Because I didnt went up for the calling of involving myself as full time in my ministry. It was because that I don really know what's the defination of it.. But, it's too late.... Anyway, I will still be serving whole-heartedly=) Too bad that I wont be going for Sunday services tomorrow=(

Anyway, my sixth sense today was very very accurate!!! Hahaha......

P/s: Actually I wanna upload some photos of modeling n singing competition. But too bad that I left my pendrive in church=(

2008-10-18T01:54:00.002+08:00

To all my dear readers!!!
Please vote your choice at the voting pool on the left...
If you were me, r u goin to buy a new hp or a second hand?
The difference are RM 400. The second hand's phone is still in a good condition and it's 3 months old. So, please vote!!
I need ur help!

Thanks...

Blog owner,
Big Baby Wilson =P

如果还有明天

2008-10-18T00:59:00.002+08:00

Well. I just found out this song. Quite nice. If, there is tomorrow... We can actually do lots of things if there is tomorrow. Therefore, we must treaure our life just to seek for tomorrow. Haha...

Anyway, great big CONGRATZZ to all PMR students. You all done ur exam edi. Then, we will be next!!! 25 more days!!! Ahh!!!!

I want to buy a new phone. If nothing occurs again, I think I will be buying N 95. And there is a second for me... Still in a good condition. 3 months old. RM1000~
Compared to a new one, RM 14oo ++ loh... So, Im quite confusing now... What to choose ler???
Haiks... lol... Hahaha....

2008-10-13T23:48:00.003+08:00

I found tat my blog was kinda dead for few days. So, Im gonna make it alive again. Haha.. Sorry. Maybe I was kinda busy over the weekends. Besides, I got many photos to be uploaded. But I was too lazy to upload it into my blog. Because my computer was very lag recently.

Anyway, is there got anyone who can teach me to open a photo blog???

One more thing, I composed a new song today. Maybe it was kinda a bit sucks. But, I love it.....
*upload the lyrics 4 u tomoro... stay tune..

Family

2008-10-08T19:24:00.027+08:00

Well... I"m not agree with what tyt posted in the last post. ~~As what she said, I seldom angry "someone" over a long period!~~ If u don believe, open your eyes wide and see la.(Tyt: oh ya? i think u r the one should open ur eyes wide and see ler..i din say that okay!! =.= ) Anyway, I'm gonna treat my second hatred as how I treated the first. face="lucida grande">Im actually quite proud of myself because I manage to ignore my first hatred over a long period.. I think more than a month??? Haha... That's good! Keep it up!!! For the second hatred, stay tune...

Anyway, wad Im gonna share with my readers today is my family. Im gonna say much about my family. Aha.. How sud I starts? Or where should I starts? Okay!!! Physically, my family consist of quite many members. Grandpa, grandma, an aunt and my mum. These are those people who staying with me rite now. It seems to be a lot rite? Then how do u think with it???

Honestly, I found that my family was getting worser n worser!!! I really hate my family. Throughout this year, I found tat myself had not be laughing over something happily in this family. Seriously!!! This is nt something fake but it's true. When I was recaling for something happy in this family juz now, it was totally nothing. I mean it is EMPTY!!! How could this happened?? What is this actuallty??? Is this my family? Am I in the right family?? Sheesh.. While I was recalling, my tears almost fall down. I kept on reminding myself, this is ur family, there are ur relatives. But, Is this true???

I quarreled with my aunt just now. Over something small, which is nothing to do with her at all. She just think that she is brave enough or big enough or old enough to "teach" me!!! Luckilly she went away on time! Or else, there will be a tragedy!!! She almost beat me! Anyway, if she started off, for sure, she will be beated too. I wont care much bout that! The ending will be someone injured? Ohh yeah!!!

My family kept on quarrelling over something small. Like last 2 days, Zombie n my granny quarreled over something quite smal. And my grandma almost got chasted out of the house. LOL.. This is not something funny. Hahax... Soon, I think there will be more n more happening...

I really don like my family. But, what can be done? When I asked someone for opinion, he/she will just ask, what's happening? Why?? That's all. No more reply from him/her. So, well, Im not gonna trust anyone anymore. Including u, u and u... What Im gonna wish to do is get my license as soon as possible. Once I got my driving license, or once I finished my last SPM paper, Im gonna leave my house. I mean I will be hanging around without coming back to house as often..

OK!!! I think that's all for my family. So sad rite?

2008-10-08T00:38:00.018+08:00

I found the 2nd Jamie in my life. Whom I hated so much. They r just the mood spoiler in my life! Ahh! Anyway, I will be treating the 2nd with how I treated the 1st! Im gonna ignore them totally. As this is also not the 1st time. U may think tat Im childish o wadsoever, this is juz my mind n thoughts. Again, there is not necessary 2 apologize as Im nt gona 2 forgive. Juz save ur saliva.. I may be jerk at my words but u r bitch at ur action. Good bye. my mood spoilers!!!! Ahhh! Y do everyone want to gek me? At home oso lidat, outside oso lidat! Where else can I go? Heaven o earth???!!!

Posted by tyt. Asked by Wilson.

P/s: I wrote whatever u wrote in the sms.. so got grammar mistake or wrong vocab.. hehe.. u type wrong ler.. anyway.. my words got copyright one.. so u have to pay coz u use my sentence. :P (orange color.)

pps:
this is my shirley posting. i help her. borrow wilson space.

-- !@#$%^&*() DANIEL@#$%^&*() I AM SO ANGRY WITH THIS PERSON!!
I WAS SO PISSED OFF!!! I ALMOST WANT TO GO AND BEAT HIM LIAO!!
JUST LAST WEEK, HE CHALLENGED ME IN BADMINTON!! HE KEPT SAYING HE SURE WIN ME!! BUT IN THE END, HE LOSE!! AND TODAY!! WHEN I WAS PLAYING MY BADMINTON, HE KEPT DISTURBING ME, AND KEPT LAUGH AT ME WHEN I MISSED THE BALL!! HE ACT LIKES A BADMINTON PRO, KEPT POINTING THERE AND HERE FOR MY MISTAKES, SAID THAT I SHOULD PLAY LIDAT, HIT LIDIS, AND WADSOEVER!! REALLY SPOIL MY MOOD!!! I OREDY PULL DOWN MY FACE AT THE COURT THERE, BUT HE STILL KEPT SAYING AND SAYING LIKE NONSTOP!! BADMINTON SUPPOSE TO BE FUN, WHY GOT THIS TYPE OF PERSON SO LOVE TO RUIN PEOPLE MOOD????!! I AM SO PISSED OFF!!! AND TO BE HONEST, I ALMOST WANT TO PUKUL HIM!! EVEN IF WANT TO TEACH ME, CANT HE TEACH IN A MORE POLITE WAY? WHY WANT TO TEASE PEOPLE? SO ANNOYED!!!

tyt post:
haha... oh well.. i always know that, if i dislike a person, it is not just me but others also..and we got the same reason of disliking. we just can't stand some of the people attitude and behaviors, either D or J. (yeap rite, i seldom deeply dislike people. so .. so far only two. :) )

but .. still.. God wants us to love the unlovely.. so.. still.. we gotta learn to love for God has loved us!!!!we should accept others like how God has accepted us!!!

well.. said easier than done. so.. just pray.. and..

last but not least,
dun try to be more holy than God.

we just too angry that we need to vent out our anger..
tomorrow, we will smile back.. cheesee ^^

my cousin very happy go lucky..
she will forgetting this anger after wake up 2ml morning. :)

but wilson, i don't know la.. =X
hahaha.. smile la.

PPPS:
I GOT FUN IN THE BADMINTON COURT!!!!!!!!
I USED NEW RACKET!!!wheeeeeHEEeee~~
even got two annoyed people in the court, oh well, no one able to ruin my mood :)
because there are six adorable people in the court, my eyes laid on them. :)
hehe..

PPPPS:
wilson seldom angry people for so long time..
his anger always last for few days or even shorter..
see, he friend back with A already..

but.. lolx.. i was really astonished when he can ignore someone for such a long time. :S

nw.. i wondered.. how long would he mad at the 2nd one. lolx..

but proudly to say, Wilson and I had ever got into few big quarrels. but we still so BESTED FRIEND. MUAHAHA!!

reasons i friend back with him are because:

1) he always explained. and talk the matters out.

2) he always say sorry. either he is really do wrong or din do wrong. that doesn't matter at all. because i never think that the one say sorry first must be the one who is wrong, instead, i think that is a good attitude lo. haha.. cause i also say sorry even i know it is other's ppl fault.

3) he is my baby. canot angry baby for such a long time. :P but then, try la piss me off again la, no guarantee i will still want baby okay. :P :P HAHA!!

4) he is honest at least. dare to complaint/explain/say to other about us problems, also dare to let me know what he had actually thinking of. i really hate when the person who has problems with me dun dare to let me know, but keep telling others, and then ho, i also dislike those people who become the person listener, because they only keep listening, but never think of want to solve it. what? you thought help keep secret would solve the person and I problems? you thought this is what you call friend? this is called KEPO, just want to kepo about others story. oops.. sorry. no offense. (i don't mean you must tell me when you knw someone got problem with me, i just trying to say.. figure out a solution if you know there is a problem. tats it.)

it takes two to make thing works. :)

yeap right, i maybe bitch at my words, but.. check your action first.

and.. u talked about me to others.. oh well,

i maybe such a bad person that very bitchy at my words to ur friend, but who knows u are such a bitchy person that very jerk in ur action to my friend too.

fair enough rite?

we got a bunch of supportive friends around us. cheers. :)

anyway.. the reason why wilson will friend back to me.. i dunno la..

maybe i am too adorable liaw. MUAHAHAHAHA!! that he can't resist my adorableness. :P

2008-10-02T23:02:00.005+08:00

OK!!! It is a MISSION TRIP!!! Haha.. Not a holiday trip.. But, it's still more or less a bit enjoyable. Enjoying the time with you guys... Hahax... Anyway, I'm kinda a bit tired now cos we only slept around 3 sth last nite... Hahax...

I woke up around 6.30am in the morning, 1/10/2008. Selamat Hari Raya!!! After getting myself ready, I went downstairs and waited for the car. It was amazing.. The car reached my home on time! Hahax... It was kinda a bit packed in the van:-P lol.. We reached there around 10, i think.. Then, we went to a "canteen" besides a construction for our lunch.. O.o All local food served. After our lunch, we headed to the church, which is kinda a bit far from thetown of Sri Aman. And we "checked in" our luggage into a shophouse. Too bad that there was no mattress served=( I think this is called "mission trip" gua. Hahax...

In the afternoon, we had our bible study in the church. Someone preached in "ang mo"!!!! LOLX... There is still a pharse floating in my mind, "Mama Stomach". Hahaha.... After bible class, prayer meeting for an hour. Only after the prayer meeting, we had our time to take a rest in our hostel. But most of us didn't take bath as there is only 1 bathroom:-S And around 20 ppl of us need to share the little bathroom. LOL.. So, after changing, we went down to the coffee shop, the only one, to take our dinner by ourselves. After our dinner, it's time to get ourselves readied for the night service.

*Skipped... O.o

After the service, Pastor George met with us. After the meeting, we celebrated birthday for Kai Sze and FREDDY CHAI!!!! Hahax... Sri Aman is just too small. Cant even get a cake, neither a little candle=S So, we use 2 "ang ku kueh" as the representative of the birthday cakes. LOLx... Hahax... After the celebration, Freddy had to rush back to Kuching. Too bad that he cant stay back with us. If he did, he's gonna bullied by us =P Haha... Funnyz... Anyway, Happy Birthday Freddy, wish u all the best n may ur wishes come true=) He is a funny guy lol... And I think he's gonna revive in Missionary activities...

All of us queued for the bathroom after our supper. And, "someone" took over my turn!!! She's kinda a bit too rude. With a big big mouth.. Eww... Sucks... Made me hates her so so much. Sienz.. She "broke" my mood for the day. Aighh... Sienz... After bathing, we played games till late in the night!!! Around 3 sth i think. Haha.. Only after that, we all sleep!

The next day, we were all disturbed to wake up early in the morning. Around 6.10am. Sienz.. Again, a long queue for the bathroom. Sienz. So, because of the time concerned, I decided not to take bath=( There's even a long queue for just the basin! Sheesh!! Anyway, what ti\o do is just, Mission Trip! We're mission team!!! Hahax... Mission on demand! We checked out our hostel at around 7am. We went for breakfast in the TOWN!!! Only that time, we managed to go to the town and have a quick look. It was a great changes since my last trip there. I think I have not been there for years, as I used to go there every year when I was young. Haha... After breakfast, we went to the pasar malam for shopping=( Anyway, I bought a belt!!!! It's a BIG BUTTON belt=) Happy! Satisfied=D Very soon, we had to leave the town and come back to Kuching. Hahax...

We started our journey at 9am.. On the half way back to Kuching, we also visited "Taman Reakreasi Ranchau". Did I spelled it wrongly?? We went there just to see the waterfall and took in some fresh air. lolx.. The way was very slippery. Most of us almost fallen down. Hahax.. At there, that time, someone took photo of my ass!!! Hahaha... I reached home around 12pm. OK!! That's all about my mission trip!!! That's all!!!!

Please check out for more photos after few days.........

2008-09-30T14:01:00.001+08:00

Wow!!! Day passes by so fast! I actually wrote everything for my blog this afternoon. But, when my pc jammed, it all disappear... Sienzz...

So, I just wanna inform u all.... NO UPDATE tomolo... Bye... Stay tune for more photos=)

2008-09-29T00:11:00.002+08:00

After waiting and waiting for more than 24 hours, there is finally a decision made. I will be going to Sri Aman!!!! Together with the mission team. And I was "stunned" after I got the news cos I got extra "news" from him... What should I do? Am I really that bad? Am I??? I suddenly feels that I'm really a bad boy. I really don't know what should be done on myself by me. Seriously, am I really that bad??? And again, heart-broken.. *sigh~ Can someone tell me what to do right now? Can someone answer all the questions in my mind?? Is there got anyone? Any? *sigh Depressed... What should I do??? I'm really down! I have totally no mood on anything right now. No mood on this and that. Even on the trip. But anyway, I will still do all my best in the trip. For the revival of God's kingdom!

After my dinner with my mum outside, we went to a Fish Shop! She bought 3 fishes to be reared in the aquarium in front of my house, which is a mini decorative "pond". LoL... Besides, I also bought 2 pairs of Guppy Fish. I love this kind od fish so so much as it's really colourful. Hope that it will brighten up my days =D

P/s: Someone will pay a visit to my house soon. Hope that all these really helps a lot. The most importantly is... Pray that it really helps a lot! Pray for me. XD

Study in library tomorrow!!!

2008-09-28T00:49:00.002+08:00

Well, what I'm gonna blog about is just a word, called "TRUST"! I found out that there are few people who doesn't really trust me. Although they treated me in a way which is very "trustful" physically, but that's not emotionally. Or I should say sincerely. Get what I mean? If not, never mind. LOL... Anyway, I was really heart-broken by you guys=(

Someone communicated with my mum tonight. Just now. He told me thay had a great & nice conversation. When he told me this, it even worried me more. Haikss...

Anyway, I'm waiting for my trip confirmation! I think it will be "announced" or "approved" by tomorrow. So, wish me good luck yeah!

Bye=)

2008-09-26T22:53:00.002+08:00

Something happened these few days. It's more or less the same thing. all just because of my stupid aunty. Being too busy body.. To turn off my pc. Ahh!!!!! I hate her... Sienz..

What should I do? SPM coming lo.. Btw, we got 1 week of Hari Raya's holidays. But, we were given piles of homework!! Which really made all of us so mad bout that. Sheesh...

And, Zombie banned me to church again today. She's goin crazy. Soon! Ahhh!!!! I'm now still considering whether to go or not. Teach me what to do!!!! Burst soon. After my tuition juz now, I walked home. From Sunny Hill till 3rd mile cos my Zombie came pick me up late. So, I decided to walk home. Shiok!!! At least I made her angry=) Anyway, if she don allow me to go church tomolo, I will be going out also. Still finding cars. If cant find any, I will walk to Boulevard=P If she don't allow me to church, I will stop my personal tuition classes n totally give up my studies. That's all I wanna say.. Bye..

One last thing, I'm ready for HOME RUN!!!!!

P/s: Sorry, Jiat=(

2008-09-24T23:04:00.002+08:00

My aunty went back to Singapore lo
Sad...
Again, my house turned into silence again. Haikss...
lol..
Miss them..
Haha..
Anyway, I won a mini trophy today in school..
It's about the MERDEKA QUIZ.. lol
So, I went on stage=)
But something stupid happened.. Haiksssss... Sienz.....

Anyway, the coming 2 days will be my Holy Days again.
Sheesh! Hate it=S

I don have any slippers to wear edi loh!!
Really no more shoes in Kuching for me.. Sienz...
So, I'm now surfing Ebay for it
Hope that i can get a new pair for myself...
So, BYE!!!

P/s: Jiat, can u try to look 4 me in Aussie? Size 13!!!!

2008-09-23T23:31:00.002+08:00

Heehah! Finally got the chance to go and play badminton just now. Long long time din play oledi lor. Before that, I went for dinner till very full. Hahax... And sometime before that again, I went to my aunty new house again. Haha...

One last thing, my aunty will be back to SG tomolo... Sobs.. Haha. Bye bye..

Wait!!!

I was called to see the school counsellor today. Haiks..

I'm A BAD STUDENT!!!

Bluek...

2008-09-21T23:30:00.000+08:00

Yeah! I went for steamboat with my family tonight! Yummy.. Nice. Satisfied...

2008-09-21T00:40:00.004+08:00

Wow! I love my day. I think it's a fruitful day for me! Woke up a bit earlier today. For nothing special:-| Oh yeah, I received a message from tyt about a big big news. She's a_t_c_e_. Although she still don't admit it physically; but, I think that she accepted it already:-P That's the power of holy spirit. That's the love gave by holy spirit. That's why I'm in LCD. So many relationship happened once I enter LCD Ministry. Hahahaha... Anyway, I got my chocolates today! Nice, but I haven't eat any of it. But someone opened for me already, for some other people:-( But never mine, I'm still satisfied with my day.

I finally knew how to convert videos. Pin Pin Jie taught me today. And it was kinda easy actually. I did many things in church today, which made up my day fruitfully. Finalize all the videos. Actually I the one to do the slides, but ended up by tyt who did it cos the time is kinda a bit rush. Hehe.. But, I did helper her to put slides. Hahax.. Ohh yah, there is a opening show for the coming up contests, Modeling and Singing competition! The models today were really great. Phewwit...

The sermon today was about Holy Spirit. What a great sermon! Which helped many brothers and sisters. Holy spirit is the representative of God on this earth. We need Holy Spirit. The altar call was also great! Many people went up, especially new comers. I was really touched when I saw those new comers start to pray and hunger for the filling of Holy Spirit. I also helped one of my cgm to pray. It was great! Hope that she was filled:-)

Although my voice today was a bit worse caused by cough, I still backed-up Praise & Worship of CHCC. I also prayed loudly during the edding of Youth Service. I can really see the miracle God did in me. He fulfilled whatever I need. He's looking after all my needs:-) Church is goin to grow into 1000 people soon!

Lastly, I also updated my Wish List:-) I want my PC to be upgraded to a higher RAM. I want a big button belt. I want new pairs of slippers and sports shoe with Size >12. Really cant find any in Kuching. Haiks...

2008-09-20T00:34:00.003+08:00

Hahaha... My mock exam were finally OVER. The next will be the real SPM lo. *sigh Anyway, I think I had a great end of my day. After picking me back from my tuition just now, my aunt cooked us CRABS!!! We started to "kill" the crabs, cleaned it, n cook it! Yummy! Nice.. With curry flavour. Muaks.. Love it.

Anyway, my Holy Days were also over. I really really don't like my tutor anymore. He's getting more and more "loso" everydays. He used to tell me bout JESUS everyday whenever I meet him. I think it was a bit over lah, k? *sigh

Good Nite!

2008-09-17T23:01:00.002+08:00

Sorry GOD! Oppsss... I did it again~ All just because of the teacher who walks with both legs open widely, Puan Tan Chew Peng! Stupid teacher..

Ohh yah, I will be seldom update my blog this week because kinda a bit busy..
See You!
Check It Out Again yea...

2008-09-15T14:44:00.002+08:00

Ahah! I think it has already been few days that I didn't update my blog yet. I think I was quite busy over these few days.. So, where should I start to blog about hoh? Friday?? Okay..

Friday...
Er.. Just another ordinary Friday loh! Ohh Yah!! I sud says that Thursday and Friday is the most Holy Days in my weeks instead of Saturday and Sunday~ I treated it as My Holy Days cos of my personal tutor loh~ He is a very very holy guy. He talks bout Jesus every these 2 days of my weeks. And now, I started to hate him already. He "forced" me to set a timetable for myself! Which used up most of my times. I had totally no time for resting if I follows that timetable. During that time while I was being forced to set the timetable, my mum was also there. So, that holy man told my mum bout the timetable too... After she told my mum bout that, I suddenly felt so so stressed. After he went back, I rushed up to my room and sleep. Cos it was already 6pm that time, and my next tuition class starts at 7pm. OMG!! 1 hour left! The tuition class with the holy man suppose to stops at 5.30pm, but he ate my 30mins! zzz... Sienz... I was very angry instead! So, I decided not to care much bout that timetable already. I will study whenever I wan, or whenever I free. I don't need you to arrange everythings for me! That's my life, not yours:-P I can hardly fallen into sleep that night! I'm so stressed! Seriously... I even cried. And I feels like cutting myself again that time; but, I remembered, I promised God that I will never cut myself again! And Yeah, I overcomed it!! PTL...

Saturday...
Early in the morning, I was told to do 2 sets of slides. Cos tyt went for... ... ... So, I will be in-charge of LCD loh~ So, I woke up early in the morning and started to search for pictures for the slides. And in the end of the day, I was actually asked to do 4 sets of slides.. And PTL again, I finished it till 10sth in the nite?? Hahah! lol... It was slides for "Mooncake Festival".. Hooray!! I have done everythings...

Sunday...
Woke up around 10am... And starts to do revision.. Till 12sth, Pin Pin Jie came and pick me to church.. Actually I promised my mum only going to church for Mooncake Festival Service. But... Hehe!!! I went out earlier. After Pin Pin Jie picked me up, we went to her mum's stall for our lunch. The food was very nice:-) Really, if got the chance, you should try it~ After our lunch, we went to visit TYT's granny. Luckilly the granny wasn't in that bad situation:-) After our visitation, We went back to church. And I started to do my exercises cos the next day will be my Physic papers. After study study study, it's time for church activities. Was asked to be on position around 4 sth.. Ok! Everyting was prepared, just to wait the starting of the night service. And finally it starts! The service was GREAT! We started our service with a troupe of Chinese Orchestra. Followed by PnW! And, it's time for the presentation of my slides:-) Everything goes smoothly except... Bt I still managed to overcome it! Yeah! After service, I met pastor, and he said I did a great job for the slides! Hahaha!!! I can finally do something well:-) And every went down after that.. There were lots of mooncakes prepared for everyones. And it was very nice:=P Yummy! Everyone were enjoying the food while listening to the Chinese Orchestra and "looking" at the moon. LOLX.. Luckilly TYT managed to reach church for the FOOD! :-P But she didn't buy me anything ler:-( Sobs.. Ohh yah! We played lanterns too. Mostly of the youth joined us for a mini "parade" with lanterns around the church. Some children joined us too.. Hahax.. Really had great great fun n sweet moment during that time.. Hahaxxx... Ok Ok! I think tat's enough for my blogging today~ It's pretty a bit long already. Too bad that I don't managed to take some pics for it.

2008-09-10T23:19:00.002+08:00

tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt tyt
Yeah!!! I finally managed to "gek" him today. Btw, thanks A & B for your co-opeartion. Hahah! Thanks...

Im so bored! English paper tomolo! bye bye!!

Sing Jiat!!!!!!!

2008-09-09T22:31:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, I actually have a great start of my day. As it is also the first day for my zone mock exam. I woke up at 6pm in the morning, which supposed to be 6.30am. After I woke up, I fried rice for myself to bring it to my school. Besides, I also prepared myself a cup of hot chocolate:-) Anyway, I did a pretty well for my Moral paper yesterday:-)

I had my BM today! Just so so lor~ Haiks... After my dinner, I actually prepared myself to study at my study table. At first, I was pretty a bit lazy to carry the fan from up to down. So, I decided to study without fan lor. But less than an hour, I gave up! I really don't understand my Mathematics questions. And it was very hot and stuffy. So, I gave up! Gave up! Sienz ar~

Sometimes, I really don't know what's the purpose for me to stay in this world. Just to waste the air? Or just to occupy the space in this world? Haiks.. Anyway, lifes are FRAGILE! Including mine. I knew that me myself leads a unhealthy lifestyle. So, I might leave this world at anytime without any "prior" notice. By heart attack? Maybe huh... Anyway, what I'm going to say is that I LIVE A HAPPY LIFE!!!

2008-09-07T23:17:00.002+08:00

Life is short~
Life is treasure~
Life is unpredictable~
So, just treasure people surrounding you including me, cos I might be gone at anytime~

I just found out something last night. Which is unpredictable. Which is scary. I was stunned. Haiks.. Sobs... Anyway, R and E, Cheer Up! We will always be your side. But the most importantly, focus on your studies! Good Luck! Wish you 2 all the best:-) Muakss... Jia You!! Gambahteh!!!

Today is a boring day. Not even step out the door of my house today. Study study study... Mock exam starts tomorrow. Its Zone papers. Haikss.. Moral tomorrow!

Bye:-P

2008-09-04T23:43:00.000+08:00

I AM A BAD STUDENT!!!

2008-09-04T23:14:00.003+08:00

Started my tuition at home today. It was great! His name is Joseph. And I finally know what is CHEMISTRY! lol.. Before we started, he led a prayer. After the lesson, he ask me to lead an ending prayer. So, I led. It was a little bit weird? hahax! I also donno why.. Anyway, it's a good start! Ohh Yah! He asked me to set a target for myself too. So, I set C5 for Chemistry and Physics! Hahax... And for sure, I want to achieve higher! Amen!!

Just now, I received a message. He suddenly told me that he will be going to my school tomolo:-S I stunned a while. And agreed... I really don't like last minute lah, OK?? Haikss... At least let me know earlier mah~ Haiksss... But nevermine lah, at least got someone pick me home after that.. Kaka... Really want to get a car to n back from school. Cos my grandpa really getting weaker and weaker. Haiks.. Ohh GOD, please arrange for me! He is currently in pain everyday. I mean every single minute, every single second.

Ohh yah! One more thing! I HATE Puan Tan Chew Peng! From SMK Sungai Maong!!! Sienz.. Bout last 2 or 3 months, she gave me 3 demerit points because I didn'y hand in my English homework! Anyway, I accepted that! But after I signed for that 3 marks, she added 6 more marks later. I also don't know when she added it. Again, under the same reason! But, I think I did hand in all her works ler.. Or maybe I'm just late? Or whatever... But, she's not suppose to add in more points after I signed that form. She is UNREASONABLE!!! She loves to walk n sit with both her legs open widely! And her English sucks!!! Sienzz... So, I now got 12 demerit points! 9 marks from PUAN TAN CHEW PENG! And 3 marks from PUAN TAY CHIN CHOO!!! Cos I ate candies during exam time:-P Anyway, mostly of us ate! But only me and another classmate got it! Sienz... We only want to stay awake by eating some sweets mah! As school don't even allow us to sleep during exam.. Sienzz!!! Arghh!!! So, I now got 12 demerit points! Siao one!! I kept a good record for the past 4 years! Only this year then... zzzzz Stupid!!! At the last period, En. Uma called me! And beated me twice:'( Sienz.. Because of that 12 marks! Sienz... I hate PN TAN CHEW PENG!!! Im gonna write more bad things bout her!!!! zzzzz

2008-09-03T22:50:00.002+08:00

Cleaned up my study table just now. Exhausted. It takes bout more than an hour just to clean up a study table. Wiped. Moped. Arranged. Finally it's done! Hahax.. My personal tutor will be coming to my house to gives tuition starting tomorrow. That's why I cleaned it. Hahax...

I feels like playing badminton so much this few days. I also donno what's the reason =X Just wanna play sports! Can someone bring me along??!!!!

lalala...

2008-09-01T23:05:00.002+08:00

Yeah! I managed to sneak out today:-P Haha... Went out around 3 something in the afternoon today~ TYT n Daniel came and picked me:-) Then, we went to watch ! The movie is funny.. But, it's more or less as the last episode. And I personally don like the ending of it. Cos their mum die in the end. Haiks... Haha.. Before the movie starts, we managed to walk to Parkson and shopped a while. On the way back to the cinema, we laughed till like crazy people. Even in the lift! Sweat=.=

After the movie, we sent Daniel's fren back home and we headed to Pending for our seafood dinner.. We ate clams, Sabah's vegs, n crabs.. Haha... But not so full after that.. Hahax.. Shhhh!!!! Don't tell Daniel:-P Haha... Went home after that. And TYT slept in the car when I reached home. Haiks... Hahaha..

2008-09-01T00:31:00.001+08:00

OMG!!!
Someone hacked my account!!
See, my last post edited!!
Hahaha... lol
Cos I gave him/her my account mah...
Hahah!!
Ok lah~ No new updates today..
Cos still no mood caused by HER!!!

2008-08-31T00:02:00.004+08:00

I really dislike a people with this kind of attitude. Soon, it will become a hatred. Really hate u!!! My mood was kinda a bit good earlier of the day. Only until... Someone actually promised me to pick me. Once everything came to an end, I asked him/her again just to make sure that he/she really going to pick me. She said yes. But after few moments, she suddenly told me that she have to pick other. Right after that sentence, he/she rushed away. Just like so scared that I'm going to follow him/her. He/she don't even tell me whether is he/she going to pick me. So, what I can do is call him/her. I asked her whether is he/she going to pick me o not? I talked in a rush way cos I don't even know what's going on. But, he/she blame me back pulak??? He/she asked, "Are you blaming me right know?" I was so angry. What I can say is just, FINE!!! As I had used to it already. This is not the first time you did this me! But anyway, fine lah~ This is your attitude. No matter how good you can be in front of other people. Cos you loves to do this kind of thing to others. If don't want to pick, just say it out lah~ Anyway, PTL that still got other ppl can pick me there. I really hate this kind of people. So so much~ Sienz... It spoilt my mood of my day!!!

Anyway, Happy National Day to all Malaysians except you.

Okay! That's all I'm gonna post today~ Mood spoilt!!!

Edited by, TYT:-P

2008-08-30T00:11:00.002+08:00

Something happened again today.. My mum called my aunt to pick me up from tuition after her works in hospital at 9.30pm. My tuition class ends at 9.30pm. So, I waited for her to pick me up. Waiting n waiting... Playing see-saw at my tuition teacher's house. Only till 10.30pm, I received call from my mum. She told me that she was on the way to pick me up. Actually I want to make a call earlier on, but too bad that my phone run out of credit. So, just wait lo~ Few minutes later, she came. When I got into the car, she told me that my aunt fainted after her work. After picking me up, we rushed to Accident & Emergency Department. By the time we reach there, she was okay already and walking out to meet us. Luckily there wasn't anything serious. She actually didn't take her meal. Plus low sugar level. So... Anyway, PTL for nothing serious. I was shocked and stunned... Haiks... So many things happened lately. And mostly are bad one. Frustrated. I think God wants to test my FAITH. Therefore, I sud have FAITH in myself. A strong one... Amen!!

Replacement class in school tomorrow. Sigh. It's a National Day celebration actually. Attendance are compulsory and everyone must bring along a flag. Or else he/she will be given 3 demerit points. So, I asked my mum to by me a packet of flags with candies. lol And, Im gonna do my Add Maths project this coming Sunday. My mum will drop me in her office then she go to her church service.

Recently, I have addicted to a song. The one I put in my blog right now~

Way Back Into Love
I’ve been living with a shadow overhead
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere

I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I’m open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my tear to you
I’m hoping you’ll shoe me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end

It's a very cute song. And it means a lot. I listen to it over and over again. Found this from Rae's blog=) What I want is to find the way back into LOVE. I need INSPIRATION. Not NEGOTIATION! Ohh God, gimme right now. More! And more!!

2008-08-27T20:27:00.003+08:00

5-year-friendship for sale! It has been 5 years! I trusted soo much~ Bt, you dissapointed me so so much this time. I'm really hurted this time. It really hurts~ I treated you my best friend.. I say this frm the bottom of my heart:-)

Anyway, is there got anyone who want to buy this?
Only cost you bout 50 bucks??
Cheap right??

Precious everyone beside you~
Really... Learn to appreciate it~
Or else, ... ... ... ...
LOLX~

I'm stunned ler...

2008-08-27T20:15:00.002+08:00

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Whatever...
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Faces are different from hearts

2008-08-26T23:15:00.002+08:00

I did something good today. I served. I served my grandpa, who is ill. After our dinner, my aunt went back to her home in a rush. So, she asked me to massage for my grandpa after that. I nodded! After she went home, I asked my grandpa to sit down and let me to massage him. But he refused. He said don't need. he's still okay... I was kinda a bit sad. But, I continued to persuade him. Once he sat down on the sofa, I quickly approached him and start to massage his legs. He did enjoyed, I think:-) Haha... While I was massaging for him, I can really feel that his muscles were loose already. Not like before, as hard as a stone ar. But not now. He's really old now. And he is suffering from pains everyday. Our hearts really ached. Deeply... Deeply... When I was young, he used to be the breadwinner of our family. He just like the 'king' of our house. Every tough works are going to be done by him. As he's the only man inthe family, while I was still very very young... Anyway, God is Jehovah Rapha! He heals! Amen!

Anyway, my feeling/mood today doesn't seem to be right today. I also don't know why. Just that I'm not happy lo:-( Haikss...

2008-08-25T14:44:00.004+08:00

My Sunday~ Woke up a bit late around 10.30 to watch the SOT Graduation Service. It was already sharing of testimony when I log on and watch. Soon, Pastor from Indonesia preached. After the word of God and praying, the ceremony starts. those graduates lined up in a very systematic way to went up on stage and receive their certificates. I saw mostly of them like Liu Jie, Jin Yu, Jeremy, Lynette, Dan, Johan, Lee Pei, and many many more:-) Haha~ They are going to have a new start after 5-month of SOT lifes. Anyway, wish you all all the best and let's shine the name of God! Ohh yah, Fa Ji and Lynette won some kind of awards. Congratulations:-)

Around 4 something in the evening, I went to church for Sunday service. Pin Pin Jie picked me up. As usual like last few services, the Sibu team leaded the Praise and Worship. But almost half of the members went back to Sibu in the afternoon already.

After church service, I went to Kuching Festival again with TYT. Actually I'm going with my cgm but plan changed at last. TYT and me actually going to be picked up by Daniel. But, we were put aeroplane:-( Ended up by Yao Dong who pick us up! And, Teng Heng was back from Singapore! He changed a lot from last time. Hahax... When we reached there, we met Wan Jin Jie, my cgm and many other people. After buying our food, we decided to go to the lakeside and enjoy our meal. It was fun over there. We played like little children in the playground. Had lots of fun there.. Hahax.. Untill 11.30pm, it was time to go home as I promised my mum to reach home before 12am. And it was quite late already by the time we leaved. Only managed to reach home around 12. So, you all should able to guess what had happened lo... After being nagged by her, I went to bed after taking my bath. Hahaha~~~Ok! That's all for my Sunday!

Again, school reopen today. Haiks~ Again, time to receive our exam's marks... Again, a new session for school life.. Kind of annoited at first. But, anyway, it will be the last term in SMK Sungai maong. Going to leave the school soon... Hahah...

I'm gonna take a nap right now. Tuition tonight~ Nitezz=)

Kuching Mission Trip~

2008-08-24T02:19:00.001+08:00

Check this out! This is much clearer than from WYZ website. Anyway, great thanks to the producer:-) Enjoy...

2008-08-24T02:00:00.002+08:00

Ahah!! Time to blog again. Well, today means a lot to me. The services with Sibu Team are really great. Don't know how to describe it also. Just a word to tell, GREAT!!! Before I went home from church just now, I got a souvenir from Avin, as he just came back from Melaka. I love it! Thanks Avin! Haha.

When I reach home, I start to talk on phone with a sister in our church. Talking anout her relationship with her boy boy. Talked so much~ Really hope that u really get something from what I had told you just now. Remember, continue to pray to God for that. You can do it! Trust me! I'm so happy after you told me you get well with him again:-) Means that u did what I had told you. Haha.. I seems like being a love "counsellor" already. But nevermind, as God had put that kind of ability in me. To comfort you guys, analise with you and so on~ I'm a love expert already. Pinde and I gonna build a good relationship with our future "gf".. Haha... That's what we chat about the whole night~ He's really a funny guy lar. Ok! Stop saying this. I got something more to share about.

Do you all still remember our services with the Singapore Mission Team? Ya, that's right! The video is out rite now~ I will put it on the next post. So, do check it out yea. Hahah~

Ohh yah, Thanks TYT for my KFC in church today. That was my breakfast and lunch ler. Hahax. Thanks, TYT!!! I think it's quite late already. I should sleep earlier today as I'm goin to watch Singapore service online. So, night!

A sweet day:-)

2008-08-23T00:55:00.003+08:00

Finally done with my spaghetti early in the morning. I'm satisfied with it. But my granny don like it. Maybe she old already. Don't really like this kind of western food. So, she added chilli sauce :-S Hahax... But i love it so much. Yummy Yummy... Here it looks like:

Looks nice right??? Sure nice lah~ I cooked one bo.... Hahax...

I'm a trustee:-) Someone finally allowed me to read her blog:-) After I requested her for few months. I promised her to keep the URL. Never let anyone to get from me. Hahax.. I'm happy:-) lalala... Suddenly felt that the relationship between me and she got much closer than last time. Maybe this is called TRUST.

I can finally relax tomorrow. There will be Sibu Team to lead the game and PnW for CHCC tomorrow. They will also lead Youth Service and also both Sunday Services. They actually did a great job on last trip. So, I believe that they will did a great job again this time. Jia You! Looking forward to the services tomorrow.

Besides, I will also having my meal in church. Someone will go takeaway KFC and bring it to church. So, we going to enjoy ourselves tomorrow. Yeah! I ordered lots of food:-P Hahax.

Okies! Gonna sleep early tonight. A better preparation for tomorrow services..

Ohh yah, I'm still looking for ways to watch CHC Singapore Live Service. It will be SOT Graduation service ler.. Is there got anyone who have any idea to watch in church????

2008-08-22T00:32:00.002+08:00

I woke up late today! So, didn't do my spaghetti today. I'm going to do it tomorrow, I shouldn't wake up late again. Hahah!

Again, I went to Kuching Festival with Pin Pin Jie today. I ate a lot! Cos this will be the last time for me to go out this holiday. Really have to strive hard for SPM already. Haiksss. So sienz ar.

One more thing! I would like to congratulate all the SOT students. Especially to Lynette, Fa Ji, Kevin Loh, Jeremy, Paul, Lee Pei, Marcus, Irene, Karen, Shang! and so on...
CONGRATULATIONS!!!
Wish you guys all the best!! You will be the leaders and history makers of this generation!! Jia you!! Gambateh!!
Anyway, we can always watch their School of Theology Graduation Services online! Watch it live!
First Service: Saturday (23.8.08) 5.30pm-7.30pm
Second Service: Sunday (24.8.08) 10.00am-12.00pm
What you have to do is just log on to http://www.cityharvest.tv and enjoy the service!!

Okies.. That's all for today. Gonna sleep earlier for my spaghetti tomorrow. Nightss...

A new starts!!!

2008-08-21T00:21:00.004+08:00

Just another ordinary day. I was waken up by my mum around 10 something this morning because I told her that I want to follow her to office today. After taking our brunch at home, we went out to her office. I was kinda a bit bored at her office as I have nothing to do. After that, we went to 7th mile bazaar to buy fruits like "langsat" and watermelon. Then, we went to H&L Supermarket to buy the ingredients of spaghetti as I had planned to cook that since long time ago. Besides buying that, I also bought 2 packets of potato chips and a yogurt drinks.. Hehe... After that, we went to 7th Mile, State Veterinary to send some stocks. I finally knew how to deliver stocks. I sent the stocks by myself as my mum went to look for someone else. Haha... It just very easy actually. After passing them the stocks, what you have to do next is just ask him/her to sign the Delivery Order and Invoice. That's all. Sounds easy rite? lolx... Ohh yah, the uncle who collect the orders from me is kinda a bit funny too. If I have no mistake, he is the main official of the State Veterinary. After delivered the orders, we headed to Normah Specialist Centre, the Accident & Emergency Department becouse my mum need to discuss something about works with the official there. They might take orders from us. Hahaz... So, I waited aimlessly over there. but luckilly it was the last destination before we went home.

Time passes till the night. And I quarreled with my mum, again. I actually want to go out with Pin Pin Jie but she don't allow. So, we quarreled again. It was holiday; yet, she don't allow me to go out. Haiks... So, I spent mostly of my time in my room, as she had went out:-)

Yeah!!! I finally changed the template of my blog. And also the way I write my post. So, what do you think? Better? Do leave a comment for me yea... Okies. I think that's all for today. Going to sleep earlier as I'm going to make Spaghetti tomorrow. So, Good Night:-)

~God Bless~

2008-08-20T00:00:00.002+08:00

Ahaha...
Went to Kch Fest today :-)
Pin Pi Jie picked me up...
But, I overslept:-S
I only woke up by the time she reached my house...
Hehex...
Before I reach there, Penny reached earlier than me...
And oso TYT with Vivian and Enzai...
Once again met with Enzai...
And he bullied me...
Keep on punching my stomach :-P
But TYT don even help me:-(
And they went home first...
Leaving me behind alone...
Then, I went to Pin Pin Jie de counter, Mayban EtiQa...
And spent the rest my time over there...
Ohh yah!! Angelina n Vincent finally came at last..
And we went to buy a devil's "horn"...
Hehex... Looks so cute...
Hahah...
And i oso made my name chop....
Cost me bout RM12.00..
Haha...
Satisfied...
So, It's a happy day:-)

Anyway, I still miss all the Singaporean...
As I don have the chance to go out with them:-(

2008-08-19T01:09:00.008+08:00

I was unable to follow the Singapore team today...
Cos not allowed to do so...
But when he call me, he ask, how u come here??
Without thinking much, I juz said nvm...
Cos I have no transport as he told me too late...
It was oledi about 1sth oledi...
Arghhh!!!!
Sienz.....
So sad...
My heart really hurted today...
Sobs...
Anyway, I managed to chat with mostly of them today...
Like Pinde, Jeremiah, Jason, Cindy, Clara, Karen n so on....
Really have a happy period of time with them lo:-)

And here are the photos we took yesterday...

We were all in Black... (Clara, Cindy, Sonia n me)

Me n Johan (our sound man), hometown from KL...

Clara, Cindy, Sonia, Hui Ting, TYT, me and(forgot her name ler).. Sry...

Susze n me... Love her so much...

Me n Rae (She in charge of our chorus board)...

Bee Leng, Fa Ji, Jeremiah, Pin De, Mervin, Sonia, Clara, Lynette, Johan n me... Love this so much...

Cindy, Clara, Sonia, TYT, Hui Ting n me...

Cindy, me n Clara!!! Love 2 of them so much...

Me n Mervin, da bassist...

Me n Susze...

Me, Lynette n tyt...

Me and Cindy...

Me and Jace, the worship leader... She has a very nice voice...

Me with Lynette, Jeremiah, Mervin, Jace n Fa Ji, the musicians...

Clara...

Me and Jeremiah, the drummer!! The most funny guy of the team...

Me and Pin De... The youngest person of the team... Cute n cheerful.. lol... He's also a guitarist too...

Me n Json, Pastor Zhuang's helper...

Lynette, Jeremiah, Mervin, Karen N Fa Ji!!!

Pin De felt so shy after being teased by everyone...

Pin De during interviews...

Tat's all..
I miss u all...
Love u all...
Keep in touch yea...
Bye...

2008-08-18T01:56:00.000+08:00

Sry...
Due to some connection probs...
Cant upload the pics...
So, check out again yeah:-)

2008-08-18T00:26:00.002+08:00

The services with Pst. Zhuang and Singapore Mission was finally over...
They were really really great!!!
They always done a good job over here...
And, Pst. Zhuang's sermons were really great!!!
I want to serve whole-heartedly as a son but not a slave...
They always motivated me everytime they came:-)
After the service, I was also interviewed by Cindy trough the recording of video...

And, I managed to take photos with most of the members...
But I was kinda sad after that...
Cos I was unable to follow them for supper:-(
I followed Pin Pin Jie to Kch Fest...
Although she did asked me whether where sud we go at tat time...
But, I still let her to make the final decision as she were the driver...
After leaving church, my mood turned 360 degree...
I felt like crying but I didn't..
Anyway, my heart was crying oledi:'(
Haikss....
Why sud we leave each other after a period of time...
No longer short or long...
We still have to break apart...
:-(
:-(
:-(
:-(
:-(
Really hope tat I could follow them tomolo...
But, sadly, someone said... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
Haiksss.....

Below this are the photos I took...
I don really satisfied with the quality cos some of the photographer's technique really sucksss!!!
Arghhh!!!
Let's start over here...

2008-08-17T00:12:00.004+08:00

Yeah~~
Finally a happy day:-)
The Xtreme games today was really fun...
N the word of God is really great!!!
Serve as a heart of Son, not a slave~~~
I'm da son of GOD!!!
Daddy GOD!!
:-)

Plus, Vincent n Penny went up for prayers...
God, pls lead them:-)
They are ur son!
They can be built!!

After our service tonite,
again, I managed to take photos with some of the team members...
But I don like it..
Cos I looked so ugly in da photos..
So, Im gonna take with them again tomolo...
Hehex...
These are wad I took today...
...

Cindy...

Pst Zhuang!!!!!

Fa Ji!!!

Er... Karen...

Jeremiah!!!

And, this is Johan from KL...

Okies...
Tat's all for today...
Will try to take more tomolo:-)

2008-08-16T00:05:00.002+08:00

Haikss~~~
Don have the time to fellowship with Singapore Team's members...
Especially Lynette n Fa Ji...
Haiz...
Tooo bad...
Kinda a bit sad n regret:-(
Sad Sad Sad...
TYT talked with them oso din ask me:-(
lol.. Hehex...

Ok liao..
Wanna sleep ler..
Have to wake up early to church tomolo...
Nitez...

2008-08-15T17:28:00.000+08:00

lalala...
TYT wants me to show off tat I'm on9 at her hse rite now!!!
So, i oledi done...

Now at TYT hse..
Waiting Ya Fei Jie pick us to church..
So, bye bye...

2008-08-13T22:14:00.001+08:00

lalalalalalalalala....
Welcome, Lynette!!
Welcome, Fa Ji!!
And...
Welcome, PST. ZHUANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

see u soon...

2008-08-12T20:37:00.004+08:00

I got 2 news today!!!

First, I have juz got a bag, Kinder Bueno Choc and a Gardenia Muffin from Piggy!
He juz came back yesterday...
And he brought all these things..
Thanks, Piggy!!
And hope u wont get lost after sending the things to my house...
Hahaha...
I love da beg!!
And I'm gonna use it this Sat...
See u there...
There will be a Singapore coming..
We got outdoor games n etc...
Gotta enjoy it...
And once again: Welcome, Lynnette n Fa Ji!!!
Hehe..
Looking forward to see u guys!!

Second, i donno how sud i categorize it..
A good news or a bad news ler?? Haiks...
It is tat I have been selected to attend National Service...
U cant check online, but u can check trough SMS..
Type PLKN SEMAK 91XXXX-XX-XXXX and send to 15888..
Each msg cost RM0.20 n u might have to wait for about 30 minutes...
After I was informed by my frens..
I send immediately...
After 30 minutes, I received a message from 15888..
Stating this,
RM0.20: PLKN: Tahniah! 91XXXXXXXXXX WILSON UNG YU SIONG telah dipilih untuk menyertai PLKN Siri 6/2009.
After I received this msg, I was so excited..
But I don even know whether I'm happy o not...
After tat, I send a msg bout my 'Tahniah' to most of my frens n teachers...
And the following are their responses...
Piggy: It is, gud la, i want to go oso cant go leh!

Pst. Kel: Really?praise e lord.is good for you:-) (I'm goin to get slimmer than u)

International Tuition School (ITS) Teacher: View it positively... Dont know but my friend's daughter called home at work n she was crying.. R u?
I replied: Hahah... Im so excited n now eating my on fried rice! Dum dee dum...
She replied: That's d spirit!
And we continued...

Mummy:Which division n when?

Jamie: cool down (Hahaha... I'm ganna smile for this)

Kan Kok: Happy birthday to you! (I was like... Gek tiok!! :-p)

TYT(phone call): Har? Then cant see u for like.. 3 months... (Haha... I think she is gonna miss me soo much liao.. lol)

Tats all... There will be more coming soon.. As i haven send to some of my other frens... lalala...
Hahaha...
I seems like happy but I'm still a bit sad:-(
As I cant put down 2 things..
First, family members, especially ... n ... :-(
Second, CHURCH!!! I'm gonna miss lots of activities:-(]
Arghh!!!!
God, lead me!!! Lead me to the cross!!!
U r Jehovah Rapha!!!
Amen!!
We believe in miracle...
So, I think tats all I'm gonna say today....
Sooooo excited rite now...

Last thing, I oso cant update my blog ler...
Nvm, I will ask TYT to update for me!!
So, do continue to click my ads...
Thans...
I'm wondering how will be the 3 months in "jungle"..
Without computer!!!
Arghh!!!

2008-08-12T14:00:00.002+08:00

Haiz...
I donno wad to post...
Since tat day, i was oledi like.. ... ... ...
Donno wad to do...
I'm still thinking whether sud i post this out o not...
Errr..
Ok.. I gonna say it out...

On da 7th of August, my mum was actually on da way back home...
During her journey, she suddenly felt great pain on her back.. Or kidney part..
Then, she decided to go to the hospital straightaway as Timberland is the nearest one...
After she saw the doctor, the doctor decided to have X-ray on my mum's kidneys...
After scanning for the X-ray, the doctor found tat there is a 'stone' in both of her kidneys...
Due to the great pain, the doctor did an operation on one of the kidney..
I think it juz a 'laser' ops..
Haikss.. I oso donno la... As long as it's juz a minor operation...
So, my mum cheated us tat she went to her fren's hse overnite...
After the ops, the 'stone' was actually broken into little little pieces using laser, i think...
And she actually needs to drink plenty of water, but the doctor din even tell her...
Only till we found out her condition, my aunt, who is a nurse, had juz told her...
On the next day after the ops, she was kinda relieved from the pain at 1st...
But after some time, the pain came back again...
Then, the doctor gave her an painkiller...
In da afternoon, the doctor decided to do X-ray again as he found tat there is something in her ovary part.. Haikss...
Getting more n more troublesome...
After the scanning, they found tat ther are 2 tumors outside her ovary part n another one at her ovarian cyst...
But, luckilly it have not became cancerous cell...
Phew...
so, not gonna say much on this liao...
On tat nite, she was allowed to discharge...
Well, do u all knew tat how i actually found this out?
It was on Sunday morning, the pain came back again...
She was so painful till she cried out...
Juz like mumbling mumbling till I woke up...
Only then, I knew bout it cos she had finally told me!!
So, i quickly SMS-ed my aunty...
She wan to bring her to the hospital but she refused to do so...
But luckilly the pain doesn't last long....
So, everything is allrite tremporary...

I oso donno wad to do..
Wad to do...
Wad to do...

Only to say tat, 我很怕...
我真的是很怕...
I cried the whole day..
Even b4 i sleep...
But she had never notice it..
Again, i wet my bolster n pillow...
Till I sleep...
Why??!!!
Can someone tell me way all this things happened to my grandpa... N now oso my mum...
Arghh!!!
Helpless... Really helpless rite now...
Plus she don wan to let my grandma know oso... Haikss...
Wad to do rite now is, wait n see lo...
:'(
:'(
:'(
:'(
:'(
:'(

P/s: Readers, pls keep quite after u read this post as she donno I had post this on da blog...
And I think my cg members all knew it oledi...
Actually i don wan to let all of them knew it, but, someone said it oledi.. Haiz... Sud I trust this person again??
Haikzz...